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im so deeply miserable. Omg destiel fanfiction

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ANZ LIKES TO PRETEND SHE’S SANTA/CHRISTMAS REQUESTS WEEK

@myaimistrue​ asked: The Sword and the Pen by Regina Spektor and deancas

🌟 MAKE A WISH 🌟

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idk if we talked about this before but dean freaking out about mary trying to shoot castiel the first time she sees him is so funny cause he must know that cas just. won't die he can heal normal gun wounds but dean is like WOAH WOAH WOAH like relax

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[ID: screenshots from spn 12x10: castiel says, “kept your vessels all this time, I’m impressed” to ishim and mirabel. ishim replies “but you castiel…I liked you the old you better” with a flashback to castiel’s old vessel (a woman) in black & white. castiel, in the present, nervously looks down at his current vessel (a man.) /end ID]

if cas not trans then why microaggressed for transitioning, hmmm?

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cas doesn't wear all those layers just to be devastatingly handsome. he's cold all the time :( 1 rb = 1 space heater for cas <3

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the only way this could possibly be funnier is if they deus ex machina some shit to bring Castiel back and then in the very last episode he and Dean Ackles share history’s most uncomfortable, reluctant, closed-mouth kiss, like two pale coconuts gently colliding

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15.18 Despair ✴ November 5, 2020

The Truth - part 2

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im gonna start swingin

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ok, i’m trying to list moments in spn that do not make sense if they arent about destiel. so not just queerbait moments, but any moment where the writer had to be aware of destiel and were deliberately signaling this to the viewers.

a few from the top of my head:

-”he’s in love….. with humanity” absolutely infuriating. the pause was in the script. we were supposed to hear “he’s in love” and go ‘oh shit, this is about dean’ only to go ‘aw rats’ after the full quote. we were SUPPOSED to fall into that trap

-the bickering in the car in lily sunder. its not just bickering but its one partner trying to make the other one jealous by saying someone else is more ‘thoughtful and appreciative’ (???? the wording????) and the other one DOES get jealous bc ‘are you gonna leave me for him??’. its literally a lovers quarrel.

-dean and cas mirroring cain and colette. this is INSANE and even more insane is the fact that this has been confirmed by J*RED of all people. literally why have them mirror a married couple if you werent trying to cash some destiel points.

-widower arc. framed EXACTLY like a husband grieving his wife, down to the “i hate the baby bc my wife died in childbirth” thing. yes, he’s also fucked up about mary, but how come he’s magically better the moment cas is back?

-tmwwbk holy fire scene is LITTERALLY written like a cheating storyline. like, we can argue about the fact that it cant be a cheating storyline bc cas isnt evil for working with crowley, but from deans perspective he definitely is and their exchange is absolutely written like a spouse catching their partner with another man.

-the fact that we have actual confirmation that misha was told to act like a ‘jilted lover’ when dean visits cas at the gas n sip

-”to save one man”, “dont lose it over one man”, them just having cas kill thousands of dean clones, but no sam clones. yeah bla bla more profound bond, these are literally romance tropes.

-naomi going “i only wish he felt the same way” to taunt dean

feel free to add more, i’m trying to put together a list of instances where its blatantly obvious that they knew what they were doing. like we KNOW they knew about destiel and were playing iinto it, sometimes with good intentions and sometimes not, but i want to visualise the scale of it.

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canon divergent/fix it writers who include dean getting sober as part of the narrative im going to kiss u on the cheek

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between dean’s various hang-ups about sex, his adhd, and the looming pressure of I’m Gonna Fuck Cas, the first they have sex cas would immediately be like. oh holy shit you have even more problems disorders than I was aware of

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so you start with thinking sam is trans coded because the “i knew from age 4 that i wasn’t clean and pure” and the “i left my family behind and didn’t look back” and the “i need to redeem myself. i’m constantly fighting for people to see me without seeing my curse” of it all, but then you realize that dean is also trans coded with the “i don’t deserve to be saved″ and the “i will never be man enough, never be man enough” and the “don’t come near me, you won’t like what you find” but THEN you realize cas is ALSO trans coded with the “what i’ve thought was the truth has been a fabrication my whole life” and the “god, you son of a bitch, you lied to me” and the “i’ve learned about how close i am to my humanity and now i’ve been abandoned by my flock” but then you realize that it’s not about the grit and the self-hatred and the desperation, you realize that you can’t define transness by its pain, by its lack, you have to define transness by its beauty, by its love. tfw isn’t trans coded because their identities keep being beaten down, they’re trans coded because they kick it in the ass. they get thrown destiny after pre-determined destiny and they say, “no, that’s not who i am. that’s not who i want to be.” they ripped up the ending and the rules and destiny and left nothing but freedom and choice. and THAT’S why i’m going to hit them with the transgenderification beam.

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this is literallyy so fucking funny. dean voice kids these days don't understand the pure high of pointing a loaded gun at anyone who is even slightly annoying

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he ran up those stairs. he was going to fuck that old man

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It's like — of course Cas is Jewish, he predates Christianity

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they really. lit up dean’s face. in the middle of nowhere. because he found out cas was alive. look at that. there aren’t even any streetlights.