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happy pride 🌈

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Why isn't "too scary" a good enough reason to never drive a car

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i don’t need a “day off” or a “weekend” i need to respawn in a clean apartment with all my responsibilities reset and the complete certainty that nobody hates me

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as soon as the internet decided depression and anxiety were the everyman mental illnesses and therefore not to be taken seriously we were all fucked tbh bc the fact that i have to feel embarrassed to admit i have debilitating anxiety because people will think im just an uwu dont call me out coward is ridiculous. its insane that i have to clarify that my depressive episodes are like life threatening and not whatever dipshit dumbed down idea of depression people seem to have like oh yeah i just wanna watch netflix and eat ice cream and not text people back. like bro i think im the devil

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"I asked Grok.""I asked Chat gpt." ok, well, i asked Sam winchester, and he said,"So get this...

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Catholic Supernatural would be [church bells] [Sam's rosary dripping blood in his fist as he punches a demon] [Cas' wings in stained glass] [smashing marble graves] [Dean praying on the altar's steps] [lighting cracking behind the bell tower] [Ave Maria recited between sobs] [Dean and Cas staring at each other across the pews during mass, choir chanting] [latin under Sam's breath] [incense smoke] [silver saints medals] [drowning in the baptismal font] [the Impala's ceiling superimposed with ceiling frescos of angels&demons] [Dean bloody in the ossory] [the body of Christ but it's Cas having sex] [confess] [repent] [deliver us from evil]

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I love u season 1

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may every trans person on this hellsite find contentment in their identity

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whats a stereotype for your country that you absolutely do. mine is that i unironically go "eh" and apologize a lot and i often drink maple syrup straight

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rb to make a trans person feel loved 💕

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i think there’s something intimate about sliding the angel blade out of someone else’s sleeve

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Destiel Prompt

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does my deteriorating mental state turn you on

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Happy Phineas and Ferb day

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Happy Pride Month!!! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

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You convince yourself that being depressed is better than being dead. If you were dead, you couldn’t eat those string-cheese things that you like so much.

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Omg I need more wahhh 😭😭 needed this today

Headcanons for Dean, Sam and Cass with a trans masc friend (cw: mentions of dysphoria, brief mention of needles in regards to HRT)

- Sam and Dean would let you borrow flannels when your dysphoric, this started when you were dysphoric about not being able to bind and all your baggy clothes were in the wash, so one of the brothers offered a flannel, ever since then whenever your dysphoric, or even just upset in general they offer one for you to wear

- If your scared of needles Sam would offer to help administer your T while Dean distracts you (probably talking about horror movies or what food your going to have for dinner)

- You would always be an agent in training due to the height difference and people thinking your so much younger than the brothers

- Dean would help you in the gym by creating a work out plan that will alleviate dysphoria e.g. exercises to reduce your chest

- If you got surgery (may that be top, bottom, histo) Cass would offer heal you directly after, so that you didn’t have the long recovery time (and would ask if you wanted to keep the scars or not)

- Sam would set reminders on his phone for things like when your T shot is due, and would make sure that your not binding to long (especially when on hunts)

- Dean would teach you how to shave your beard if you get one

- Sam and Cass would both do loads of research into trans people to make sure they knew everything they could

- If you knew them before you were out, when you came out Sam would immediately replace all the fake IDs from hunting with male names and a male gender marker. I’m of the belief he would do it without telling you because he doesn’t think that he needs to be congratulated or thanked for doing basic things, but then when your on a hunt and introduce yourself you notice it and think that one of the brothers ones has gotten mixed up with yours, and Sam has to let you know that he changed all of yours because you deserve to be gendered correctly

- If you got increased appetite or cravings because of being on T Dean would help cook or prep things or take you out to a dinner

- If you had a bad episode of dysphoria Dean would take you on a drive in Baby, playing music at full blast to help distract you

There are probably more tucked in my brain, but these are the ones that are coming to me currently