Journal 4 15 2024
Good morning Lionel!
<3 I love you
who am I
there is a big joy in this space in my chest, a kindness bigger than me
a capacity to care
I am still tired
My body has aches
I am its steward
My room is a mess
My work is all over
I am its steward
But it belongs to the earth
It belongs to the others
I belong to
so many words
Before the word
I belonged to my experience
that which shaped me
I belonged to the past
Now I shape my experience
as it shapes me
and I dream of the future
I belong to.
It isn't flying cars
It is a numinous nothingness
and everythingness
It is the unknotted possibility of unbeing
from
which
i
came
like a baby duckling
following its mother I
i seek by not seeking
but following my past
into the future, inexorably
back to love <3
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I sit at work. It is a pile of loose threads.
The pings roll in.
I have ideas. I have duties. I have a desire to establish the work I'm doing as a cyclical, met responsibility which I can define, document, and eventually pass on.
like a child in the clay
It is different than just mud
It holds its shape, and it will not root
the looser earth wants a vessel
lest the wilderness repeats itself
my garden will be beautiful
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Promises mean nothing
if they do not push us into greater being
They are unclosed loops of our own making
Sketches of a future that we might not have time for
It is good to promise and make good, since the pattern of call and response with reality is made through practice
But not all promises are good
some are deeply broken
some are stars we wished upon when we were young and stupid
or old and rigid
or weak and tired
Call and response can be within the heart
we are taught by life to ignore our heart's call
and only respond to others' voice
even though they are only them through us
our voice is their voice, repeated through the labyrinth
between thoughtandactionandsoundandimpactandvibrationand
We've closed the distance
with enough time, we'll close all the distances
until thought is deed is done
and all the thinking will be over before it bothered to begin
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how you can help palestine
*i regularly update this post with any new info i find so please always reblog the original post*
Donations
donations currently reaching gaza:
‼️ help buy e-sims for people in gaza
donate to get food packages to gaza - care for gaza
palestine children's relief fund
world food programme
medical aid for palestinians
donate direct aid to gaza - ehab rida (longtime activist and volunteer, has been carrying out donations and humanitarian projects in gaza since 2021)
donate to ahmed (@/90-ghost on tumblr)
he is born, raised and based in gaza. please help him reach his goal of $50K to get his family to safety across the rafah border into egypt. as of right now… it’s $7.5K per person to evacuate gaza.
help journalist yousef escape gaza to treat his cancer
help mohamed evacuate gaza to get treatment for himself and his daughter
mohammed is a friend of ahmed (90-ghost) and is a haemophilia patient. him and his family are currently living in a tent on the streets of rafah.
help gaza’s children
urgent support for medical professionals in gaza
aid to gaza - taawon/bank of palestine
urgent humanitarian aid to palestinians - anera
support palestinians: buy a keffiyeh from the last and only factory in palestine - hirbawi
secondary donations:
emergency relief for gaza - pious projects
palestine red crescent society
save palestine - islamic relief canada
send medical supplies to gaza - palestinian american medical association
click to donate - arab.org
help bring down israel's weapon trade - palaction
donate for the recovery of hisham awartani
one of the three palestinian students shot by a racist in vermont for wearing kufiyas and speaking arabic. hisham’s injuries have left him paralysed from below the chest.
Petitions
‼️ urge icj to invite gazan journalists to testify
international cultural workers to strike from german cultural institutions for their complicity in oppressing palestinians and promoting genocide - strike germany
petition to investigate war crimes committed by israeli military
demand ceasefire - amnesty international
open call for immediate ceasefire
american government call for immediate ceasefire
american government to stop funding israeli military
ceasefire and increase humanitarian assistance - oxfam au
petition to get canva to address their pro-israel stance
invoke the genocide convention to call for ceasefire in gaza - world beyond war
suspend israel from international sports - diem25
UK to expel israeli ambassador - change.org
gaza healthcare workers for nobel peace prize - change.org
teachers around the world demand ceasefire - teachers for palestine
president whitten: reinstate samia halaby retrospective NOW - action network
location specific petitions
gaza call for lasting ceasefire - oxfam (UK)
end israeli occupation - parliament uk (UK)
email your MP - medical aid for palestine (UK)
protect gaza civilians - islamic relief (UK)
stop fuelling genocide - action network (USA)
@ biden: call for ceasefire now - move on (USA)
ceasefirenow.com - jewishvoiceofpeace (USA)
call congress and demand a ceasefire - uscpr (USA - they provide a script of what you should say, so don't worry about it)
note: you can call everyday. they tally the number of calls per issue. so more calls = higher chance for them to take action. p.s. you mainly go to voicemail so don’t worry about phone call anxiety. fight through it just this once please.
