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“The Temptress” (1926) - Fred Niblo, Mauritz Stiller.

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Oddmare. Perseid meteor. 13th of August. On a moving car. Late at night. The road is empty. A couples of falling stars seen through the car window. More and more falls by every minutes. Suddenly a bunch falls at a same time. Fiercer. Fiery. Every each stars fall and left a few to hang. We hurried to take a shelter on an abandoned house. Turns out it was or house all allong. I ran to the second floor with a camera and a phone. I forgot there's roof above me. But behind the door was a field on top of houses roof. Many people are gathered up on their own groups. One of the groups was our neighbours. They sat on a mat, stargazing while drinking tea. The falling star is still as fierce as it was before. I lay my phone upside down to record a time lapse. As i lift my camera to capture a bunch of meteor, suddenly i was on an ocean side. I was walking on a long sandy beach road. The end of the road is fuzzy. Both sides of the road is a mad waves of toscan ocean. The waves was so huge it stand many metres above me. Yet the wave never crash upon the road. It just rolled back into the ocean. I walk down the sandy road, confused. I climbed many giant coral and finally meet one of my family member. We talked about what happened. We guess it was caused by the falling star. Some people while stargazing that night wished to the falling stars to get to play at the sea. Looks like he or she wished loudly, and those people who heard it wished her / his wish to come true. End.

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Sylveon animation with music :)

I made it few years ago but wanted to add Sailor music and adjust the timing, I hope you will like it ^^ 

In french Eevee is évoli and Sylveon Nymphali :)

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My lyfe in a nutshell

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I ask, do not disappear. That is no kind of apology and I have never been a forgiver.

Joan Naviyuk Kane, from “Late Successional,” Milk Black Carbon (via lifeinpoetry)

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When I was young they told me to reach for the stars. They also told me that’s where loved ones went when they left you. I am still reaching for them, looking for you. But, no one told me where to look to find the reason why people leave.

Navin E. (reaching for the stars)

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Reblog for a smile ❤

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Ya aa a a

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Uuuuh Erlend i love u

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Yukari Nozawa - Sanzoku no Musume Ronja Soundtrack (2014)

Song Of The Wolf

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Operation Moonlit Runaway : Prologue

I’ve been living a lifetime on a house inside a university complex, with a family of 7. 

Although the house is small, we got an enormous campus as our playground. It was a nice place to stay at first. I often rode my bike through the campus’ empty hallways on sunday morning. The view was green with pine tree tips that lurk behind the campus’ walls. Pine scents blown away by a cold breeze filling the air. Nothing can seemed to stop us kids from playing our heart out. We played rangers, we played cops, we were soaking wet with rain drops, we were covered in dirts. For me and maybe for my three big brothers also, this place was once a heaven.

But then as we grow bigger, our world shrunk. The campus is now become infamous, a mass of stranger infiltrate my heaven. They cut trees to seal ground with pavements so they can bring more bikes. The hallways now emits wi-fi, attract people like bugs surrounding lamps. No more empty hallways on sunday. no more playground for a grown up kid.

Its a shame that houses don’t go grow bigger along with people. We were once a guppies swimming inside a fair sized aquarium. Now we guppies had grown into kois, swimming on the same aquarium. Too tight to even breathe. The liveliness of our household in no longer a good thing, no longer a thing we can show off to. Goods multiples as needs piling. Sometime soon we kois gonna become a canned kois.

Its like the household was not lively enough, we have cats as a pet. The first cat we had is a pregnant female visiting over for a lunch. Then she gave birth to another female kitten, that also become pregnant in less than a year. Thus become the beginning of the never ending-evil cat biogeocycle.

A street cat is an uncivilised creature. they prone to bring disease and uncute hunter nature. We don’t even intends to gave them overpriced vaccines, they’re just too many. Handling cat foods was a trouble, let alone cat dirts.

Even so they really enhance the liveliness of our home. Cuteness of a cat justifies every bad things in the world. I am infatuated, i’ve forgotten how a life without cat taste like.

Cat birth rate is dreadful. Cats overpopulated the house. When I past my highschool life they number doubled ours, my life was infaded by cats.

