#❝ rain drops runnin’ through my veins ❠ ━━「 angel dust

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            ⋆｡ ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒖𝒆𝒅 ✦․⁺  ↳ @diistortion

            ❝ well, well, dirty deer━ should've known you'd be the type into begging. should i be getting on my knees ? ❞ it's just too easy sometimes.

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            ❝ really ? ! like, really really ? ya' can't fuck wit' me like that, al━ ya' gotta keep yer word now ! ❞ bad move, alastor, you've excited the spider.

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            ⋆｡ ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓 ✦․⁺  ↳ @infernalight

            ❝ since when the fuck was i some cheap whore for ya' to just give to your ugly ass fuckin' friends ? ❞

angel had argued at the proposition, being given away to some overlord because they had 'called in a favor' with valentino. since when the fuck did valentino care about that shit ? must've been some fucking favor they did to earn one like this back. valentino had taught him well enough━ he wasn't cheap. and yet here he was, getting dropped off in front of some casino and being told━

            ❝ treat the gambling demon well, amorcito. he's a dear friend, after all. ❞

angel sighed, but entered the casino as he was told to. it'd be a lot easier to just get the job done, but he couldn't help but feel . . . out of place when he got inside, led off by a guard that had been waiting for him. everything in the place was nice, expensive and angel felt fucking cheap. loose sweater, short skirt━ easy access to the lingerie valentino had picked out for this night.

this fucking asshole had money, why was angel here for free ?

the guard led him to some office door, where this 'gambling demon' was finally revealed to him. the sight of the feline made angel freeze, eyes wide as he was left alone with him.

            ❝ you━ you're like . . . at all my shows. ❞ angel would recognize a demon like him anywhere━ red wings, the hearts of his face━ quite a unique sinner. the spider scoffed as he approached the desk finally, all arms crossed.

            ❝ what ? haven't had enough of me, gattino ? ❞

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            ⋆｡ ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒖𝒆𝒅 ✦․⁺  ↳ @diistortion

            ❝ we're bein' actively endearin' today. ❞ angel would just casually veto the 'irritating' part. because if he was really being irritating, alastor wouldn't have set his book aside to give him attention, would he ? angel lifted one hand, fingers scratching at one of his ears.

            ❝ worked, didn't it ? i have your attention, don't i, big guy ~ ? ❞

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            ⋆｡ ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ @diistortion 𝙖𝙨𝙠𝙚𝙙 ✦․⁺  ↳ ❝ “All my choices lead me to you.” @ Angel ❞

angel's eyes lifted from his phone at the sudden confession. it was one of those days where they did their own thing, but angel hung out in alastor's room for the company. but angel figured that alastor was doing some kind of overlord or hotel work, not thinking about his life. maybe it was just a random realization, maybe he'd been thinking it over for a long time.

angel didn't know, nor did he mind either way.

a soft chittering comes from the spider laid out on alastor's bed, and he sat his phone against the fluff of his chest before smiling at the radio demon.

            ❝ do ya think yer next choice is gonna lead ya' in bed with me, baby ~ ? ❞

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            ⋆｡ ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ @diistortion 𝙖𝙨𝙠𝙚𝙙 ✦․⁺  ↳ ❝ knuckles, hand, wrist, trail, neck, bite in that order for Angel ❞

angel watched alastor carefully the moment the kisses started on his knuckles and to his hand, a slight smile across his face. laid out in the loveseat, angel was basking in the attention alastor was giving him━ a faint chittering coming from the spider the further up he moved.

it was once alastor reached his neck that angel gasped. attention there was always appreciated, rewarded with a soft giggle and lower arms wrapping around alastor's waist. angel pulled him closer into him, humming softly━ and then there was the familiar sting of fangs and angel shuddered under him.

angel knew how it felt for alastor to really bite down, and that wasn't this. he was being gentle, playful━ and through his trembling he gripped the radio demon, tried pulling him closer.

            ❝ al ~ come up here and kiss me. ❞

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lil headcanon for my angel . . . he doesn't do drugs inside the hotel anymore, and only ever really does them outside the hotel if valentino is the one offering them.

the most he does at the hotel is smoking weed. because who doesn't love smoking weed !

