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Tbh Id boost my canon call to 20+ since Im in my 20s, but I hiiiiighly doubt anyone remembers a Kris who got amnesia after everything happened. Its such a specific memory I dont think I'll find them in this life.

But I'll admit do I miss my family and friends. Especially Azzy tbh. Im an only child here so I guess I miss having an older brother.

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I finally got this blog back again aldkslkd been a while;;

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Agh there’s so many people I miss right now. I really miss Ralsei, I loved him a lot (platonically). I miss Susie, who was practically my best friend in the Light World. I miss Lancer, who was honestly just a good good boy. I miss Asriel, who was a really amazing brother to me. I really, really miss them. I hope I can find them one day. 

I’m sad.

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I updated my sprites so it looked more like what I think I actually looked like.

Sweet ♡ 

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I finally remember what one of my memories was supposed to be! Y’know the one I was going to write but then I forgot? Yeah.

It turned out to be actually very important.

It was just a conversation between me and the SOUL. Like, what led to it inhabiting my body peacefully. I guess the SOUL just wanted an identity, and somehow I sympathised with that and let it be with me on the condition that I get to be in control of my decision.

Oh, and I also remembered a bit more about the amnesia. But it’s not that important I guess.

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I had memories I was gonna write about, but guess who forgot to do that and thus forgot the memories?

Me. That's who. Rip.

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!! I also remember, when I had amnesia I was in the hospital for a while. Eventually I was able to stay home, but I remember shortly after I was released I was visited by Susie.

She skipped school that day to come to my house. She was at my window telling me to come outside or she'd drag me out herself. Then, as soon as I was outside my door she grabbed my hand and we ran all the way back to school. She was pretty frantic.

Susie thought if she took me to the Dark World it would jog my memories. It was pretty puzzling for everyone in the Dark World at first, until it dawned on them that I forgot everything.

Ralsei was taller than me at this point, but only by a little bit. I don't know how much time passed since the initial events in Deltarune to be able to tell. Lancer was a little bigger too.

Nothing was familiar and nothing was jogging my memory, so we just kinda hung out around the scarlet forest eating pastries until Susie took me home. She was really dejected that nothing happened. We were all pretty worried about her.

I'm sorry Susie. I don't remember how the amnesia happened, but I'm pretty sure it was my fault. Maybe it was even my own doing, but who knows how or why.

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I always wondered why Lancer had his tongue out like a cat all the time. Well, he was pretty small and I assumed he was young so I never really questioned it.

I remember I hung out with him before. I was still pretty quiet, but he was a pretty fun kid to hang out with. I think he showed me some of the games he liked to play once. I played along with him. It was pretty neat.

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In the end I never slept aldhlajdls but I had a memory come up where I gave Susie my cape cus she was cold, and then Ralsei gave me his scarf cus "it wouldn't do if you caught a cold, Kris." He got kinda embarassed when I thanked him lmao. His scarf was cosy. He wrapped it around my neck and everything.

Oh and I got another memory where I asked to try on his hat. He said I looked good. And then we stuck it on Susie, and then on Lancer, and we just kinda tried on Ralsei's hat.

I miss the Fun Gang lmao

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Toriel: What happens to nitrogen when the sun rises?

Toriel: It becomes daytrogen.

Asriel: I’m going to bed.

Kris: Good nitrogen.

Toriel: Sleep tightrogen.

Kris: Don’t let the bedbugs bitrogen.

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♡ Kris Kin Memories ♡

I’m not sure if I’ll find anyone again, but if I do it would be very nice to see how everyone is doing. Also I’m currently 22, so 18 and over please if these sound familiar! This is a sfw zone because anything not sfw about me (Kris) makes me uncomfortable, sorry.

I don’t have memories of Lancer yet unfortunately, but I did like him at least. What a good friend.

♡ I absolutely ate moss and stuck shakles on myself because I thought it would be funny, but I feel bad because I made Ralsei worry.

♡ I am much gentler where the only violent thing I did was pull out the SOUL once, but I came to terms with having it and learnt to be harmonious about it. I initially ripped it out because I didn’t like the idea of losing who I was and all that. But I think we came to an aggreement that the SOUL can stay if I was allowed to be myself and make my own choices. Don’t ask how. I don’t know myself I don’t remember.

♡ I’m quiet in my canon, but I also remember doing a lot of things for the hell of it….like putting the bathbomb in the toilet.

♡ I was pretty close to Ralsei, and I remember being very fond of him.

