devilchild-exmo

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ok on a random note:

anybody have parents that think ur just being “sassy” when you dislike someone? like whether it’s one of my neighbors that traumatized me, or an old toxic friend, my parents think I just decided to hate them all for fun??

i swear everytime i try to explain it to them, this is how it goes:

what i say: “yeah i would prefer not to be around this person ever again. They’re not as great as they seem. “

what my parents hear: “i’m too stubborn to admit i love this person!! i love them with all of my heart!!! I’m just so sassy and spunky and this is how i show my undying love! I wish you would encourage me to spend time with them more often!!”

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i kind of wonder what i’d look like today if i took the bait the church offers to keep me in

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quick psa

✨ the mormon church is not oppressed ✨

✨ the mormon church is not cute ✨

✨ the mormon church doesn't believe in religious freedom ✨

✨ the mormon church should not qualify for tax cuts ✨

✨ the mormon church can go fuck itself ✨

thank you

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My parents found out i’m not in seminary anymore yesterday and are still losing their minds over it lmao... cool i hope they’re deeply offended cause i am really done with being sorry for everything that i am

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Wanting the best for my mental health? Not my bishop ❤️

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maybe you were put on this earth to be tender and loving during a time when you are expected to be cruel and calloused

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Black queer person looking for financial help

Hey I have been trying to hold off on making this post for a while trying to make do with my own resources but recently things have gotten so impossible.

A couple months ago I was kicked out from my living situation bcs my roommates hated my dog (who is a registered service animal btw) because it was through a program the people conducting this program kicked me out.

Every since then I’ve been moving around motel to motel with my 11 year old dog who suffers from seizures and it was been fucking brutal

I work part time since covid and my checks are not enough. I owe this hotel $250 already and they say by Thursday I will be out on the street.

On top of it all I need to refuel my dogs seizure medications which is $175 a month.

I just spent my last $15 for food for us....

I know that a lot of people have been donating to funds for BLM and COVID relief but it is pride month and I am a queer black woman who has been affected by all of these situations...

If anyone has ANYTHING to spare pls considering donating.

PLEASE I rly don’t wanna be on the street during a pandemic and the police are attacking people on the street!!!

Paypal: Jeffersonasia21@gmail.com

Cash app: $asiapls

Venmo: @asia-Jefferson-1

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lol raise your hand if you were labeled as a moody or dramatic kid whenever you were upset and uncomfortable with things that were actually reasonably upsetting. so any of your cries for help just resulted in being patronized and laughed at instead of being listened to and comforted

🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️

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anybody have those memories that seemed innocent and simple in the moment but when you get a little older you’re like WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE-

when i was about 5, my neighbor who babysat me would also have our bishop over a lot. They would kiss at the door whenever he walked in or had to say goodbye. It was a very passionate kiss.

They were married to other people, just so you know. So i asked my neighbor why she was kissing the bishop when she has a husband and while he has a wife. She just told me “that’s what adult friends do.” and i was like “oh okay.” and i thought that was simple and normal enough so I never told anyone what I saw.

Now that i’m older and understand what “adult friends” implies i’m just like HOLY SHIT!! My neighbor and her husband are still together and nobody knows about her and our old bishops affair... I could’ve easily exposed them and i didn’t even know I had that power. I still have never told anyone. Not even to this day.

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sometimes i look at my friends with nonmormon families and i’m like wait- you guys actually talk to your parents about your life?? and you feel comfortable doing so?? and they also respect your autonomy and boundaries??

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oh hell yeah, i’m awkward with making new friends but i’m here 😳😳 and big gay

if there's any exmo teens following me pls interact with me!! especially if ur gay i need more exmo friends 😩😩

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I was 12 when i casually mentioned to my parents that I wasn’t really interested in getting married (which is obviously how any child feels). But they didn’t shrug it off or give any appropriate response that a decent parent would do.

My mom immediately told me that I was going to hell. I tried to say that god would not do something that harsh but my dad interrupted me to say that I certainly will go to hell if i don’t get married.

For obvious reasons, I was uncomfortable and just started to walk to my room just to end that conversation. They would not let it go. My parents and even a few siblings followed me into my room. They really had to make sure to nail the guilt and shame into me. I gave up on “talking back” and it still kept escalating until they all had me cornered in my room, about to break down.

I was 12, sobbing hysterically and begging them to all leave me alone. They kept repeating it to me, “you’re going to hell, you’re going to hell...” with blank expressions. And it was not a brief moment, the whole thing went on for almost an hour until they thought i “learned my lesson”

that shit still makes my heart sink every time i think about it. I was a fucking kid expressing normal kid thoughts. And they felt the need to corner me in my room and chant in unison like the cult members they are.

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i just got this ad and i just wanna say this is the shittiest thing anyone could advertise :/

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