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RACS

I was trying to put some bandage to my scar in my right leg since I have a dance performance today in graduation ball and I am wearing a slitted dress. I was busy fixing the bandage then I realized...

No matter how much I try to cover it up, the scar will always remain. Instead of hiding it why not try embrace and to dance with it. Magaling naman ako eh.

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It's past 12 in the morning and I'm still awake

Can't sleep thinking how my life should go on

I've been broken for a months but not that hurt anymore

The first week was the saddess, painful and loneliest

But now I can finally say

"Usad na, malayo pa"

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I see the same loving look in your eyes whenever you fall for someone

I sense the emotions that sweep over you when you're inlove

I knew how happy you are

You showed me your heart but you didn't dare to open it for me?

Or you just did, but I didn't notice?

Am I too late? Maybe you've grown tired of waiting. Did I assume?

I've finally reached a crossroads in my life where I can reflect on everything that has happened.

And now, I'm here

SMILING

Not because I'm happy

But because you are happy.

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You can do and change anything for that 'someone'.

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Be careful of your stories. Your life's cover is visible, but your story was different from outside.

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We have this one person whom we know we can't be together.

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Don't belong in this room

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On the month of January 2025

I saw two most painful scenery of what life can give you

1. Mother losing her child

2. Child losing her mother

It's painful isn't ?

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I'm done reading and reminiscing my old post

Funny how every year went by

I'm done contemplating how my life should be

For a year, I never write anything, but it doesn't mean I don't have a story to tell

It just that as I grow older silence became my hobbies

I have so much to tell but who cares to listen?

I have no one now, but only this wall where I will start to write again my unwanted and unwelcomed thoughts

I'm not a user, I just don't have somebody to share on

They have their own life to deal with

Spare me, God knows I'm drained.

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Hi,

It's been a while since the last time I visited this wall. Just installed this app right now. I don't know, I feel like I really need someone to listen to what I'm gonna say, and I have no one, so just gonna write my all about in this wall.

How can I finally say that I'm okay? I'm fine? Or I'm good already? When? I'm not sad not happy. There's a lot of things going in my mind and it's a mess. Disasters. I really don't know what to do. I felt failure today. I want the future to come abruptly, where I see my life at ease. I don't know what to do.

I just wanted to disappear. Really wanted to.

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Got your lesson girl!

Do not expect that people will return always the favor. Givers have to learn to set limits.

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Someday

Someone will need you as much as you need them.

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I'm tired

Love

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Consistency is just a word.

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Baliw na nga ako.

Ghadnes! I need someone that will listen all my rants in life. My messy unproductive life. Just listen without complaining.

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We only need one person to stay with us. Not to support us but stay and believe in us.

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I feel so sad. Hurt. Empty. Unproductive.