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I kinda want to make an Ed YouTube channel. I doubt anyone would watch my videos but it’s kinda like a video diary. I think it would motivate me so maybe🤔

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What hurts the most is looking in the mirror and knowing it could be different.

I could’ve started earlier

I could’ve eaten less yesterday

I could’ve walked away from that one binge

I could’ve said no to that meal

I could’ve drank water instead

maybe then I could feel hunger pains again over the pain of being a failure.

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Things won't start to change fast

1 week- scale starts to change minorly

2 weeks- scale starts to change majorly

3 weeks- minor change in face

4 weeks- minor change in stomach

5 weeks- change in legs

Be patient.

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if you have a start weight OVER 170, PLEASE REBLOG THIS!!

i am trying to find some people around the same size as me to keep me motivated (:

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It was about this time of summer 2 years ago I started wanting to starv myself. I’ve had an Ed for 2 years and only lost and gained the same 20 pounds. Fuck

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Omg I have 63 follwers!!!! 63 beautiful people are following me! I can’t believe it😆

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I literally haven’t eaten more than 2000 this whole month, my intake is usually 900-1500 cal 90% of the time but I’m not loosing weight it’s so annoying idk what to do ahhhhh! I’m so pissed like I tried to be healthy and I even deleted tumblr & stayd away from anything triggering but nooo my body sucks and I’m always going to be fat. Like do I have a metabolic disorder because I searched up how many cals I could eat to maintain and it was like 2000 and I didn’t go over that so wtf!!!!!!!!!

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Hi guys I’m back or whatever, I’m feeling better and I don’t really have a plan for now but it is what it is. I am on summer break and I haven really lost any weight this month but I am still trying. I realized that a month is actually really long if u think about it. I have so much more to say but this is it for now, love you all so much xxx.

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Taking a break, back soon. Xx

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I’m slowly dying and I don’t know what to do please help. I can’t do this anymore.

Haha jkjk but fr if my aunt calls me fat one more time I will kill that bitch.

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Talking about slavery in school when your black is mentally draining like I’m East African and we weren’t even slaves (only talking about my country) and I don’t even live in America where that’s a huge part of the history. Also wtf is going on over there are you guys okay? There’s sooo many photos of joe Biden touching young girls inappropriately and trump is just disgusting. Anyways #barbz4bernie😊

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Guysssssss I’m buying a new scal tomorrow morning! I have been high restricting 700-1000 ish for the past week and today I did like a normal diet thing but I ended up eating 2100 cal of just unhealthy like lunch was okay but I did go to McDonald’s w my friends. I purged like 1/5 of if because I was soo full. My aunt is here so she ordered pizza and I only ate one slice but it was soo big.

Xoxo

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Turns out that my scale has been broken this whole time so I’m going to buy a new one in like 2 days so then it’s like the big reveal if I actually lost any weight. I do know that my sw is 90kg because I weighed myself at the nurses office a while back when I started restricting again. But yea we will find out the, love you all xx