diaryofswania

[diaryofswania]

Seventh night from the winter, and

I'm craving your warmth

I've seen it's snowing there

And I know that you saw that too

It's valentine week

Roses getting ready to be chosen

I'm here lonely in that bridge where you left me

I crossed all of my signs yet

Not 1111 holding you to me not anymore

All the six and nine just turned as numbers when I lost you, when you lost you

I've been singing in the dark

Untill the morning but my song never reached your heart and you where shutting down at me said that I'm not your twinflame

You said me once you get to know what is twinflame because of me but now you're saying that I'm not your twinflame

Yes it's the past keep repeating

You're afraid to hurt

You lost trust

But you know you're breaking your heart while doing that you broke mine too

It's not the Sunday here yet I'm been feel sick to meet my home

It's snowing wildly in February and I lost in thoughts again

I want to hug you and get tangled with your soul again

Merge with your blue flame

But you're stopping me

He's invading my energy

I can't do nothing

I can't do nothing

Cause I'm lost here away from you

You choose the distance

Yet I chose you not oncebut everytime I got a chane even I don't.

I'll choose you in another one. In every lifetime that I've, or will have

Cause you're the one for me

Beat to my heart

Aura to my soul

You're my midnight rain in summer night

You're the sunshine giving me hope

I'm singing song to reach out to you

I'm on the spotlight that you could see me

I'm doing everything all just for you

But o got the curse to stay away from you

It's breaking my bones yet I'm living for you

Everyheart beats and every breath I take all just for you

If you're not here then I ain't to you

When you get to know this

Please come back to me

Please please come back to me

[diaryofswania]

"I’ve been singing in the dark, waiting for dawn, but my song never reached your heart."

[diaryofswania]

"I want to hold you, to tangle my soul with yours, to merge with your blue flame—but you push me away."

[diaryofswania]

"You chose the distance, but I chose you. Not once, but every time I had the chance—even when I didn’t."

[diaryofswania]

"You are the beat to my heart, the aura to my soul, my midnight rain in a summer night, my sunshine when the sky is gray."

[diaryofswania]

"It breaks my bones, yet I keep breathing for you."

[diaryofswania]

"And if you’re not here, then what am I?"

[diaryofswania]

"When you finally understand—come back to me."

[diaryofswania]

CINEMA

[diaryofswania]

Hi 👋, My name is Mohammad, and I’m reaching out in a moment of desperate need. I’m a father of three young children living in Gaza, and we are caught in the midst of a catastrophic war. Our home is no longer a safe haven, and the future here seems increasingly uncertain. 💔

I’ve launched a fundraising campaign with the goal of raising $40,000 to relocate my family to a safer place where my children can grow up in peace and have a chance at a brighter future.

Unfortunately, my previous fundraising efforts were abruptly halted when my account was terminated without explanation. However, I remain determined to keep fighting for my family’s safety and well-being. 🫶

If you could take a moment to read our story, consider donating, or simply share our campaign with others, it would make an incredible difference. Every act of kindness, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to safety and a new beginning. 🙏

Thank you for your time, compassion, and support. ❤️‍🩹

https://gofund.me/fd1faea2 🔗

Okay

[diaryofswania]

🥺💗

Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights

Pic Credits - Pinterest

[diaryofswania]

I always love to know about you

Like, what you've been thinking when you're alone

Out of crowd, out of drama

When no one there to judge

What ocean of thoughts drown you

And which wave will force you to swim

I always love to know about you

Like what you're hiding under your smile

What's that curious eye speaks

When there's alot going on

But you just blabbering like a kid

I always love to know the truth about you

What's the secrets you're hiding on

In which way your insecurities frightens you

I always love know every imperfections of you and want to love that more

I always wanted you to know that i love you

No matter what;

And for me that one thing is eternal close to my heart

[diaryofswania]

Just like that she smiled.She smiled, even if it hurts.She smiled with burning fire.She smiled when the storm pulled her in; she smiled even when heart stops it rhythm.

[diaryofswania]

Again I felt you, I felt the warmth of you-

Inside my soul

[diaryofswania]

There's a feeling, a quiet tenderness, a warmth that lingers, yet a pain that stings. It's the ache of separation and the pull of desire, always stirring within when I see you. We share something unspoken, something ancient and familiar, a bond that runs deeper than time. And it's that quiet, invisible thread that makes me feel for you, over and over again."

[diaryofswania]

We were connected always like this, like how the sky and earth connected or how the sun and moon connected. We may not end up together.but, still we need each other to be alive.

[diaryofswania]

We were connected always like this, like how the sky and earth connected or how the sun and moon connected. We may not end up together.but, still we need each other to be alive.