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An Awful Feeling. [🍃]

Dom!Kazuha x GN!Reader, Third Person View(?), Contains a Slightly Serious Kazuha, Soft Sex, Fluffy Smut, Jealousy.

Kazuha finally reveals his feelings for you, his dear friend for 3 years due to his jealousy and proves his sincerity in.. his own ways.

Requested by a friend of mine, might as well post it. Not proofread.

Flowing hair, shiny eyes, and soft smile. They were beautiful, pretty, gentle, every word similar to what mentioned describes them, Kazuha thought. It hasn’t been long since Kazuha realized his romantic feelings for (N) until Beidou pointed out how he was acting even more like a gentleman with them. He felt a sense of comfort and joy whenever they were around, different from his feeling towards his friends and the people he looks up to. Kazuha strangely finds himself yearning to see them, have a chat to catch up with them, to be closer to them, and to be special to them. All of his haikus seemed to remind them about (N), every beautiful little thing, actually. The melody of the flowing river, the crisp rustling of leaves, the sweet tweeting of the birds, he can’t help but to think of them.

“Staring at them again, I see?” Beidou teased as she placed her arm over Kazuha’s shoulder while a mischievous smirk formed on her face. Kazuha only responded with a soft sigh, Beidou tightened her grip of Kazuha and squeezed him gently. “Just make the first move you know? I can hear the sound of your heartbeat 12 meters away! Just do-” The sentence stopped, Beidou glanced upon (N) and saw a person with them. In response— Kazuha also glanced at (N). He saw the two laughing, they looked very close. A bang of pain can be felt on his chest, what is this feeling? He can’t describe it, he had never felt like this before, but it’s an awful feeling. (N) looked delightful with a small smile on their face. A train of thoughts hovered through Kazuha, had they ever smiled like that to me before? Do they have a closer relationship than ours? Kazuha looked down, wearing a long face.

“Dang, isn’t that the person they used to like? Oh, shit—” A hand covered Beidou’s mouth from realization that she said something bad, she didn’t mean to say that to Kazuha. “Kazuha used to like okay? Don’t get your hopes down!” An awkward laugh is the only thing Beidou let out, as she patted Kazuha’s back aggressively. Lost in thought, Kazuha didn’t realize that (N) walked up to him, waving enthusiastically. “Kazuha? Are you okay?” You said while you waved your hand in front of Kazuha’s face. I swear I saw Beidou with Kazuha earlier, she must’ve left hurriedly, a confused thought that made you scratch your head.

“(N).. That person earlier, who are they?” Kazuha asked with a stern face— it was unlikely to see him like this; he had always worn a calm and rested face. “Why do you want to know? Give me a reason first.” You teasingly replied, not knowing what Kazuha is feeling or thinking in the moment, with the two of you standing in front of each other as the dry leaves fall gracefully beneath the two of you. “..I.. like you, (N). Is that enough of a reason?” That sentence shook you up. Is he serious right now? It looks like it, but it might’ve been a joke right? It was too sudden for a calm and sweet guy like him to make this kind of action..

“Ahahaha, good one! They're just a friend okay? I didn’t know you’re into that kind of jokes—” Your sentence was cut off by Kazuha stepping towards you until you hit the wall, slowly he leaned towards you. Though he had a serious look on his face, his ears and cheeks were flushed with pink. “I’m.. not joking, (N). We’ve been friends for 3 years, you know me well enough that I don’t make those jokes. (N).. may I show you how genuine I am? How can I show you my sincerity?” He had his usual soft gentleman tone, but his actions didn’t match that. He cornered you into a wall, strangely you didn’t feel overwhelmed with his sudden actions— maybe because you also like him. “You can do anything..” A shy response came out of your mouth, you felt your heartbeat quickening, a feeling of excitement was felt, what would Kazuha do to show how much he likes you? You can’t really think of anything right now, all you can here was the sound of you and Kazuha’s heartbeat. “May I show my sincerity by.. pleasuring you, (N)? Or would you like another way?” Right now? It’s strange to see Kazuha saying such a sentence that you never imagined him to say— He seems very serious, his eyes stared directly at yours, brows furrowed. Should he do another way? Doing that right now seems too fast, but.. you also wanted it, Kazuha pleasuring you.. it’s something you yearned secretly.

“The.. first one.” After saying such a decision, you anticipated a feeling of nervousness— instead you were hit with even more excitement. The tension between you was increasing as the two of you stare at each other. “Let’s move to a room then, if you ever change your mind, let me know, okay?” I won’t. You thought, how can you change your mind on such thing? Everything felt like a dream as Kazuha gently grabs your hand to guide you towards the chosen room. He immediately locks the room and lets you sit on the soft mattress. Nervousness, it was written all over Kazuha’s face. “I.. don’t have any experience, I’ll try my best to make you feel good, (N).” He gently grabs the back of your head to push it towards his face, kissing you softly and passionately. A sweet taste lingered on your lips, a gentle touch on your waist can be felt. Sound of rustling clothes, Kazuha lifted up your shirt slowly— not pulling away from your lips.

