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Queens and kings 👑 prince and princesses https://www.instagram.com/p/B_gKNSUgpMf/?igshid=1qtkvl1xjwcqn

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How important it is this to you?

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Don’t get angry at yourself for feeling drained. Growth takes a lot of energy. It’s really not as simple as it looks.

Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin

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April 2nd, 2020 Dear Self, I Forgive you. ❤️. https://www.instagram.com/p/B-fDVhMgkci/?igshid=z62d4wuiqyyy

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You would think that I would be use to this by now. Being used and sucked dry wondering why. I don’t mean to but i want what’s best for you, for me, for us... Why can’t we all just see the light. Why can’t we all love each other, ourselves and lift each other up. Why must one fall for another to feel lifted, why must one fail for one to win at this “perfect picnic”. What’s wrong with us? What’s wrong with me? I feel like I lost but they say “I win because of my heart.” So then why do I feel like I’m falling apart. I don’t know what’s going on, I just know I did my part But did you do yours?. What’s going on? Something not right because I’m crying at night, feeling less and lesser. Needing my god to fill me back up, just to give it away again. Is that the plan? To let them win? Ok, but what about me? When will this end? Because I falling short over and over again. My bounce back game is taking longer then usual, I’m starting to feel used up. This can not be how I end, this has to be the begin-ing of me loving me... Is that what selfish is? Am I supposed to hold it all in? or am I suppose to give what makes me, me.

Here’s to a New Journey.

-D. B.

-2019

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So grounded ✨🙏🏾🙌🏾 thank you! God! (at Phoenix, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtKXEawgIDM6yuVK0E48HpCCi_soNrnVxSKO-40/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=h4n6no1rd72w

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The love you give.

I love that you are a artist , your courage inspires me

I love your willingness to grow , I see the change.

I love your ambition. no matter how broken you are you never let go. You may snoop low, you won’t give up.

selfishness sometimes take control and that’s all you know, it’s ok.

your humor makes up for it.

I love how you always like to try new things .

A Curious mind , like me.

The fact that you can't dance , makes me want to sing.lol

The way you try to hide your feelings for me yet it bleeds through

So predictable , but keep me guessing .

You drive me crazy. You are my lesson.

I love how good you are with kids, mine especially.

And your vision of owning.

I love that you were there for me, at my lowest point in life , you didn't have to be.

The love you gave to me.

-Derica B

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Dear Exe,

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I choose to evolve.

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Inner peace?

In modern-day psychology the term Cognitive Dissonance means:the state of having inconsistent thoughts, beliefs, or attitudes, especially as relating to behavioral decisions and attitude changes.

This issue taking place in the soul of a person causing inner disharmony (dissonance) or what the Bible calls double-minded (James 1:8, Romans 7:14-25).

To regain inner harmony between beliefs and behaviors, one of two must change.

“So even though there are believers who have heard the word,if their habitual behavior is contrary, it is the truth of the word that often gets reasoned away in order to gain (false)inner peace.”

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“ I am a woman who uplifts women” ✨ My ❤️ only want to see Us win. The beautiful soul has captured my glow 🙌🏾. Ms. @_yna.ttirb . A photographer in the making follow her , bookings are available @_the.views.of.her 📸 It’s love at first sight 👀👀 #canonphotography #canon5dmarkii #bosslady #sacramentohairstylist #sacramentophotographer #beautyoflife❤️ #entrepreneurlife #entrepreneurship #heels #love #sexymom #melaninpoppin #magazinecover #models #modelsofinstagram #modelsofsacramento #sacramentomodel #YHD #womenempowerment (at Sacramento, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpGNW6tAyp10yi0yXY4_Rg5-lrat-3ZoyYTQqI0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ahx0gpodtue8

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This is the truth. And if I had the energy to express this I would but @ricky_chavis couldn’t have said it any better 🙌🏾🤷🏽‍♀️. if this resonates with you then it is for you. https://www.instagram.com/p/BovmyEMgDZeuvJkiBdCxzbMJrkTLq44XXd3bms0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1w1qfwsnb2s50