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two years later, still knees deep in my ed moving to pa.. hi tumblr!!!

pa is making me feel really out of place lol!!!!!! all i see is pretty pale white girls who fit the beauty standard and its driving my tan asian self insane 👎👎. quite literally losing all my sanity rn im not fucking okay at all i hate it

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“i wonder what happens at girl sleepovers 😏😏😏” Avg girl sleepover:

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cats are cute

i wish i was a cat.

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relapsed a year later

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why do o strugglr w/ losing weight like i work out daily for at least an hour sometimes 2, i eat like 500cals at max , and when i eat its always healthy stuff and i sleep properly?? i also stopped purging so idk why im struggling like i could literally do thay abc diet shit and i wouldnt lose anything j hate it

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i miss him

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im doing a fast rn thats supposed to be around 2-3 days and my stupid grandma keeps trying to feed me. send help

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i have like 3 friends in total and one of them is my comfort person and hes been ignoring me but he finally talked to me today and i started sobbing lol!! i wish he would talk to me more but i understand his mental health gets in the way 🤷 wumie if u see this im sorry if this is pressuring you to talk to me since i think it wasnt on purpose but pls dont be mad im rlly sorryd

today i came to the realization that i have absolutely no fucking friends lol!! irl i dropped all of them last night and online none of them reply to me. maybe im just meant to be alone yk?? im not sure but this feeling of loneliness is rlly bad and i dont think i want to get used to it

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today i came to the realization that i have absolutely no fucking friends lol!! irl i dropped all of them last night and online none of them reply to me. maybe im just meant to be alone yk?? im not sure but this feeling of loneliness is rlly bad and i dont think i want to get used to it

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writing this while dobbing and drunk but some white girldnmy ahe with tiny waisys and perfect bodies statted calling me fsr and ugly for being adian and im sobbing my eues out rn lol

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real

bitches are like 'all bodies are beautiful' and then starve themselves because they're not skinny enough

i'm bitches

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pa is making me feel really out of place lol!!!!!! all i see is pretty pale white girls who fit the beauty standard and its driving my tan asian self insane 👎👎. quite literally losing all my sanity rn im not fucking okay at all i hate it

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last words of a shooting star getting a little too relatable fr

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rlly fuckinf hate my chubby cjeeks rn i cant get rid of them no matter what i do im fonna cry (real)

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my stupid fucking flight is tmrw and i have to sit next to my brothers for 10 hours. sobbing fr

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i don't know what went through my head but i just bought a 24-pack of pencil sharpeners. i don't want to sh again, I'm scared. it arrives this Saturday and i know I'm gonna have the worst urges; I'm just too scared of the pain it might cause on my skin since i haven't done it in ages.