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not to be dramatic but every joint in my body is hurting. i am not having fun
anyway how are you!
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i just read your poly!marauders fic and it might have hit more than i thought. not only was it realistic but it was written incredibly beautifully with the perfect comfort. it's definitely a fic i will re-read often, sending you lots of love flo !! 💗
thank you babe!! i'm glad you think so. i was a bit iffy about it when i finished it mainly because i wrote it based on my personal experience in the past so it means a lot to hear it resonated with you!! sending you lots of love right back 💗
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i adoreeee your writing and view of the marauders boys so much 💌💌 i want to read more fics with the same taste as you, so i was wondering who your favorite writers are? 🌷💐
thank you so much, lovely!! i don't read fics nearly as much as i used to but when i'm in the mood here are some of the lovely people i go to:
@colouredbyd - everything dalia writes is so unbelievably beautiful and most of her work is longer and incredibly emotional and heartfelt.
@yasministration - mina writes for sooo many different people and all are equally lovely. the concussions and interruptions au is the only harry fics i read because all the fics in that au are very sweet.
@crescenthistory - some of loveliest writing i have ever read has come from carina and i would very much recommend reading while we're both here if you haven't!!
@ellecdc - elle has a pretty huge library of incredible work and i've enjoyed everything that i've read by her soo much. also if i'm in the mood for a poly fic chances are i'm taking a scroll through elle's masterlists.
@prettydaisygirl - soo many wonderful james fics and fun au's. everything is written in such a lovely way while keeping her characterisation so incredible.
these are just a few of my faves and i'm thinking now i might put together a little fic rec post <3
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hiii!! i love your writing! i was wondering if i could request something with poly!marauders where reader is having a multiple-day episode where she just stays in bed and cries and can’t seem to do anything? i think that they would be good about trying to help her without pressuring her
i deal with that stuff especially in the summer and i think the hurt/comfort would be so cute
no pressure of course i know it’s kind of a heavy topic, have an amazing day!!
Hi, love! thank you for requesting <3 i hope this is the kind of thing you wanted
poly!marauders x fem!reader ✩ 1.9k words
cw; depression
The warmth of the room feels cruel, almost mocking. The air is heavy and stale from stillness and you know it’s because you haven’t summoned the will to get up and crack a window. Even the idea of moving feels like it would drain the last bit of strength you’re clinging to.
There’s guilt too, thick and low in your chest, compounding the numb weight that's settled over you. The boys – your boys – never signed up for this. For the version of you where everything feels unreachable, everything except the sadness. So you pushed them away.
Rationally, you know that only made things worse. But you’d convinced yourself you deserved the isolation. You remember how James’ face fell when you asked them to leave you alone – how it crumpled under the weight of helplessness. Remus and Sirius hadn’t looked any better, but they knew this territory. They've wandered it themselves, and maybe that’s why they didn’t protest.
You hate this version of yourself. You wonder if, with a little luck, your bones might fuse right here, locked in place so you'd never have to move again. You feel ridiculous. Small.
A wash of light spills into the room, startling you out of your thoughts. Remus stands in the doorway, silhouetted for a moment, then quietly walks in, a glass of water in his hand. He sits on the edge of the bed, folding one leg beneath him so he can face you. His free hand gently brushes your hair from your face.
“Hi, dove,” he murmurs.
“Hi,” you rasp back, your voice rough from disuse, the shadow of a smile tugging at your lips.
He smiles too. It’s soft and sad and not nearly as bright as usual. You must look a mess.
“Can you sit up and drink some of this for me, lovely girl?”
You shift, the scratch of sheets beneath you suddenly deafening in the quiet. Muscles ache and a dull throb passes through you from being still too long. But you sit up, slowly, the motion ungraceful and tired. Remus moves with you, steadying the glass so water doesn’t slosh over the sides as he hands it over, his hand warm at the back of your neck.
It tastes like nothing and everything. Cold and clean, cutting through the film in your mouth and the weight in your throat. You drink it all.
“Good girl,” he says quietly, just enough praise to feel like something, but not enough to make you shrink from it. His thumb brushes against your jaw before he leans back a little, giving you space but not going far.
“Y’know how Jamie bought enough bananas for all of Britain?” he begins, eyes flicking toward the window, where the curtains are drawn.
You hum a soft, “Mmhmm,” already imagining James’ sheepish grin and his arms bracketed by tote bags.
“Well,” Remus continues, a little more animated now, “they all went brown too quickly and he wouldn't let Sirius throw them out. Kept saying they shouldn’t be wasted.” He huffs a laugh under his breath. “So now we’ve got three loaves of banana bread. All of them with chocolate chips.’”
You don’t laugh, exactly. But your lips curve, not the ghost of a smile this time, but something real. Small and fragile. You look at him, and he’s watching you, something soft flickering in his eyes. Relief, maybe. Or hope.