australia call on israel to stop attacking palestinians - apan (AUS)
immediate ceasefire and increase in humanitarian aid in gaza - actionaid (AUS)
email your MPs - stand with palestine (AUS)
‼️ australian senate to investigate australian citizens in the IDF for war crimes allegations - fpm (AUS)
‼️ arms embargo on israel - cjpme (CANADA)
sign to send letter to MP for ceasefire - nccm (CANADA)
ceasefire now! - ijv (CANADA)
call on your local mayor and council to demand ceasefire - LeadNow (CANADA)
cessez-le-feu et un couloir humanitaire - le mouvement (FRANCE)
écrivez aux député-es et sénateurs-trices - association france palestine solidarité (FRANCE)
write to your député - assemblée nationale (FRANCE)
skydda civilbefolkningen i gaza! - mittskifte (SWEDEN)
singaporeans call for immediate ceasefire (SIN)
contact your elected reps and demand a ceasefire (GERMANY)
write to the EU demanding a ceasefire (EUROPE)
template of letters you can send (EU)
guide on how to contact your MPs in EU
p.s. if the template is outdated, just use it as a guide and add a few sentences here and there that reflect the current situation. i can’t find any recent templates so :/ at least this is something
multiple actions you can take to help palestine - plant een olifbloom (NETHERLANDS)
includes: links for donations, emails to MP, emails to media, links to petitions and demonstrations
den haag, maak nú werk van vrede in israël/Palestina - the right forum (NETHERLANDS)
māori call for palestine - ourActionStation (NZ)
special visa for palestinians in gaza with family in NZ - NZ parliament/pāremata aotearoa (NZ)
deem israeli actions as war crimes - NZ parliament/pāremata aotearoa (NZ)
basta ao genocídio em Gaza! - awaaz (BRAZIL)
globo e grande mídia, parem de desumanizar civis palestinos - the intercept (BRAZIL)
Campaigns
‼️ justice for palestine
reach out to countries to back up south africa’s invoke genocide convention at the ICJ
‼️ international criminal court
submit evidences of israeli war crimes
friends of al-aqsa
❥ UK-specific
urge your MP to speak up for palestine
hands off al-aqsa
stop administrative detention
petition for UK to stop arming israel
❥ International
boycott puma — email them to end their partnership with israel
boycott coca-cola
palestine action
join the resistance
islamic relief canada
urge your MP to rally for ceasefire
decolonise palestine
poster campaign to raise awareness on the war crimes being committed against palestinians
text/call campaign for people living in USA
text CEASEFIRE @ 51905 to call for a ceasefire
text RESIST @ 50409 to send a letter to your representatives to pass HR3103–a bill that prohibits tax dollars from going to israel
download 5Calls app to contact members of your congress | (more info)
fax campaign for people in the USA
go on this website to send 5 free faxes per day
here’s a link to a pre-written fax copy you can download to send (the first link on the linktree)
here’s a video that explains how to fax your senator (it’s very easy and all you need is a valid email address)
‼️ BDS movement
get involved in boycotting companies associated with israel
palestine diaspora network
global strike guide - join the global strike!
please let me know if you have any more links. i will add them in. and please reblog the original post!!
UPCOMING PROTESTS
PALESTINIAN LITERATURE READING LIST
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I ought to be working right now, but I'm overcome. Willow, one of our pet rats, has a series of tumors that we can't in good conscience operate on - the risks and recovery time are not worth it at her age, and we'd rather give her more time in her happy, lumpy state than put her through that.
My partner and I co-founded a rat sanctuary, so I'm deeply familiar with the grief of losing our tiny friends. Rats rarely live to three years old, and often die to some kind of tumor or other malady long before that. They are rambunctious animals - often social, bursting with life, eager to explore, and almost totally unequipped for the consequences of being a small, fragile species in a big, dangerous world.
Living a short life doesn't mean anything for how much we love them. Ask any parent who has lost a newborn, often those short, unrealized loves are the hardest to process, are the longest to nourish our grief.
Willow has had a good, long life with us in rat terms. She is technically a foster, but she is 100% family. I hope we can give her a pain-free end at the perfect time so that the last pattern in her consciousness is of comfort, friends, family if they can see us that way, and the best treats she could wish for.
Love you, little girl. 💚🌈🐀🌈💔
We have some beautiful photos of her, but here are recent, blurry ones of her in her cage, with a friend, eating treats - I'll always remember her this way. She is such a good rat.
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