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I love her and I can’t lose her again

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Finn Wolfhard and Millie Bobby Brown being Mileven captains

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every season of stranger things steve harrington loses more brain cells and gains more children

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the party when they see steve working at the ice cream place : “this is so sad alexa play let’s go to the mall by robin sparkles “

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holy fUCK this is terrifying and so so beautiful

What If Eleven never saved Mike?

What if Dustin called his name until his voice strained into high pitched screams, but Mike never turned around? He seemed calm and relaxed as he edged closer to the cliff. Dustin’s mind drifted back to the times Mike was silent, having internal battles that everyone ignored. He saw Mike glaring at the water as if it was his savior. His shoulders lifted, and without a second thought, he leaped. Dustin shrugged the bullies off of him weakly, and ran to the edge of the Quarry, almost falling off of it himself. Mike was gone.

What if Nancy had to turn every single picture of Mike around? Seeing his smiling face was too much pain in his older sister’s heart. She remembered the times at dinner, when he would never touch his food. The Wheelers never had dinner together anymore. The princess with the heart of gold crumbled into nothing but air and skin, without her younger sibling to bring back her happiness.

What if Will received notes in his locker? Once he returned from the Upside Down, he awaited the hours to see his best friend. Instead, he saw overwhelming amounts of pain in the eyes of everyone crowding his hospital room. When they told him the news, it was as if everyone’s pain transferred into his own heart, and crippled it until it was dust lingering inside of his chest. A week after he returned to Hawkins Middle School, he received notes in his locker, labeling him as a killer. After all, Mike would of never gone near the Quarry if Will never got lost in the woods…

What if Dustin had nightmares? The image of Mike falling into water that hit him like bricks crippling his bones haunted his usual sweet dreams. He saw him whenever he closed his eyes, even the lightest blink. On the worse nights, he called Lucas through the SuperComm to calm himself down. It never worked too well, because two broken boys can’t fix each other.

What if Lucas had a panic attack? The party stayed together, because it was all the three boys had left. When Max arrived, it took Lucas weeks to develop the mental capability to tell her what happen to their dearest paladin. He had a mental breakdown, and Max was clueless on how to fix it. She did what she thought was right; she held his hand. For a moment, Lucas eyes cleared from the brokeness that shined over them for an entire year, but Max knew that it would take more than one hand to hold him together.

What if Eleven destroyed every source of electricity in Hawkins? She arrived to the Quarry, but she was too late. Dustin was collapsed on his knees, but Eleven knew what happened. Her emotions seemed to blend together, because she did not cry. She screamed; yelled until her blood trickled out of both nostrils, and Hawkins was left in the dark.

These are only some of the characters, and some of the things they would go through if Eleven was even a second late…

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so sOFT

so i drew Hopper and El as Sully and Boo

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We have been through a lot, but we remained friends. Maybe this means that we are meant for each other, that there is something more to this.

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Alright but the day Hopper lets El get her ears pierced on her 15th birthday you cannot tell me Mike isn’t there right next to her wincing because she’s squeezing his hand so tight as the needle goes through the first ear. Hopper then takes both of them for ice cream for being such troopers, El for the piercing and Mike for the remaining redness of his left hand because damn his daughter is strong.

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Mike & Eleven (Season 2) + Text Posts

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tag yourself im bike but also thirteen

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“A pretty damn good babysitter”- Steve Harrington  Twitter: DebbieBalboa            Instagram: debbiebalboa

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I just realized the Five Stages of Grief (Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance) spell out DABDA and I feel like this is Important Information

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Mike: I kissed El!

Dustin: Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god!

Mike: It was unbelievable!

Dustin: Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god!

Will: Ok, all right. We want to hear everything. Lucas, get the wine and unplug the phone. Mike, does this end well or do we need to get tissues?

Mike: Oh, it ended very well.

Steve: [running in the door] Do not start without me! Do not start without me!

Will: Ok, all right, let’s hear about the kiss. Was it like, was it like a soft brush against your lips? Or was it like a, you know, a “I gotta have you now” kind of thing?

Mike: Well, at first it was really intense, you know. And then we just sort of sunk into it.

Lucas: Ok, so, ok, were you holding her Or were your hands like on her back?

Mike: No, actually first I had them on her waist. And then, they slid up, and then, they were in her hair.

Dustin, Lucas, Will, and Steve: Awwwweee!!!!

(In the next room)

El: And, uh, and then he kissed me.

Max: Tongue?

El: Yeah.

Max: Cool.

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Imagine Mike’s sadness when he finds out El isn’t ticklish. It’s a feeling mingled with rage and hatred, because he knows full well that years of being poked and prodded at the Lab have left her desensitized to the way he tries to tickle the spots under her arms or over her ribs.

But then imagine his absolute excitement to accidentally realize that the bottoms of El’s feet are extremely ticklish. They’re watching a movie on the sofa in the basement one afternoon, her legs resting on his lap, when Mike decides to get up for more candy. He tries to shift El’s feet without distracting her, but the giggle that leaves her lips, the twitch that runs up her leg, surprises them both.

And so he tickles her until she’s laughing and crying and she tickles him back until they’re a heap on the floor, their movie forgotten. When they’ve both finally relented, Mike presses his forehead to hers like he has a thousand times before

And Mike whispers that he loves her like he has a thousand times before.

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SCREAM AT ME I SCREAM BACK FOR A LIVING

one of my favourite things about fanfiction is I can almost always find some way to contact the author, the actual human being who sat down and wrote this collection of words that I love so much and scream at them

and usually they scream back and it’s a wonderful exchange of happy

you just can’t do that with published authors. You can scream, but you’re screaming into a Lovecraftian void and they almost never have the chance to scream back

I love fanfic authors so much. thanks for letting me scream at you about things we mutually love

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He needs me