Kazuha broke off the kiss and he continued to take off your clothes and his, as he looks at you with eager eyes. “I’ll loosen you up first so that it won’t hurt (N), is that okay?” You can only respond with a nod, you were mesmerized by Kazuha’s beauty. His once tight side-ponytail was replaced by flowing white hair, his calm face soon turned into a face full of excitement and love. He slowly put his finger, pressing it and stretching it— a feeling of pleasure came on you. Before you were about to hit your climax, Kazuha stopped and wiped his hands. “That.. should be enough. Please tell me if it hurts, (N). I’ll stop right away.” The sound of unzipping pants, Kazuha revealed his hard member, looking all shy. He breath in and out slowly, leaning closer. “Can you spread your legs for me?” You continued to do so, obeying almost immediately after him saying it. It.. hurts. Though it hurts, you didn’t want to tell Kazuha. The face he’s making right now, closed eyes, and the pleasure you see from him, you want to see it more. The pain soon turned into a feeling of pleasure, as he slowly thrusts in and out. Gentle and comforting, the two words you’re feeling right now aside from pleasure. Kazuha was gentle, asked if he’s doing too much or if you’re enjoying it. Small kisses and compliments, love— that was all you felt that night.

“You’re up, (N)? I made you breakfast.” As you open your eyes, you were greeted by a warm smile, and a warm person.

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Introduction, Requests, Masterlist.

Call me Grape, I go by he/they ^^. I'm aroace and I like to write (English isn't my first language, I apologize for any grammar mistakes.)

I will only write my faves. [Diluc (Genshin), Mammon (OM), Artem (ToT), Sebastian (SDV).]

I only do x Male!Reader Fanfics (Oneshots).

I can also do headcannons ^^.

I can do fluff and smut (not explicit), preferably fluff.

AU's are okay, I might not write them well since I'm not used to writing AU's.

Might take long due to academics.

That's all, for questions feel free to message me. :)

Masterlist

[ 🍃 - Smut 🍂 - Fluff]

Diluc x Male Reader :

Others (Requested by my friends):

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Mirror. [🍂]

Diluc x Trans!Male!Reader (Pre-T), !!TW: Body/Gender Dysphoria!!, Established Relationship, Fluff, Comfort.

Diluc noticed that you often stare at the mirror with a long face. He approached you, hoping to find out if there's a problem.

Notes : Very short, Uses of pet names (love).

You find yourself often staring at the mirror. You're uncomfortable with your body, your face, your voice, your chest, everything. Tears formed on your eyes, as you wish you weren't born in this body. No matter how many times you cut your hair, you still didn't look like a man.

Knees felt week, you slowly fell down on the floor in front of the mirror. Diluc seeing this, rushed to see what happened. "(N)? Is something wrong? Are you sick?" He asked while he places his hand on top of your forehead; worries can be heard from Diluc's tone. "Diluc.. I don't look like a man.." You cried, as your arm wrapped around Diluc's body. Everytime you see a man, you can't help but to get jealous. You wanted everything they had, you wished your life weren't as hard, no gender or body dysphoria. In response, Diluc hugged back and placed small and sweet kisses on top of your head.

"What nonsense. I'm looking at a man right now, a very attractive man in fact, my husband." Diluc placed his hand on your waist, leaning in and kissing you softly. Tears still didn't stop from flowing, though the pain that was rising from your chest that suffocated you slowly disappeared. "I hate everything.. my voice.. my body.. I want to transition.." You bluffed out while you gently wipe your tears that were streaming down on your face.

"I love everything, (N). Your voice, your body, everything. If you want to transition, I would be happily supporting you. I love you, hm?" Diluc responded as he patted your back to give comfort. He said those words with a sweet tone, and those words helped you slowly calm down. You were closeted, you battled those breakdowns due to gender dysphoria. When you came out to Diluc, he only responded with a kiss on your forehead, telling you how strong and brave you are to have the courage to say it, and thanked you for having enough trust in him to say it to him.

"Have you calmed down, love? Let's move to the sofa shall we?" Arms wrapped around your waist, Diluc assisted you to sit on the sofa, as your body felt weak from earlier. Sounds of flowing water and stirring was heard, your husband handed out a cup of sweet tea with a warm smile. The throbbing pain you felt from your chest, the tears that didn't stop flowing, the awful feeling you once felt earlier were gone. Diluc softly kissed your hand and rubbed it gently, it was a very comforting feeling. Maybe because of the person beside you, your husband, Diluc.

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A Soft Night. [🍃]

Sub!Diluc X SoftDom!Male Reader, Established Relationship, First Time, Slight Sadism(?), Fluffy Smut, Mild Dacryphilia.

