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would be great if coolest-dragon-bracket would stop lying

You called a trans person "a fucking weirdo" for reclaiming slurs they are allowed to reclaim. (you're not even trans lol?)

You immediately vagued them to your followers.

When someone challenged you on not calling queer people "fucking weirdos" for reclaiming slurs, you changed it to be about syscourse while also talking about them like they were a mass shooter. (The usage of "manifesto")

No one cares that you blocked someone or are annoyed by them. They care because you're acting ableist and queerphobic and yes, you did blast them to your followers. It was very easy to tell by going through your blog who you meant because you literally described the very first things someone would notice about the blog. They received hate mail because of you but they don't acknowledge those things and left it unposted.

You don't even have a DNI so there was no way for them to know you didn't want them interacting. Even after this happening you STILL don't have a DNI.

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it does genuinely annoy me tbh that everytime someone wants to vague nonsense about me to discredit me or make me seem bad, they have to leave out and make up random stuff which always reveals their ableism and queerphobia

eg. this person just doesn’t like what I have to say about syscourse on my blog, so they blocked me and made a big self-righteous post about how having reclaimed slurs on my blog makes me a “fucking weirdo”

then when they receive pushback for this they switch it up to “omg he has a MANIFESTO on his pinned about a topic I disagree with”, revealing what the actual problem was to begin with. the slurs were literally not the problem and were used as an excuse to paint me as scary and violent.

but presenting it as “this mentally ill cult survivor has a syscourse post as their pinned so they don’t have to keep talking about it, and is also a trans man who reclaims slurs for himself” would be a lot different from “this FUCKING WEIRDO wrote A MANIFESTO about SYSCOURSE. WHY would they even care omg they must be a violent scary person!”

but as a person with DID who is a cult survivor it’s very obvious why I would “care that much about it.”, especially if you bothered to read the posts and not just see that a person with DID is talking about something you disagree with, so now you have to turn the ableism up on them

you can obviously disagree with me but this isn’t how you go about it lol. you could have blocked me and just put “people who use slurs dni” without any explanation or statement made about it instead of trying to make me seem like a violent crazy person for not living up to your standard of survivor/queer.

also to make things clear: literally all I did was reblog a post on my dash about a cool dragon competition, from an OP who had no dni and still doesn’t, and they vagued me by calling me a “fucking weirdo” and likening my actions to that of a school shooters. (”manifesto” is a very loaded term to be using against a trans person right now but ok.)

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Joanna Klink, from "Two Trees"

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host: sigh i wish i could meet my comfort characters in real life :(

*gains fictives of comfort characters*

host: wait no not like that

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shoutout to Disco Elysium for being one of the pieces of media that accidentally created a POV format that just functions the way my DID brain does

eg .that I partly made up:

alter 1 (over a period of time): the only war is class war

alter 1: there’s no ethical consumption under capitalism 

alter 1: redistribute the wealth of the wealthy

alter 2: starting to think you’re a communist m8

alter 1: what? no I’m not

alter 2: you keep saying things like “seize the means of production” and “the root cause of this problem is capitalism”. you in fact say that to most things

alter 1: huh

alter 1: guess I’m a communist

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stop telling other people with DID how to handle their systems you are not them or their therapist and don’t know what they need to heal into functionality 

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— Clarice Lispector, from “Report on the Thing.”

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Up The Wolves by The Mountain Goats // Minotauro by Jordi Garriga Mora

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Friends: “You have way too many hobbies and talents! So unique, so ambitious, there’s nothing you didn’t know from history facts to psychology!!”

Me: * laughing anxiously from multiple alters who are actually interested in different things * “Yep, thats right,, i have a lot of interests thank you for the compliment..”

- j

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dawg help me there is no joy in living 

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i always be so hard on myself for no reason like chill tf out bitch we on the same damn team

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Alter #1: no one should take anything I say seriously anyway because I have DID

Alter #2: STOP TELLING PEOPLE NOT TO TAKE ME SERIOUSLY LOL?

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A surgeon with DID, call that an operating system