♡ I’m a little bit older (about a year or two) than the current canon because my timeline is passed that. The events of Deltarune already happened, and I remember going back pretty often.

♡ I think Susie and I actually did our group project together. Like, properly did our group project. I think it was a lot more fun doing it with a friend.

♡ At some point after Deltarune chapter 1, I forgot everything. I don’t know why, and I don’t know how, but all I remember is that something happened to me. But I’m slowly remembering everything again now. I’m sorry it took so long. I think everyone was sad I forgot. I don’t know why I forgot or how I’m so sorry.

♡ I think Susie tried to take me to the Darkworld when I forgot, but I still couldn’t remember. She took my amnesia pretty hard. Probably took it the hardest out of all of my friends. While those memories where I forgot don’t affect me anymore, I still feel bad. I remember always wanting to be heroic in the Darkworld, but I couldn’t do it when I forgot everything.

♡ Some of my most notable features are my mint green & pink sweater, the black ribbon around my neck, and I had slightly longer hair. You could actually see one of my eyes. They were pink in the Overworld, and red in the Darkworld.

♡ Following that, when Ralsei and I found the white ribbon, I tied it around my neck in a bow. Ralsei thought it was cute and it made me pretty happy to hear tbh.

♡ My Darkworld cape and Ralsei’s scarf were the same shade of a reddish pinkish kinda colour. We matched. I loved it.

♡ We were the Fun Gang in my canon.

♡ I really miss Asriel. Home isn’t the same without him. I was really close to him. We did play some pranks together haha, but that was when we were much younger. He liked to noogie me when I least expected it, especially when he felt proud of me.

♡ My dad’s hugs were nice. I hug Ralsei like that sometimes haha.

♡ I think Asriel hugs me like dad does too.

♡ Speaking of Asriel, he would always be so done with puns. It didn’t help that my mom and I would make puns so much. I’d always call him Azzy when I was teasing him.

♡ I was definitely friends with Sans and Papyrus, but I remember eyeing Sans a little because I wonderded if he had a thing for my mom. I wasn’t ready to call him “dad,” and I am still not ready to call him that.

♡ Yes, mom and dad were still divorced in my canon.

♡ I don’t remember much about Papyrus, but I remember I thought he was pretty great.

♡ I spent a lot of time sleeping in. I was late for class a lot because of it. That only happened after Asriel left for college, though. He was pretty insistent on getting me to school on time.

♡ Asriel came back after I got amnesia. He was really sad about it, but between college and me I didn’t see him much. He always took me to the bench where Onion san was to talk though. We got milkshakes pretty often. He was really patient even though I didn’t remember him.

♡ Mom absolutely let me stay at home because of the amnesia, but I spent more time wandering around instead. At first she worried a lot, but calmed down after I figured out my way around. Plus if I was lost, I got Undyne to bring me back. Idk how I did. Sometimes it was Sans. Sometimes Papyrus? Just, whoever I guess.

♡ I knew mom would throw away all the flowers dad would pass to me, so I think at some point I asked mom if I could just bring them somewhere else. I’m not sure where. Probably the cemetery or something? I know it was somewhere where flowers were okay to leave. I just felt bad that the flowers would be put in the trash all the time.

♡ I got into so much trouble for eating a whole pie once. I got so sick, but Susie just gave me a thumbs up when she heard.

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Ralsei is as tall as I am and I can only assume he got taller as we got older. A big fluff. A big fluff friend.

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I'm pretty sure I tried to be the aloof, quiet, hero during the events of Deltarune, but I'm also pretty sure I kept letting my real "do it for the vine" personality show so often.

Ralsei was like my impulse control, but I'm sure he's happy to know I'm a lot calmer now lmaooo.

I'm also a lot more shy now haha oops.

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I hope yall are ok with thoughtforms too cus I have 2 of them accidentally made alhdlandlandls. Just thought you should know.

And the SOUL speaks. Uncanny. I know. The SOUL told me it would be cool to eat the moss and put shakles on my wrists. I was totally down for it.

The moss tasted horrible just fyi. The moss tasted like wet greenery and mold. It was like a gross vegetable.

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Just saying I live in Southeast Asia now, so like, that's my Timezone. Yep.

It's 5am I should sleep.

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Just to clarify, when I pulled out the SOUL, I didn't do the whole knife thing and throwing the SOUL in the cage. I don't remember why I even had the cage.

I just pulled out the SOUL and held it for a while.

Oh, then I gently placed it in the cage because I didn't know what to do with it, and I did not like being controlled thanks.