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The more loved I feel, the more I crave anal sex. The more he makes me feel like I am worthy of physical pleasure, the more I desire to give it up to focus on his pleasure. The safer and more protected I feel with him, the more I want to beg him to push me to my limits for his pleasure and amusement <3 

It’s somewhat ironic that it is tenderness that brings out the perverted anal slut in me. After struggling with the deepest round of sex repulsion I’ve ever experienced, tenderness has restored my horny self. 

May the most romantic, caring men get the most intense dick worship <3

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hate hate hate when good anal porn is ruined by someone rubbing the girls clit :-(( like??? who CARES just stretch her ass and leave her dripping and needy !!!!!!!

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can we see your test result?

I assume you're talking about the BDSM test, yeah?

Deep, authentic submission is where it's at.

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Is this fucking play about us? And by us, I mean all the submissive tumblr sluts. Her desires are so relatable. From Euphoria S2.E7 (slightly edited because I didn't like how they visually interrupted this scene in the show)

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One of the hottest things a man can say is "No." No, you don't have permission to drink caffeine.

No, you are not allowed to skip your workout today.

No, you can't cum this week month year.

It reminds me that he is in control. That my range of available actions depends on his permission and that getting his permission is a privilege - not a right. The constraint makes me feel so safe. A man who is strong enough to say "no" is a blessing.

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Not all sexual pain is created equal.

I love being spanked, having my nipples pinched or being slapped in the face. It makes my pussy drip. But even though I will be turned on by just about anything that will make me whimper "That's so mean!", there is a certain type of pain that I crave more than anything else. S tier pain is pain that exists as a direct consequence of his sexual pleasure. Like the discomfort from the lack of air when I take his dick deep down my throat or when my tight asshole is painfully stretched to accommodate his dick. The painful stretch that I feel is the pleasurable tightness he feels. The minutes I am choking on his dick without pulling away are minutes of uninterrupted pleasure for him. Makes me feel so connected to him. Being punished or teased with pain is super hot, but suffering for his pleasure is undeniably one of the most meaningful experiences for me.

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Anal training this, anal training that. I don't get the hype. I refuse to stretch my holes with toys. It's disrespectful and greedy. The biggest, most painful thing that should ever penetrate my ass is his dick. I don't want to cry for a dildo. I want to cry for him. Sex is about his pleasure. My holes need to be as tight as possible. I want to keep my hole stretching high score virgin for him to claim. It's a win win. Sex will feel better for him, and it will hurt more for me if I haven't been able to gently push my limits at my own pace. I want him to force me to take what is necessary to satisfy him - regardless of if I am ready for it or not. My throat is the exclusion. That gag reflex needs to be beaten into submission as often as possible. The relevant difference is that training this hole will make me more useful to him. And that's the only thing that matters.

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Us is me

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He's a 10 but he'll deny your pussy and only fuck your ass and throat.

So he's an 11.  

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I like my men possessive, sadistic, and a little bit Genghis Khan.

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More scenes from Berlin Syndrome.