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No matter your size you deserve love, kindness, and recovery ❤️

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Reblog if you’re pro recovery because we love recovery, we’re just not ready for it

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fuck pcos i STILL can’t believe i gained almost 100 lbs in 6 months all bc of that and my silly thyroid

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i’m gonna start a separate insta profile for ed stuff plz give me people to follow (or if u wanna be mutuals on there drop the username) but plzzzz i need good ppl to follow for ed stuff

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life is good when im medicated

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Purging

Honestly, I went through a purging and binging phase when I was struggling freshman year...and I cannot warn people on here enough to AVOID PURGING!!

If it's laxatives or vomit, both will mess your body up for life! I used to vomit after every meal and even after doing it for only a week, my teeth and gums were disgusting!! I always brushed my teeth after and I've always had good hygiene, but the acid from your stomach can wreck your mouth in just a few days.

I used to be addicted to laxatives, the problem was I was in public high school and even after taking then the night before, the effects can last HOURS! I was always embarrassed to constantly be asking to use the bathroom every few minutes but it was that serious. They don't even help you lose weight unfortunately, just help with the mental idea that food is in you and you want it to not be there. They make you extremely dehydrated, so your body fights back by holding on to tons of water weight. I only saw the scale go up after that, no matter how disciplined I was.

Please please please listen to people when they tell you the dangers of purging! I can only try and keep people from doing it cause I can't change the fact I wish I never did it.

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oh yeah this would do numbers* on tumblr

*2 likes from beloved mutuals

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Reblog if you’re an atypical Ana and/or started with an obese BMI

And if you’re over 18 let’s be friends

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stepping on the scale expecting to be 10 lbs lower because i fasted for 24 hrs only to have gained 2 lbs of water weight: 🤡

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Daily reminder that if you pick on someone for how they eat i have the sniper ready and aimed at your house <3

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me and the followers i pulled by saying nothing and sharing other peoples pretty images

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REBLOG IF THIS RELATES TO YOU:

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Fuck an a4a buddy I need an almond mom

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day drinking is too fun

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i need someone to fast with so bad someone plz plz message me

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Hot girls don't support fatspø

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Reminder, there is no such thing as a wannar3xic UNLESS it’s a person faking an 3D who isn’t scared of the c@lories and is just doing it to impress people, but can easily go back to 3ating whatever whenever.

You are NOT a wannar3xic because you @te a little over your limit or you @te maintenance for a few days or b!nged. It causes you extreme fear, when normally food isn’t supposed to cause fear.

You tear yourself up when you go over your limit or when you b!nge, that’s because you have an 3D. You can’t help it. It’s a mental disorder.

Something I’ve learned when I was in recovery is the reason you b!nge is because your body kicks into survival mode when it thinks there’s no f00d around for you to survive, so it’ll grasp what it can to keep you alive. B!nging is NOT your fault. You don’t have to blame yourself even though it feels like it’s your fault. Your body is just trying to keep you alive. (The survival instinct is carried onto us from our ancestors back when humans had to fight to survive and hunt for their own f00d)

In conclusion, you are not a wannar3xic. If you eat under 1,200/day (or higher but do high amounts of exercise), you ARE sick (3D). Because extreme deficits is not a normal thing for the average person. For non-sick people, 1,200kc@ls is considered d@ngerously low.