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I don’t recognize these hands

anymore,

I am bruised by losing you.

Is it a homesick state of mind,

keeping me alive?

I watched the lights disappear

and

I’m afraid I’m nothing more

then an immense vessel

for devastated things.

I’ve succumbed to the noise

invading my brain,

the chaos

swarming every deep breath,

the loneliness that screams

when I miss myself,

I miss myself,

I miss myself again..

Must I shelter a stubborn heart?

A distressed brain?

Spent lungs?

For what worth do I nurture

a vacant thing?

I am a growing waste,

longing to hold myself once more,

hoping to come home.

-garden

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!! IMPORTANT !!

Hi all, I live in Minneapolis and we need YOUR support. Here are some of the organizations I’ve been donating to, petitions to sign, etc.! 

USE YOUR VOICE

Reclaim the Block

Black Visions Collective

Black Lives Matter

Raise the Degree White House Petition

National Action Against Police Brutality Petition

Demand Minneapolis City Council Defund the MPD

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♡ BLACK LIVES MATTER♡

Art Credits: @arielsinhaha / @handsome_frank / @arderisarte / @brandychieco / @raahatventures

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i can't go on posting my usual stuff without saying a word about this. silence is violence. do everything you can. take advantage of your social medias. sign petitions. donate. repost. spread awareness. educate both yourself and others you know.

black lives do matter.

(not my photo).

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Smokey Sunset | Steve McDougall

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She was beautiful, but not like those girls in the magazines. She was beautiful, for the way she thought. She was beautiful, for the sparkle in her eyes when she talked about something she loved. She was beautiful, for her ability to make other people smile even if she was sad. No, she wasn't beautiful for something as temporary as her looks. She was beautiful, deep down to her soul.

— F. Scott Fitzgerald

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I want to find a place I like and stay there until I need a new one

I want to sit by the ocean and sink in sunsets that wrap me up, keep me safe and don’t let go

I want to see street art and hear new music that makes my soul wake and give away every last penny I’ve got on me to something that matters

I want to run in the sand and jump in the water and scream. Free, I want to be free

I want to get on trains with unknown destinations, I’ll go to museums by myself and put art on buildings that look empty like me

I want to get lost, fill myself up and let myself go

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“Sometimes I wake up and my heart is a bit more heavy than yesterday, my mind more filled and my body more tired. These are days my soul is begging for a rest, these are days I need to listen.”

- V.c 🌷

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I hope you know you can cry. Whether you are having the worst day or the best and the tears want to flow, I hope you let them

I hope you know you can laugh and you can yell and you can speak up if you want too. I hope you never silence your soul because of fear

I hope you know you can sing at the top of your lungs. If you’re in the store or the shower and your soul wants to sing along to the songs, I hope you sing your heart out

I hope you know you can be yourself. Wherever you are and whoever is near and whatever you feel, I hope you be you and love every second of it

Because at the end of the day the one thing we have most in this life is ourselves, our own souls and I hope you can learn how to love that and let yourself be free

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The next time you see a flower envision it as just a seed and see how beautifully it has bloomed, and the next time you look in the mirror remember yourself under grey skies and see how much you too have grown. Let the sunshine work with the rain.”

- Growth, V.C 🌷