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            ❝ more than ya' could ever learn to count, babe ~ . ❞

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            ⋆｡ ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ 𝒂𝒄𝒄𝒆𝒑𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 ✦․⁺ ↳ “ truth is that i'm so damn in love with you i don't know what to do with myself. “ ~husk @ angel. :3 | @hzbinsouled

the glass in angel's hand slipped, luckily only thudding against the bar top and spilling its contents━ which had only been a few drops left at most. he managed to catch the glass before it could roll, his eyes wide as he stared up at husk. it was everything he had been waiting for━ there was affection, new-found fondness in their words, even admitting that some sort of feelings existed. they were more than friends, that was made clear.

but love ? husk was in love with him ? part of him wanted to run, part of him wanted to jump the bar and kiss him━ the two sides fighting amongst themselves as angel himself stared. he was dumbfounded, hands trembling a moment before he collected himself. he swallowed hard, shaking his head because he couldn't believe it.

            ❝ c'mon, how much have ya' drank, honey ? you're drunk. ❞ it isn't rejection, it's fear.

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It's almost funny how even though Angel doesn't remember him at all and Alastor's memory is wobbly at best (he either remembers every specific detail or he strictly only remembers how he felt in the moment), Angel is asking Alastor if he missed him as if Al's brain hasn't been stuck on pause for nearly a century so he wouldn't lose even more of his memories.

Like of course he missed you, Anthony. Every single moment of the day, even if he wasn't thinking of you directly, the memories were playing in the back of his mind on a loop so they would always be there.

All because Anthony made Alastor genuinely smile and Anthony was the last thing he thought about before he died.

Welcome to obsession, Angel, I hope you enjoy your stay.

            ⋆｡ ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ 𝒖𝒏𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒅 ✦․⁺

            ❝ . . . well fuck me, i really know how to choose 'em, don't i ? ��

in truth, angel is absolutely terrified of this and is simply covering up with humor. he doesn't like not being able to remember alastor━ he likes alastor, of course. just not the fact they created memories together, ones that alastor seems to cherish in one way or another, and he has absolutely no idea they happened. he trusts alastor ( not that he a chose to not, he had photos of them together ), and he adores him and he plans to love him with all of his heart. he just feels guilty that he's starting over, while alastor is living with a past he can only grasp at with faint feelings of familiarity and perhaps the slightest of memories. but he loves alastor, he does ! even if it's love in their own sick, twisted way.

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            ⋆｡ ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓 ✦․⁺  ↳ @hzbinsouled

            ❝ twenty bucks ? yeah fuckin' right asshole, get the fuck out of here. ❞ the spider hissed into the window of the random car, pulling back━ lifting a hand to flip them off. this whole routine was getting exhausting, but at this point it was the only way he was going to make it in the after life. he had a shitty apartment to pay for and a shitty drug habit to supply. but he couldn't work the club every night━ stripping was a . . . popular profession, so he had to settle for the corner of the street in the cold rain.

tall, pink and white fur, with a tight and revealing ( equally pink ) ensemble━ he caught eyes fast enough, so making money was never hard. it was just fucking exhausting. angel settled against a light post, lighting up a cigarette with a puff of pink smoke. some special brand from some bigshot overlords━ the relaxant in the smoke comforting on nights like these.

after a few hits, angel's luck starts looking up. a goddamn limo pulled up to his side. jackpot. angel tugged his skirt up some, puffed up his chest fur, and stepped off the curb to approach the rolling down window.

            ❝ ciao, handsome ~ . . . feelin' lonely tonight ? need some company ? ❞ angel purred as he leaned into the window, seductively pushing his chest out.  ❝ i could use a friend tonight . . . ~ ❞ the spider pouts, reaching into the window to trace his fingers over the passenger's shoulder. his voice hushed into a whisper then.

