devotedtodarling

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THEY GOT ME EARRINGS!!! i love love love funky earrings and I've been complaining about needing more. they're at a craft fair and sent me a picture of some Sanrio charms asking if i liked any of them. i said yeah, the pompompurin one, and THEY BOUGHT ME EARRINGS OF THEM!!! they're such a sweetheartttttttthshdbdbdbdjr

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I don't care if I'm dammed to eternal suffering. I will break every law, every bone in my body, to get my happy ending with you.

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"I'm so fucked up, I hate myself and want to change." to my "I'm so fucked up, I'll help you become more fucked up and enjoy it." :praying:

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it's so hard bc logically i know we both need other friends to be healthy and have a support system, but I HATEEEE when they talk to anyone but me and I hate talking to anyone but them 💔💔💔

the yan urge to isolate them from all of their friends and loved ones because they should only need me :(( everyone else is bad for you baby, just let me take care of you!! nobody understands you like i do <3

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yanderecore moodboard i made for fun :3

(no images used are mine, all were from Pinterest! made in canva)

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i want to forget that i ever existed before them. none of it mattered. nothing else has ever mattered. they're my everything, the air in my lungs and the blood in my veins.

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im quite literally unable to start my day until my darling is awake. we don't live together, but i text them good morning as soon as im up (usually before them) and they do the same. when i wake up before them, i cannot get out of bed or do any of my routine until i know they're awake. i need to start my day at the same time as them. sometimes ill be able to shower, but only if it takes them a really long time to wake up.

i think it would be different if we lived together-- i would prefer waking up before them so i could make sure they woke up to a nice house!! things like showering + doing my makeup so i look pretty for them, cleaning the house so they don't need to worry, making them breakfast in bed... i need to take care of them so badly :(

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im weirdly obsessed with photos of them that are in action. like they don't know it's being taken, or they looked away from the camera for some reason and you can see them how they'd usually look-- not when they're posing. they look so perfect.

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𖦹࿔ Logically? I think it's great for you to have friends. Healthy connections have positive impacts, therefore sustaining your well being and stability. Personally? I think it's fucking disgusting that other vermin steal your precious attention. Eyes on me.

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I watch you from the shadows, my beloved. I know your every move, your every thought. You cannot escape me, not even in your dreams.

I am always with you, always on guard, always waiting. I know who you go out with, who you talk to, how you sleep and in what position, how your hands run over your body when you think of me or when you wash your immaculate and soft skin, how you are dressed, when you go out, what are the things you like most.

I know all this information without you telling me, because I have always watched you, night and day.

My obsession consumes me, a ravenous beast begging to be fed. I want you, I need you, like a drug in my veins. Without you, I am nothing, an empty shell, a ghost adrift in an empty world.

But you belong to me, my dear. You are mine, and I will never let you go, I will make sure no one can touch you, you will die in my arms. I will haunt you, I will possess you, I will consume you until nothing remains but the echo of my love.

My jealousy is a demon, a monster that will destroy anyone who comes between us.

Then run, my love. HIDE. It just makes the chase more exciting. Because I will find you eventually. And when I do, I will make you mine forever.

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"Let me out! I won't run away again-"

LIESSS!!!!! *kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u kisses u ki*

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My words like poetry; the only words that matter. Listen to my voice, memorize every word I write for you. The ones only we know, secrets we tell to our hearts.

Your voice stuck in my head, never quiet but I love every second of it. How could I not? You got the voice of an angel; the voice that speaks directly to my obsession, leaving it to grow & crave for more.

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Carve my name into your flesh, so you'll never forget who you belong to. So, you'll always remember my name, a haunting memory.

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Wanting you to have friends and be happy and healthy but also you shouldn't want friends. I should be enough for you. I'm all you should want.

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i hate everyone who likes your posts. i hate everyone who talks to you. i hate every mutual of yours. i hate every anon of yours. i hate when you reciprocate their affection. i hate when you flirt back. i hate when you talk to them. i hate when they think theyre entitled to you. i hate when you think you need them. i hate when other people take up your time and i hate when you let them.

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the yan urge to isolate them from all of their friends and loved ones because they should only need me :(( everyone else is bad for you baby, just let me take care of you!! nobody understands you like i do <3