You stumbled upon Diluc doing.. something unexpected. This results in the two of you, spending your first night together full of love.

[ Notes: not explicit, short.]

Diluc has been thinking a lot about you lately, too much. He can’t help but to get lost in his fantasies, but he’s too shy to ask for his partner to help him. You came home a lot earlier than expected, you knocked on Diluc’s office, not knowing what he’s doing in there.

“Hngh.. (N)..” Diluc was breathless as he tried to relieve himself in his office. It was 10 pm at night, maids had already gone home, it was time for him to do his thing every night. You usually come home at 12 am, or a lot more late than that. Making love had never been a topic in your relationship even if the both of you were already married for 5 months, Diluc was too shy to bring it up; he had never thought about it really. Normally, he would just yearn spending time with you, going to dates, cuddling each other, and other romantic stuff. However, this time.. he’s yearning something more than that.

“Haah..-” His noises was cut off by a knock. There shouldn’t be anyone in here, he thought. His body froze, who knocked the door?

“Diluc? Are you okay? You sound like you’re in pain..” You called out worriedly, as you knocked the door. Only silence responded to your calls. You reached out to grab the door handle to open it and stumbled upon.. an unexpected scene. It was Diluc, his pants unzipped, hands wet, and an embarrassed face. You stood there, startled. It was something you’ve never seen, never expected. Strangely, you wanted to see more. Watching your husband’s embarrassed face was a bit exciting, causing your heart to beat rapidly as you look even longer at your partner’s state.

“So..Sorry.. Uh.. Should I.. leave?” You asked Diluc, who was still in shocked by you barging in his office. Actually, you didn’t want to leave. Thoughts rushed over to your head, was Diluc thinking about you while doing this? What things did he imagine you doing something to him? How long had he been doing this? You want to help him, badly. You weren’t experienced, things about making love were unfamiliar to you. But, you want to pleasure and give love to Diluc, your partner, your beloved.

“No.. don’t leave.. help me..” Diluc responded sheepishly, with slight tears in his eyes and face still flushed. Footsteps came closer to Diluc, you sat beside him on his office sofa. He looked.. beautiful. Too beautiful. Diluc really is pretty, even though with his tired bags resting on his eyes. But, there was just something about Diluc’s face right now. Was it the tears in his eyes? The obvious embarrassment on his face? Heat started to came up to your body.

Your thoughts were pushed away by Diluc’s sudden movement, grabbing your hand and putting it on his chest. “Touch me.. Please.. (N)..” Diluc begged as he leaned closer to his partner, initiating a kiss. You pushed your lips towards Diluc’s, tongues intertwining. The sweet taste of Diluc’s lips made you want more, a feeling of slight shiver on your body came upon to you. Hands placed on Diluc’s waist gently, lifting up his clothing slightly to touch his soft skin. Diluc broke off the kiss, panting. He glanced at you and looked down quickly because of his flustered state.

“Do you want to go all the way? We can take it slow if you want.” A warm smile formed on your face as you caressed Diluc’s face. You didn’t get a response from Diluc, not even a nod; instead, pointed at a drawer. “There’s.. lubricant there so you can.. loosen me up..” Diluc covered his blushing state with his arm, looking away from you.

In response you grab your beloved’s chin to turn his face towards you. “Can you look at me? I wanna see your face while I.. do it.” You ask your husband as you grab the lubricant that was placed in the drawer. Diluc’s face was magnificent, it was enough for you to get turned on by just looking at that embarrassed and flustered face. Anticipating a nod, Diluc took off his pants and spread his legs instead, his eyes seductively staring at yours.

Your fingers moved by it’s own and grabbed Diluc’s legs to slowly spread it even more. His pleasure spot in front of you made your heart beat even faster. You insert your fingers slowly, it felt soft and wet. As you pleasure Diluc, he let out a sharp moan. It was music to your ears. Is it this spot? You gently press your fingers, Diluc moaning sharply once again.

“Ngh.. (N).. It feels good.." Tears formed on Diluc’s eyes. Was it because of pleasure? Does that mean you’re doing good right now although you’re not experienced? Whatever the reason was, you liked how the tears beautifully flows on Diluc’s face. He looks so beautiful right now that even the word mentioned is not enough to describe your husband’s state, and how it makes you feel.

“I’ll put it in slowly okay? Tell me if it hurts, ‘Luc. I’ll stop right away, hm?” Pants on the floor, undergarments taken off, you proceed to make love to your beloved husband, Diluc. Gently putting it in, Diluc let out moans to tell you how much he feels good. Back and forth, you held Diluc’s waist to provide support, the sofa was too small for the two of you to do this kind of thing. It was.. a soft night.

The night was full of music; you and Diluc’s voice. Your eyes open, the windows were shining brightly, and Diluc was peacefully sleeping beside you, with a gentle smile on his face. I wonder how many times Diluc did that in his office.. A silly thought popped on your head.