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[diresang]

its time to start slowly but surely re-vamping my blog!! it'll take a bit because i am still working about 40 hours a week lmao and it'll take me a bit to get back into the swing of things. i WILL unfortunately be clearing out my drafts, but if we have ANY threads that you're like WAIT NOOO!! message me, send me the link and we can re-hash for when i get back into actually writing :)

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FINISHED SCHOOL!!! my energy has still been kind of bleh lately so i'm probably gonna take a bit to recover and relax, but i'm going to be working on completely finishing all my character bios and maybe a visuals revamp (havent decided for sure if i wanna do that). i'm also gonna go through my threads and pick a handful to continue, but i would like to do a restart. i'm back yall!!!! i just gotta get back into actually talking again, i've been so burnt out </3

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omg... apparently i was logged into my old account the whole time... if you saw me like your things on my old account no you didn't

[diresang]

finished up my classes this semester and my FINAL semester doesn't start until january 13th. i'll probably use that time to clean up my blog/finish up character info/etc... my final semester ends in march and then i'm all done!! i don't want to start writing until after then, but i may contact some of yall about threads. i'd like to probably completely restart but there may be a handful of thread i'd like to keep going so i'll be checking in.

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if i add life is strange 2 muses on my return will anyone be interested be HONEST

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haven't died yet ! just still working 40 hours a week and going to school so i am incredibly burnt out, making it hard for me to even hold conversations with my friends at this point. this blog and all of you are still on my mind and i so desperately would like to make a return. i'll be done with school in the spring, so once i'm all done i'd like to put my extra time and energy into my hobbies once again (writing here, streaming, talking to my friends, etc.)

i will make a return !

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just when i think i can be active again, school and work get busy and start eating me up. i'm still around on discord, but i think i'll just put my blog on temporary hiatus until school is over and work slows down. i haven't given up on the blog yet tho, promise

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admittedly, angel wasn't good at this━ comfort, that is. but now that he growing closer to the feline, sharing parts of him he never thought would come to surface with him . . . it didn't feel like an obligation as it might have once before. and that might've been what was the most embarrassing part of it. he could see something was wrong, he wasn't an idiot.

but he feels the feline settle in his arms and that's enough for him. that tenseness in his shoulders seemed to ease as husk got comfortable, purring into his chest. many arms wrap around husk in return, chin resting atop his head.

he doesn't say a word either, doesn't push for any word from husk himself. he'd keep the silence between them for hours, if that's what husk needed━ not just because of the fear he wouldn't know how to respond to whatever is troubling him. angel simply eases further into the affection, one hand rubbing gently at husk's back, careful not to mess with the shortened feathers.

@diresang asked – swap!angel walks up. holds his arms out to swap!husk. he's embarrassed, but offering a cuddle.

unprompted !!

Husk doesn't know exactly what gives his mood away, but he supposed it must have been something. Perhaps the way he trudges back into the hotel, or the way he allows himself to just sink into the nearest couch rather than take a seat at the bar like his usual perky self. But something gives him away, and at least it's Angel who notices and not anyone else.

He feels the slight sink of weight next to him on the couch, hands rubbing at golden eyes before he looks over at the spider. Angel clearly looks embarrassed, but all his arms are held out, and it doesn't take a genius to figure out what he's offering.

Husk's usual facade breaks for a moment, the feline looking truly taken aback as well as... upset, before he takes the offer given. He slots himself between multiple arms, pressing up flush against the other and snuggling a bit into Angel's chest. He nuzzles his head up beneath the spider's chin, letting out a shaky sigh before soft purrs begin in his chest. He doesn't say a word, doesn't want to talk yet, but he's appreciative. If anything could make him feel better, it was Angel.

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husk could believe that waking up with angel in his arms was a dream, if it wasn't for the fact he knew it was a reality. the fingers clawing through his fur didn't help much, lulling him into relaxation━ fighting to stay awake. the part of his brain that was awake couldn't help but feel thankful for a morning like this.

he absolutely would never realize how cute he was, not when he had the most adorable spider in his arms and wrapping around him. why would he think about himself when angel was right there ?

            ❝ s'easier to sleep with ya' in my bed . . . ❞ comes the tired confession, one that a more awake husk might've been too embarrassed to admit.

               🕸️ ───── Fuck, Angel could definitely get used to this.

Husk was going to spoil him just by waking up with him like this, with familiar warmth and soft kisses, the fucking purring and the old cat snuggling up as if he could possibly get any closer. Perhaps he could. The second Husk's face was burying itself into his chest, Angel couldn't help but sleepily chuckle, his arms wrapped around Husk and fingers gently clawing at his back.

He was so fucking CUTE, even if he didn't realize it.

"...mornin', handsome~.." Angel found himself hooking his leg over Husk's hip, just intent on being as all-over-him as possible first thing in the morning. Why not, right? "...sleep okay~?"

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husk loved angel with all his heart, and that much was clear with the way he held him close. hands squeezing angel's, pressing his palms deep into the mattress. he couldn't quite place when it started with how many years it had been, but he knew he was waiting for this moment. waiting for his angel to come back to him. he loved him, and he wasn't planning on letting him go again. whether valentino liked it or not.

            ❝ sì, certo, amore mio. ❞ husk's voice his rough, overwhelmed from the emotions spilling out between them and the pleasure combined. he nuzzled his temple against angel now that he was close there, shifting to press kisses to his shoulder. he wanted everything to do with his love, and he would so happily fall with angel any time he asked.

