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Bat ganun huhu crush lang naman un eh huhu

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Lord miss ko na naman huhu

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Dear God, help me to delay gratification when it comes to relationship, help me God to fully surrender the work for you knowing that you love me and you will take care of me no matter what. Again, Lord help me na i-guard tlaga yung heart ko sa lahat ng tao, help me to choose the right people, and attract the right people in my life and not to push relationship and not make me feel like I'm buying relationships, help me to be a good stewards of my money also. Help me God to think twice before spending money for people, please show me God if my intentions are bad please. Lord sorry sa lahat lahat sabi ko all in na ko sainyo pero makulit pa rin ako. I still want to satisfy my feelings and please the people around me please Lord help me God huhu. I need your love like I need water. Please Lord help me to always think that you are all I need and no one can complete me but only you, Jesus. I need your love. I need your love Lord, please complete me Lord, help me to love you with all my heart. Please Lord, help me Lord, to deny myself knowing na its for my own good and may benefits talaga, help me God to dream bigger and to aim higher.

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Lord wala ung swerte huhuhu

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Hindi kita gusto, May! Pero salamat pa rin.

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LORD, pakitanggal po huhu

ayaw ko na po, Lord huhu. Ayoko magsayang ng feelings, Lord! Please Lord pakitanggal na lang po, utang na loob. Grabe sobrang gusto ko siya maplease huhubels pakitanggal po, Lord.

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Lord, help me! Huhu

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Lord sorry po! Lord, sorry lagi ko nalang kayong dinidisappoint pagdating sa work. Lord, impress in my heart what's the right step to take. What should I do to serve you? Lord, change me first. Put away my love for things na hindi pleasing po sa inyo. Help din Lord po to be authentic sa ibang tao. To love you, Lord and to give you all the glory and hindi glory ko. Sorry, Lord if I judge people for my careless words for being a good example to others for not being set apart to others. Lord, take away that desire to impress people. Lord feel ko ngayon ambobo ko na wala kong kakalagyan sa lipunan. Sorry Lord, sa lahat lahat. Sorry for everything, sorry kasi hindi ikaw naging pokus ko d kita nalaban hanggang sa huli na sinatisfy ko pa rin yung sarili. Sorry Lord if nangingielam pa rin ako sa design mo ng love na minsan gusto ko mangielam na ayusin na sarili ko lng sikap na walang prayers, sorry Lord. Help me to have a healthy relationships and ako rin maging healthy rin ako sa iba na baguhin ko yung sarili ko na i-pursue na magbago para sayo. Help me God, help me to know that. Sorry Lord, if I care so much about my image, sorry po Lord!!!!

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Please come back here if you find the joy again

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dear Lord, I'm wounded. Yung mga tao na wala naman akong ginawang masama parang hanap sila ng hanap ng butas. Hindi ko alam, Lord. Nakakadisappoint na sa church pa yung ganun. Ang hirap, Lord! Gusto ko magsorry, Lord. Mapride ba ko? Help me God, I don't want to turn to evil just because of this experience gusto ko na matuldokan tong issue na to at d na masundan. I don't believe that they will not backstab me or turn their backs on me. I can't trust them anymore. Lord, okay lang ba na ayoko muna. Ayoko na makita sila, ayoko na iiisang hangin yung nalalanghap namin. Ayoko sakanila, Lord. Galit din ako kay Lance. The betrayal? Na para bang inano ko siya, ayoko na palakihin pero ang OA talaga. I don't like them. I don't want to see them. I don't want to be related to them. Ayoko na sila kasama at kausap feeling ko lahat ng sasabihin ko may label may meaning.

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Grateful

I'm grateful because I'm grateful haha

I'm grateful cause I can look for a job now that is full time its scary but let's go I need money, Lord.

I'm grateful because I did make any first move to someone I have a crush on.

I'm grateful dahil natapos ko pa rin ang work ko huhu.

Grebeh un naggawa ko pa rin, thank you, Lord!

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Dear God

Please help me live one day at a time.

To treasure my moments with my family.

To treasure my moments with friends.

To treasure my moments with You.

To treasure my moment with myself.

To treasure my moments with my students.

To treasure my moments with difficult people.

To treasure my moments with the people I just met.

To treasure my moments in this world.

Until I meet face to face the lover of my soul.

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Five years ago, a precious friend betrayed me. This was someone to whom I had done nothing but good; I prioritized her feelings over my own and always considered what was best for her. I compromised my own well-being just to be near her.

However, one day I realized that my actions weren't solely driven by a desire for her well-being, but also by a longing to receive the same immense love I was giving. This expectation led to disappointment because she wasn't capable of that kind of love. The love I offered was unsustainable, so I decided to step back and allow God to love and fulfill her. I stopped overextending myself, ceased doing what I couldn't maintain, and stopped trying to do God's work in her life.

Letting go proved to be one of the best decisions I've ever made. Sometimes, achieving balance isn't about constant addition, but about subtraction to even things out. It's about not trying to be God to others, not trying to be their sole healer or their greatest friend, because that is God's place.

I said hurtful things about the person who betrayed me, which still haunts me. I feel sorry for her and for not being more careful in my words, as I hurt someone who is also precious to God.

I realize that forgiveness is the only answer to move forward; forgiveness is what God wants me to do. Because if I keep holding onto the hurt and the offense, I am only hurting myself, God, and others. Unforgiveness won't solve anything, but forgiveness will help me move forward. Apology is not a prerequisite for forgiveness. Forgiveness can be done in a snap if you are willing, but restoration takes time because it should be mutual. Forgiving someone doesn't automatically mean restoring the relationship. Full restoration takes time, but it is possible.

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Dear God

What's next, Lord? After ng VBS what to do, Lord? Halos maghahalf year na Lord. Should I claim na makakaJapan ako? Lord, can I request an answer? May I know what's next? Help me God. Help me God to focus on important things. Help me to focus on important things. To be honest, Lord, takot din ako. Help me God.

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Peace be with you

Thank you, Lord! Thank you for being alive again ang going through suffering for us. Thank you for loving me repeatedly. Thank you, Lord!

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Still waiting.....in God's time and will.

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Dear God

Please help me not to do something not pleasing to you. Sorry Lord, I confess my sins. I have lied a lot. Help me God, to hide in you, to know you more, and help me God to grow. Everyday of my life. Help me God to love the people around me. To give them the love you have given me. Remind me God that I am complete with you. I lack nothing that I'm capable of discipline and self-control. Sa dalawang bagay ako na yan nahihirapan, Lord. Thank you, Lord for everything I praise your name. Give me peace and joy that only you can give. Give me a heart that willing to love and honor my parents. Help me God.