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9/22/23

TJ tried to fuck me after having been fucking Ms. C raw for who knows how long. I blew up and called him a disgusting, vile human being who only cares about himself with no regards for anyone else. I said more shit but I typically erase my memory after having arguments with people. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ The good news is our roommate moved out so I’ll be able to move down there once it stops smelling like rancid cat urine. :) I hope things will get better. I don’t know how many more challenges I can handle before I eventually just give up on life.

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9/4/23

If I had a nickel for every time I got broken up with and had a car accident immediately a week later; I’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it’s happened twice, no?

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8/15/23

I fucked around and found out some very heartbreaking things yesterday :/ Ignorance truly is bliss and now idk what to do. I’m once again stuck. I’m fucking tired of this always happening to me, but I truly have no one else to blame but myself at this point. I have faith tho. In the universe or God?? Only time will tell now. Oh and the thing I found out?? He’s been texting/entertaining this one girl from his class who will be dubbed as Ms. C if she ever comes up again. He’s just TJ. Now I just wallowing in silence until I figure out what to do now.

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Linda Connor | Orion nebula, January 21, 1938

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7/23/23

Should’ve never took that shroom bar. Now I have the unbearable weight of my ego breaking and reawakening. Makes me wanna leave this man and anything that has to do with this state :/ Now all I can think about is being destined for something better, greatness even.

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BUT, if you're a uBlock Origin user (or use an adblocker with a similar cosmetics modifier), you can add these commands in the uBlock dashboard (under My Filters) to get rid of it!

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reblog to help keep the internet less annoying and to tell corporations that try shit like this to go fuck themselves <3

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9/24/22

I wanna die.

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Keep your friends close and your enemies closer 💁🏽‍♀️

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10/8/21

My boyfriend found out I read smut. Time to break up with him 🎊🎊

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8/20/21

He finally put his hands on me. I went out to smoke and came back having to pee. I made a beeline for the bathroom but he stops it as I ho to close it. He starts squeezing my eyeballs almost out of my sockets it hurts so much. He then starts grabbing my stomach harshly pinch it in his hand not fingers. Thats probably going to leave a mark. On top of that his blames it on his anxiety and for some reason it gets so bad he shows me his peter shriveled inside itself. I had no idea how to deal with that. Then he goes out to his car and I go to him, he says he’s gonna commit suicide again bc he thinks I’m leaving him. I tell him “I’m not dealing with this mind game shit fuck you!” We get home and he again blames everything that day on him feeling insecure from seeing my old bf from middle school earlier. This man is mentally unstable and has no insurance so he cant even get himself checked out.

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8/4/21

I love my boyfriend but the sex just isnt great. :/ Might just end it in a couple months tbh…. I’m still young so I got time to live my sex life the way I want to.

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5/7/21

My boyfriend basically just tried to choke me out. We’re both drunk and playing but he suddenly wraps an arm around my throat and blocks me from breathing. My throat hurts and I sound raspy now almost like my windpipe was crushed a lil. I tapped on his arm giving the signal that I give up but he just kept going. Started to see black and everything. Very scary. Still can’t leave.

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4/14/21

I’m stuck in a toxic relationship where whenever I try to breakup with my boyfriend, he claims he’ll commit suicide when I’m gone 🙃

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4/5/21

Woke up to my boyfriend basically violating me in my sleep... not r*pe but he was fingering my *ss without any previous consent EVER about doing sexual stuff while the other was sleeping. I feel fucking disgusted with myself rn..... currently crying while he’s in the bathroom probably “taking care” of himself after I woke up and caught him.

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3/29/21

I feel like I wasted my 20s trying to be a good girl and now that I found a good guy, I feel like I wanna let loose and perrea sola. I feel bad bc he really don’t deserve the hurt I’m gonna end up giving him by breaking up with him. He should see this coming tho bc I’ve already tried to break it off twice but he won’t let me. He wants to make it work but I’m already emotionally detached :/