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I find it extremely difficult to make genuine connections with most people

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idk but being equally obsessed with each other sounds hot to me

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i wasn't meant to live this long and that's why i don't know what to do when i feel this awful

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being so deep in an depersonalization that the only thing you recognize about yourself are your sh scars (at least i know why they're there) <<<

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another birthday another death wish . think ive trapped myself pretending i like this. I spend my days doubting where I am

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No one cares how bad you’re getting until it affects them.

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i love sleeping and being mentally unavailable

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Robert Bosisio

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Osamu Dazai, The Setting Sun

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Writers are scary because we’ll take personal trauma and think, "Hmm… what if this happened to my fictional characters but worse?"

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there's silence and silence I'm starting to doubt yours. "I feel distant" "I'm sorry"

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Marcel Proust, from a letter featured in The Selected Letters of Marcel Proust

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don't you get tired of pretending even I do and im only pretending to believe you. wonder how you'd react if I said I wanted out