Everyday was a hellish loop of cat treating. I feed them breakfast and dinner when not even I had breakfast at those times. Come weekend was my date with cat sh*ts.

Maybe because we live with cat for too long, the housepeople started to became as uncivilised as a cat. Everything turns into chaos, be it our house, be it our life. They just couldn’t careless anymore. I get the feeling like i am the only one who survive this insanity.

The others give up sooner than me. Well,they don’t even gave many helps from the start but now they ignore me and my cats almost completly. Including one particular person who starts this all, is blinded by boredom. So am I, blinded by hatred and vengeance. I hated them so much I unconciously keeping a distance. Someone had to sides with the cats.

Just like a microorganism growth rate curve, we not so long ago were on a stagnant phase. And now as we trace down along the death phase some of us had to leave. Two of my big brothers’re freed from the cycle. Some of my good cats leaving on their own, naturally. Some are kicked out. Some i released. Some are dead, inevitably, or not.

Cats are innocent, even when they’re running mad shattering glass and plates. Cats are innocent even when they ruin my bed. Cats are innocent even when they gaze at me. Cats are too innocent to be living such an awful short life, Cats are too innocent to be dead in the hands of human.

My good cat Rufus, Random, Lemon, Zwei, Solembum, Meko, Mocca, were just too innocent i can’t bring myself to let them go.

Watching these cycle of birth and death of cats before me were d*mn mortifying. Having all of those ignorance peoples around me were just…

Sometimes i thought to myself ’ maybe i am only being dramatic’. But later i thought, no, i am normal. Its just them, failed to saw through these cats, failed to spent time with them to feel lost, failed to being gazed right in the eye by those sharp eyes, failed to touched right in the heart by them.

I have to stop this evil cat biogeocycle. I have to release them, they have to taste the feel of freedom. This house is unlike what they think it is, its not a sanctuary, its a cemetery. Can’t you see beneath the ground there’re bones too little for a human bones. I am, unlike what the think of I was not their savior, i am a murderer. I have to release them, at the very least they would not dead before me, so i wont repent. I am the worst.

I have to release them but I can’t. Those peoples won’t let me. They called me evil for trying to kick these cats out. They playing the protagonist.

I’ve had enough of this. My live had been circled around cats, cat food, cat shit, dead cats. The house is to small i cant even keep my room for myself. I had enough. this house cannot seem to contain me any longer, me and my vengeance, all must be freed.

I am planning a beautiful scene of when i free myself from here. 

And now its time to commence the ‘operation moonlit runaway.

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Operation Moonlit Runaway

One day it occurs to me : This house cannot seems to contain me anylonger. All of me, and my negativeness must be washed away from this house. I am running away...

a quite long story of how I  runaway (self-declared) from home

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Puslitkim, January 15th 2016

I know now, i treat strangers differently, if they don't talk to me i won't either, but if they do, i act like i know them very well. I smiled, i laugh at them. I ask favors so one-sidedly. I underestimate them like a bestest of friend. But won't that only make me a weirdo? Yes indeed. People always gave me a look that said who the hell do you think you're to act like that? But what's so wrong with it? I don't know them, they don't know me, so i put a facade. Do you think i would act all friendly with a friend? No i don't! When you'd be my friend then don't expect I'll be friendly. Because I'll stop the facade. You'll see the real me, acting friendly is meaningless. For me real friends are those who don't mind the silence when we sit next to each other. Ain't strangers supposed to be friendly with each other? We will only meet in such limited time, what's so hard about it. I can only maintain my outer appearance i know. But is it bad? Why not everyone else do it?

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Bar and home

Say if home is a bar And mother is the bartender Then children are some drunk low-wagged employees who spoil every secrets they have behind the bar table If father is the bar owner as well as a leader of a black organisation And mother is a bartender as well as the bar owner's private spy Then children is a pile of sellable organs

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Cosmos

Cosmos, a documentary film about faraday. About how faraday first found electricity, the connection between electricity and magnetism, connection between electricity and light, the dualism of light. About imaginary lines of magnetic fields. About wave-like invisible forces of light and sounds. About how he was the one who connected every people in the world with the invisible signal ,becoming one intact organism. Otopoiesis. This wave-like invisible signal also connect us with universe, the cosmos. We becoming one organism with the cosmos.