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we lost a really good friend recently. multiple actually in different ways.

i have people who i know now i don’t have to be scared of, but im still just so scared they’ll leave if i don’t do or do certain things. im just having a really really bad night.

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i am now learning not to respond IMMEDIATELY when someone i know is upset

literally an insanely freeing feeling

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all our friends are gonna leave us.

my grades are falling apart

i thought i was doing better but it’s getting harder to find reasons to take care of myself

i cant kill myself and it should feel like a blessing but it just feels like a trap

i feel like i’m rotting inside my body but we can’t call ourselves dead yet because people would be sad

they want to puppet us around and see us happy like weekend at bernie’s

i am the antithesis of normal. i dress bad for the weather so people stare or yell, i have traits of autism and realize it’s the reason everyone is so uncomfortable around me. the moment i feel good about anything i feel selfish for even assuming i could be good at something . i dress like a middle schooler. no wonder people fucking think i’m 12

i am never going to be perceived as an adult until i’m like 30 because my face looks so weird and my eyes look so weird and i’m so short it looks like i’m either a high school girl or a 12 year old boy

i can never ask for help without hating myself afterwards. i cant even ask for a fucking cup of water from my mom without feeling like i should rot. i truly was not meant to fucking survive past 18 like everyone else said and i’m surprised i did

i’m either too caring/aggressively caring or i ignore people . i feel hellish

i’m going to be just an awful friend no matter what

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Hey, we're fundraising to help our friend replace the belongings she lost in an IDF strike on Gaza!

You might have seen this post floating around about our friend Swin who went to volunteer as a medic in Gaza, and whos residence was bombed the night before she was able to escape through Rafah.

Well, she's home! And we're so grateful to have her back, but the explosion utterly destroyed a lot of her belongings, including her phone, and left her with some minor injuries that'll need some care.

We'd like to raise some money (around $2000) on her behalf to replace this stuff; it doesn't sit well with us at all that Swin should go through so much to help people and be left with nothing but a bill.

We'd really appreciate any help, whether it's through sharing this post or donating, and there's more info on the Gofundme page!

>>Here's the link to the Gofundme!<<

We'd also like to mention while we've done this with Swins consent, she's requested privacy while she recovers. If you've got any questions or concerns, please direct them our way! (my dms and asks are always open, and you can reach out to darling @classychassiss who's drawn our banner and helped me organise!)

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when the teru possibly kiyos?!!?

i got a lil inspired by this bakushou cover on nico nico !!

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Id go to school if this was the teacher, this was the classroom, this w-

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Sf-A2 Miki and Hiyama Kiyoteru confirmed for SynthV AI!

They'll be released for their 15th anniversary in 2024!

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99 and Garurumon or Weregarurumon.

So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Three Days Grace, "Animal I Have Become"

congrats on picking everyone's favorite edgy amv song and DOUBLY congrats for pairing it with a digimon so i can go the dark evolution route :)

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yeah so life has gone insanely down the shitter but we are alive and getting help!!

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also we have to make a lot of edits to the member list

shit it’s been like almost a year since we posted here. uhh gonna maybe reblog some stuff here and make this also a comfort character blog

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shit it’s been like almost a year since we posted here. uhh gonna maybe reblog some stuff here and make this also a comfort character blog

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diluc here. positive growth attained: i was talking to a friend and noc put a heart under my message and i almost cried. one of our friends genuinely loves me platonically. i think i forgot that people love me

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we’re trying SO HARD to be normal we’re being so brave about it

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hey it’s been like 500 years what’s good anyways system aligned ranting in the tags so we don’t bug our friends

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More flamon sketches! Bc it’s 90% if what I draw rn

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He’s a meat(apple) eater…… carnivore teeth…

He’d never admit it to his friends tho that’s embarrassing