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Bit late but here we go~

1: 19, 176cm, 63kg

2: 176cm, 5’9, I do like my height (:

3: Frida Aasen

4: That I’ll feel too lethargic and that I’ll stop being disciplined

5: I want to look nicer in the face, with clothes, without clothes, I want to be size 4-6 (uk) in tops and I want to be able to wear crop tops

6: Aaaaaaa extremely long history but usually for comfort and when I’m being undisciplined

7: No, they don’t know, and my mum did care last time

8: I’m currently ill so I don’t have one

9: Yeah, but I liked being skinny, everything with my ed started in late 2021 when I was tired of eating unhealthy food and being bloated.

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The way that Burger King filled me up felt disgusting because I’d only eaten 100 kcals worth of seaweed and fruit earlier on and that made me feel full so idk wtf I was doing. I think I was desperate and the depression was really really getting to me (and my mum drove us both to Burger King).

I am ✨ still ✨ feeling it in my stomach like 19 hours later so I defo don’t want to eat today, I’ll just rot.

The cherry on the cake is that I only had 916 calories that day.

I don’t know what to do because I live with people who tempt me so much, and when I go back to uni there will be so much good food around me. I don’t have that kind of will power (especially when I’m severely depressed)

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I’m so disgusting, I can feel it in my stomach 6-7hours later it’s so disgusting it’s so disgusting and I’m still uncomfortable

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I’m literally dying I hate food and I wanna move UGHHHHHHHJH WHY AM I DEPRESSED AND WHY DID I HAVE BURGER KING