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They should kiss sometime

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Omw to become one of those artists who are suspiciously good at drawing shoes

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Chapters: 4/4 Fandom: Call of Duty (Video Games) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley, Simon "Ghost" Riley/Original Male Character(s) Characters: Simon "Ghost" Riley, John "Soap" MacTavish, Original Male Character(s), Minor Characters Additional Tags: Muzzles, Post-Mission, Tactical Flirting, Praise Kink, Touching, Panic, Trust, dog metaphors, Dog Jokes, Simon "Ghost" Riley Likes To Be Called "Good Boy", Kneeling, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Feelings Realization, Blindfolds, Anal Fingering, Anal Sex, Lube, homoerotic use of first names, Puppy Play, Coming Untouched, Subspace, Shower Sex, Oral Sex, Hair Washing, Aftercare, Sleepy Cuddles, Sleepy Kisses, local asexual virgin tries to write spicy scenes, Soft, Author Has Never Played Call Of Duty, im just a silly little guy, Bottom John "Soap" MacTavish, Dom John "Soap" MacTavish, Top Simon "Ghost" Riley, Sub Simon "Ghost" Riley, Sub Top Simon "Ghost" Riley, Massage, Oc is a massage therapist and a professional Dom, Panic Attacks, Crying, Dissociation, Collars, Leashes, Emotions, So many emotions, OH NO PLOT IN MY PORN, Porn With Plot, Porn with Feelings, Alcohol, Drunk John "Soap" MacTavish, Drunk fighting, Nosebleed, Blood, Hair-pulling, CMNM, Multiple Orgasms, Bottom Simon "Ghost" Riley, Top John "Soap" MacTavish, Biting, Knives, Minor Injuries, Blood Drinking, Emotional Constipation, Temperature Play, barking, Obedience Kink, Marking Series: Part 1 of Love is you- The Love Series Summary:

I'm fucking obsessed with muzzles, that's what's going on.

It's also caused me to write this whole thing,

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“You’re wearing a muzzle.” He states.

Ghost’s eyes widen for a fraction of a second before he looks away, unable to meet Johnny’s eyes. Soap can see his jaw contract, but he doesn’t move otherwise; he doesn’t say anything, doesn’t confirm or deny. Soap doesn’t need more. Ghost’s reaction is as good as words.

“Fuck, sir,” Johnny swears, letting it slip under his breath.

If you know me irl, no you don’t

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This blog is pro tits and anti Nazi

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bro this slaps hard

why does this slap so hard

u guys were like "ohh no more trance" so I decided instead to make more trance and make it even louder and heavier

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I think time blindness affects me more than I think as an adhder because I feel like every good moment I’ve had in the past doesn’t exist because it’s not happening now. Yknow? Like nothing but the present matter, except that if I’m not having fun rn none of my memories of having fun are going to seem fun? They’re all gonna be tainted with whatever emotion I’m currently feeling?

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They’re brothers your honor

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I think that just as much as people in outside places don’t regards worker as actual people, when you work in hospitality or customer service you stop regarding guests or clients as actual people?? They’re just table number and seat positions, they’re just another transaction and other receipt?? The amount of people I serve in one day isn’t comprehensible by my little brain?? What even is 350 people in one evening? I will never know them as my own???

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So imagine what if its Soap who keeps his composure during missions, who doesnt get flustered by the banter and the flirting and the innuendos?

Soap who has been living with adhd his whole life and knows how to have his thoughts all over the place while still focusing on what he's doing? Soap who flirts shamelessly with Ghost while never losing focus on the mission, Soap who laughs and doesnt blush at the casual touches and personal space invasions that happen at base.

Ghost who totally freaks out about all of this because all he knows is to /not/ have feelings, how the fuck is he supposed to focus when his crush is whispering either filthy innuendos or terrible jokes in his ear? Ghost who stammers and gets lost for words and who doesnt /miss/ but he can tell that his shots and knife throws are a little unbalanced, just slightly off centre. It still kills, but he can tell its not as good as it should be. Ghost who gets incredibly frustrated by his own lack of control and focus, the constant bluescreening. Ghost who is super insecure about the fact that he does not have the same effect on Soap.

And then later after all the man angst and they get together, Ghost who approaches this shit like a mission and Soap like a target, and learns everything that makes the man tick. Ghost who makes it his personal high priority mission to make the man blush and falter and lose focus. Ghost who makes an artform out of distracting the Scot so bad that even his muscle memory on very well-known tasks falters.

Ghost who becomes a cocky little shit because nothing fazes Soap. Except Ghost.

Thank you for coming to my ted talk <3

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sometimes you need dialogue tags and don't want to use the same four

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something something the words muzzle and nuzzle being so similar, something something the need to hide your face something something being hidden from the world, kept for only one person (or yourself) something something I'm going insane

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*Closing my thighs in the electric chair so you don’t see my boner*

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Thank you autism, I hugged someone and now I smell wrong

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Not gonna lie, The Witcher kinda went hard with the law of surprise like what do you mean the first thing that greets me when I come home is yours what do you mean I loose whomever was most excited to see me at my return what do you mean I have to sacrifice the one that was waiting ardently for my return

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