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Fucking change your username, depression isnt cute or quirky, its a mental illness

never meant it to be cute or quirky, cause it ain't but, now follow me on this, what if I told you I had depression hm? what if I told you I've been hospitalized 8 separate times for said depression and other very triggering stuff I will not disclose for the safety of others? because guess what! that's all true.

I chose my username because it is a mental illness I have that, while it is not my identity, I speak about very often and openly with those who know me. it's not fun or quirky or cute, but my dude i also ain't neurotypical.

so maybe sit down for a bit and calm yourself. you being snippy and rude ain't accomplishing anything.

also depression isn't just a mental illness it's also a word for sad so??????

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a little update

hey y'all! I know it's been a HOT minute since I logged in or posted anything, but I felt like y'all deserved to know what was going on with me and this blog.

I've been taking a break for my mental health and sanity, since I very much was starting to feel like the Sims and this blog were more of a job than something I did for fun. pushing myself to my limits and learning how to make cc by making 6 different items was way too much for me to handle, so I felt it best I take a break from everything Sims related until I feel ready to return. lemme answer some questions some of y'all may have:

What about the simblreen gifts you made? Will they ever get released?

Hopefully yes. Most (not all) of those gifts are pretty much done. But because of my non-existent experience with cc making, a lot of them have bugs and one of them is very broken. When I feel ready to go back to them and try again to fix them, I will. If any of you would like to help me fix them, then that would also be helpful. But rn, they won't be released until I can guarantee they are bug free. It wouldn't be fair to y'all to release them in they state they're in right now.

Are you deleting?

No I'm not deleting or leaving the simblr community. I just need some time to rest and take a break. But I fully intend to return at some point.

When will you be back?

I really don't know. With school, my move to another state coming in the summer, and job training coming up, I don't have that much free time. Regardless of if I did have that free time, playing the Sims or making cc as I am currently still feels like too much rn. When that feeling has subsided, I'll come back. But I have no idea when that'll be.

What will you do in the meantime?

Besides my actual life, I've been playing a lot of FFXIV to fill the need of something fun to do. I'm actually liking it a whole ton, and it's a much needed change of pace for me because it's social and gives me a new game to play and hyperfixate on (if any of y'all wanna add me on there my main is Tirah Laska on Goblin).

This isn't the end of my time here, more of just a see ya later kinda thing! I hope you guys understand, and I love you all 💗💗💗

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Hey guys 💗💗💗

Sorry I haven't been active much lately. Lots of life stuff is kicking my ass. I'm gonna try releasing my simblreen gifts (yeah remember i did that???) earlier this week. I love y'all a lot 😘

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Well fellas. I can die happy now.

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Weights are legit my own personal hell it seems.

Also I'm sorry I've been a bit *ahem* scant on actual Sims content. I'm trying to fix my last pieces of cc so I can release it all in one big pack for you guys (cause ya know, it is also my 1k followers gift). The absolutely wonderful ilkup actually helped A LOT with most of my dresses and I legit can't thank them enough. But the the second I decide to shorten a skirt BAM. New problem 😔

I'll try to get these dresses done in the next century, but I want to ensure there are absolutely no bugs before I release these.

You all are the best followers a girl could ask for and thank you all for being helpful and patient 💗💗💗

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—  newish simblr .

i feel like i’ve had my blog up long enough i should make some type of official post dsjfhsdj.. technically i’m not rly new i’ve been around before but this blog is new so.. hi! i am mostly maxis match w a bit of semi thrown in there and i’ll probably post mostly cas edits but i’ll throw in some gameplay here and there from my personal save and collabs i’m working on w others.

i still need some blogs to follow because i’m still getting into the swing of things so i’ll most likely follow pretty much everyone who interacts w this post unless i miss you for some reason!

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I'll share photos of the problems in the morning. I'm thoroughly baffled and upset

Legit gonna cry over these two dresses. I am on the verge of a meltdown and I'm going to cry. I've tried everything I know but nothing is working

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Legit gonna cry over these two dresses. I am on the verge of a meltdown and I'm going to cry. I've tried everything I know but nothing is working

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PORCHLIGHT IS ON

It’s time again babes! Just like yesterday, send me an ask with “trick or treat!” and I’ll send you the gifts! Today I have 3 gifts to give out (technically 4 but shush), and I’ll be sending the link a bit later today since life ya know?  Happy simblreen!!! Also shoutout to @honeyduuw for the kick ass graphic (love ya)

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Btw, if any of y'all wanna use my gifts and post about it, PLEASE TAG ME. I wanna see!!!

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my porchlight is off! what a great start to my first simblreen!!!! i hope to see yall tomorrow with more gifts!

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Alright guys! It’s time! 

If you wanna get a gift, just shoot me an ask off anon or a dm and say “trick or treat!” I’m gonna keep my porch light on for a bit so hit me up!

happy simblreen!!

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Hey sorry I'll be starting later tonight! But to make up for that I'll be keeping my light on for later! Sorry guys!

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If you guys didn't know I had a change of plans! I'll be giving out gifts this Friday (so today) through Sunday from around 5pm to 10pm!

Remember! Be on the lookout for my porch light post! Once you see that my porch light is on, shoot me a DM or an ask OFF ANON and I can send you the day's gifts!

If you didn't get a chance to trick or treat with me, that's totally okay! I'll be posting all the gifts I made next Tuesday the 29th through to Halloween!

Happy simblreen everyone!!!

Heya hey hey! I'm so fucking PUMPED for my first simblreen! I've spent my September and October making my gifts for y'all! So be on the lookout for my porch light fellas, which I'll be having on during the first weekend. Last chance weekend I'll be publishing the gifts I gave to the public!

🍁 weekend one: simblreen weekend 🍁

Friday, October 18th - gifts 1 and 2

Saturday, October 19th - gifts 3 and 4

Sunday, October 20th - gifts 5 and 6

🍁 weekend two: last chance weekend 🍁

Friday, October 25th: gifts 1 and 2 available to public

Saturday, October 26th: gifts 3 and 4 available to public

Sunday, October 27th: gifts 5 and 6 available to public

Remember to send me a message or an ask OFF ANON to get your treat, otherwise I won't be able to send it privately!

I'll see you then beautifuls 💗

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SO. I'm gonna do trick or treat during next weekend. My meshes are being assholes and I need that time to fix them. I'm sorry guys!

Also side note: if anyone is knowledgeable about clothing meshing and can help me with my problems I would be eternally grateful.

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Hey guys!!! I made it!!! You can even see my wip in the previews!!! Fantastic work as always 💗💗💗

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I NEED HELP

Whenever I merge parts of my mesh and remove doubles, then import it into s4s, then export it out to fix stuff, ALL THE EDGES/VERTICES I MERGED ARENT MERGED. What do i do????????? I'll provide packages, I just really really need help :(