            ❝ how 'bout it, baby ? ❞

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[ wrist ] a tender kiss on the inside of the partner's wrist (for Angel, obvs)

            ⋆｡ ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ 𝒂𝒄𝒄𝒆𝒑𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 ✦․⁺  ↳ 𝑫𝑰𝑭𝑭𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑻𝑶 𝑲𝑰𝑺𝑺 𝑺𝑶𝑴𝑬𝑶𝑵𝑬.

spending time with alastor was an acquired taste, one that angel found himself slowly enjoying more and more. the radio demon could be quite charming when he wasn't being creepy. there was something familiar in his presence, that angel couldn't help but find a comfort in.

what a strange thing to think, angel told himself. but he managed to laugh at whatever alastor had said to him, whether it be truly humorous or not, bringing his hand up to cover his mouth in amusement. angel's eyes had blinked back open to a hand coming towards him.

he flinched away at first, a habit at most, being in the presence of an overlord worlds away in terms of power. he was shocked to find the touch gentle, a tender look in alastor's eyes that angel couldn't find himself recall ever seeing in the time he'd known him down in hell.

angel sucked in a breath. and then there were lips against the inside of his wrist, and angel wanted to melt in the spot he sat in. instead he stared at alastor, his hand trembled in alastor's grip, his voice a whisper.

            ❝ . . . what are you doing, al ? ❞ don't fuck with me, al.

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            ⋆｡ ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒖𝒆𝒅 ✦․⁺  ↳ @hazbinfatales

angel knew that the fight had to be more tough on the others than many of them were letting on. he expected it mostly on charlie━ so he was shocked when he was returning back to hotel after work and found his best friend on the ground.

            ❝ cherri . . . what happened ? ❞

he offered her a somber smile, because he knew all too well. he knew how many times it had been him on the ground, and cherri's hands lifting him up. now, the roles reversed, one set of hands was guiding her to her friend while the other straightened up her hair.

            ❝ c'mon, let's get inside. tell me about it once you're comfortable. ❞

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            ⋆｡ ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ @gamblinkat 𝙖𝙨𝙠𝙚𝙙 ✦․⁺  ↳ ❝❝ there are questions i can't ask. ❞ husk to angel dust ❞

            ❝ baby, i hear ya' loud an' clear. plenty of question out there that betta' left unasked━ i've danced around a few of those myself, believe me. ❞ angel responded without quite thinking that maybe husk was referring to questions about him. he was sitting at the bar with a drink in hand, and maybe he was just expecting a general type of 'bitching about shit' convo.

it took him a second to gather that husk was talking about him, catching the worried look husk wore after angel's initial response. he took a drink, before shooting husk a glare.

            ❝ it's betta' not to poke the bear, baby, especially when ya' don't wanna get mauled. ❞ angel spoke with a threatening tilt. he'd open up to husk enough, and he wasn't quite appreciating the prying. not that he'd do anything more than break down and cry if husk pried open far enough.

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            ⋆｡ ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ @diistortion 𝙖𝙨𝙠𝙚𝙙 ✦․⁺  ↳ ❝ "........." *randomly bites Angel on the shoulder; not very hard, just....a nip*❞

angel jumped at the nip. even if it wasn't hard, it was still out of the blue. angel was just minding his business on the couch after all. he reached back, fingers tangled up into alastor's tie and keeping him close.

            ❝ if yer gonna come up 'nd bite me, at least mean it, baby. ❞ angel all but purred, head tilting back some to look to alastor. bad timing, al, you caught the spider in a mood.

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            ⋆｡ ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ @gamblinkat 𝙖𝙨𝙠𝙚𝙙 ✦․⁺  ↳ ❝ " I think you've had enough. " husk to angel dust ❞

angel was indeed wobbling in his seat at the bar stool. another hard night filming meant another night going hard with the alcohol. husk had seemed fairly willing to keep serving angel drinks for a while, but it must've been when angel actually fell out of the seat that he decided it was cut off time.

still on the floor in a mess of limbs, angel actually whined at husk's words. somehow managing to pull himself up, angel rested his chin against the bar's countertop.

            ❝ huskyyyy ~ ya' can't do that ta' me ! the night . . . it's still young ! ❞ the spider cried, a pout on his lips as he reached for his glass that was promptly snatched away.

            ❝ lemme have some fun ! ❞