            ❝ vieni per me amore. ❞ is whispered right back into angel's ear, a purr rumbling from his throat as he shifted his hips━ aiming to drive angel to that edge.

He loved him…? …He loved him…

The sentiment comes in the soft lilt of his mother tongue, proved with an almost painfully emotional lovemaking. Something so soft compared to what he’s used to that he’s sure he’s going to break. He’s going to be slow pushed over that peak and he’s going to fall. Going to shatter into a million pieces and he’s not sure he’ll be able to be put back together again.

Not sure he’ll be able to go back to Valentino after this and not desperately want to come back. To come *home*. Two days and it was more a home than Val’s penthouse or any apartment he’d ever lived in had ever been.

“Per favore, amore mio, cadi con me?” Words whispered into Husk’s temple, he squeezes his hands, lower hands coming up to cling to the hips driving so lovingly into him.

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angel wasn’t much of a sleeper himself, but he could recognize when someone was exhausted. usually he was the one getting dragged to bed, but he’d beaten husk to punch tonight. mostly because he was falling asleep on the bar. he also just couldn’t help but tease husk for his predicament.

            ❝ alright, alright . . . ❞ angel giggled softly at his grumbling, tucking himself underneath the covers with husk. he wrapped his arms around husk as he curled around him, letting out a soft hum as he snuggled into him. ❝ s’long as ya’ go ta’ sleep, that’s all that matters to me. ❞

@diresang asked – Want me to tuck you in, too? (angel @ husk mwah)

lack of sleep

❝ Wh– ❞ Husk starts, though he cuts himself off. His brow gives an annoyed twitch, golden eyes glaring right through the spider. If he weren't so exhausted, he might just forego giving Angel the attention he wanted, but he'll relent this time. ❝ No, I don't want ya to tuck me in. I ain't a child. ❞ He grumbles. There's a moment he hesitates before he pushes himself up against the other, curling himself around Angel even with the annoyed huff he lets out. ❝ Rather stay like this anyways... ❞

[diresang]

slowly working through getting replies done!! my social battery absolutely tanked but i think it's recovering. i kinda cut my 40 count draft down to 26 so... as always, if there's a thread we're missing and it's one you really wanted to continue, let me know !! however give me a few weeks to get everything i currently have out as i'm still busy with school and a new work promotion!

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[diresang]

completely forgot how much the work load my spanish classes are so replies will take a bit, haven’t forgotten about them yet 🙏🙏

[diresang]

i am home and mostly recovered from my trip!! i do also have 33 drafts so i'll be slowly chipping those down, be patient with me LMAO i still got work and finals coming up.

[diresang]

hey guys!! i'm going on a trip so unfortunately no replies for the next week or so. i've been lacking on writing energy so perhaps this lil break will make it easier to jump back in. i'll still be on dms/discord if anyone needs anything. be back soon !!

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it took every single bit of husk's willpower not to fall into that giggle. mostly because just from the sound of it, it was a real laugh. and that is exactly why husk had agreed to spend time with angel in the first place━ he got to catch those glimpses into angel, and he adored them. and he wouldn't have minded the kiss, had it not been when the spider was clearly drunk.

but the pout, that sadness in his voice━ it was enough to shake husk sober. his ears fell flat watching angel’s defeated reaction. he wasn’t used to that— he was expecting for angel to brush it off. he expected for the two of them to go back to laughing, back to drinking. but angel actually stood up from the bar stool, and that’s when husk realized he had fucked up.

            ❝ angel, wait, you don’t— ❞ husk tried to stop him, but he couldn’t quite find his words. all he knew is that he thought angel was just trying to mess with him. just trying to get into his pants again and that was it. why the fuck was angel reacting like this if he was just trying to have sex ? was he actually that drunk, he couldn’t even pretend to show some confidence ?

husk wasn’t a chaser, he never had been. he hadn’t plan on being one either, yet it was like his feet had carried themselves to following after angel. even used a flap of his wings to carry himself forward faster, just to grab angel’s wrist before he could get away from him. he was going to let this just escape.

            ❝ look, angel— you don’t . . . you don’t have to leave. i was just playing around saying you should ho to bed. we can keep . . . drinking. ❞

"Ah' ain't drunk, asshole." Though even as he said that, Angel was letting out an absolute giggle. Not his normal over-the-top laugh in order to hide the pain he could be feeling most days, but a genuine giggle that made the porn star sound so much more innocent then he was. Still, he had been a bit caught off guard by the other's response, almost concerned that Husk was going to hit him.

That was probably his own trauma talking.

He pouted, looking at the other with wide eyes. "Yeh' can't tell meh' yeh' haven't wanted tah' do that." Had Angel read the room wrong? No. There was no way. Husk had been a challenge with his flirtations, that was for sure. But they had bonded. They had done an entire fucking song and dance number about it, in which Husk had literally called him baby multiple times.

And yet - "Wait. Did yeh'...really...not wanna do that?" He hated how sad his voice sounded at that, and that was the sign that he was truly drunk. Angel's confidence not being presented on the forward, realizing that Husk might not have wanted him after all. Before the bartender could even answer, Angel was pushing the stool out with a loud squeak against the floor, shaking his head.

"Fuck. Ah'm so sorry. Ah'. Yeh' right, ah' should head up tah' bed." Escapism was the main way he dealt with his negative feelings, and without drugs, he often tended to just turn heel and head up to his room, where he might even cry and cuddle Fat Nuggets. "Ah'll see yeh' in the mornin', okay, Husk?" Not even a cute nickname or flirtation, already trying to head towards the stairs so he could just have a break down about how much of an idiot he was in peace.