You shift your legs beneath you.
“Did he burn them?” you ask, voice raspier than you'd like but steady enough.
Remus smiles again, eyes crinkling faintly at the corners. “Only one. Sirius keeps making fun of him for it.”
You sit with the empty glass in your lap for a minute after Remus finishes speaking, thumb tracing the rim slowly, quietly.
You swallow around a lump that isn’t quite sadness – more like uncertainty – before glancing up at Remus again. He doesn’t rush you. He never does. His hand is still resting loosely on your ankle, anchoring you without pressure.
“…Do you think,” you begin slowly, voice catching a little, “Do you think they’d mind if I came into the living room for a bit?”
His brow furrows, not from confusion but concern. “Mind?”
You look down at the duvet, picking at a loose thread. “Because I told them to go. And I know that was–it wasn’t really fair. I just didn’t know what else to do.” The words tumble out, half-formed. “Are they angry?”
There’s a pause. Then a warm weight settles next to you again, and Remus is reaching out to gently tilt your chin so you’ll look at him.
“They love you, I love you,” he says simply. “They’re not mad. They just want to be here for you, we all do.”
You nod slowly, still unsure, still wading through that murky middle ground between wanting comfort and fearing you don’t deserve it. But Remus smiles like it’s already decided, like the hardest part is already done.
“C’mon then,” he says, standing and offering you a hand.
You hesitate. Not because you don’t want to take it, but because your fingers feel clumsy and you’re half afraid you’ll fall apart if someone holds you too carefully. But you take his hand anyway, and he squeezes once, grounding you.
Remus walks close without crowding, letting your pace set the rhythm. When you pause outside the door, his hand slips from yours to rest lightly on the small of your back.
Inside, you hear Sirius grumbling something in French, followed by James groaning when he doesn’t understand. All of you have taken to learning little bits here and there with Sirius as your teacher.
It makes you smile.
You take a breath. Then another. And step inside.
The room is warm, in a different way to the bedroom. The afternoon light slants in golden through the half-open curtains. Sirius is sprawled sideways on the sofa, all long limbs and sleepy eyes, a blanket draped over one shoulder. James is sitting on the floor overlooking a notepad laid out on the coffee table.
The second they clock you in the doorway, everything stills.
Sirius sits up straighter, his eyes soft, cautious, like he’s afraid too sudden a move might scare you off. James blinks once, then straightens so fast it’s almost comical.
“Hey, sweetheart,” Sirius says gently, his voice quieter than usual but still unmistakably him.
And before your brain can talk you out of it, your feet are moving, bringing you to the sofa. You settle beside Sirius, tucking yourself gently into the crook of his arm.
He doesn’t say anything else. Just curls that arm around your shoulders and pulls you in, slow and careful, like you’re something precious and he’s terrified of cracking you open.
You close your eyes. It feels safer here. Warmer. Maybe you haven’t ruined everything after all.
You glance up at James, who’s still sitting there, looking like a very large puppy waiting for instructions. You can see him itching to ask, before he does.
“Do you want anything, angel? Cup of tea maybe?”
You let out a breathy little huff of air – something like a laugh. Sometimes, you think, James’ only desire in life is to make sure the people he loves most are well cared for and looked after. He does it well.
You give him the smallest of smiles. “Remus said you made banana bread?”
Sirius snorts beside you, the sound low and delighted. “Just here for the banana bread, you minx.” He presses a kiss to the crown of your head, tucking you in a little tighter.
You close your eyes as Sirius tightens his arm around your shoulders, pulling you a little closer, the warm pressure of his embrace a gentle weight that feels just shy of grounding you.
James’ voice cuts through the calm, light and teasing, “I’ll be right back, angel. You’re in for a treat.”
He disappears into the kitchen, and you hear the telltale scrape of the oven door opening, the soft clink of plates and the faint hum of him moving about, preparing. Sirius doesn’t speak at first, but you feel his gaze lingering on you. His thumb runs absent-mindedly along the edge of your arm, his fingers brushing against the soft fabric of your sleeve.
“It’s a good job you’re having some now,” he finally says, voice laced with an amused undertone, “I don’t think it’s going to last long. It’s his best yet.”
You blink at him, eyes heavy. “Really?”
“Mmhm,” he replies, the teasing lilt in his voice giving way to a touch of pride, “I told him so too.”
A small, genuine smile slips onto your face. You know what Sirius’ praise looks like, it’s usually a silly amount of kisses and a few cheeky comments.
As if on cue, Remus appears at the doorway, his frame lit by the soft, golden light filtering through the curtains. In his hand, he holds another glass of water, freshly refilled. You hadn’t even realized you were thirsty again, but as soon as you see it, the weight in your throat suddenly seems more pronounced.
“Here you go, dove,” he murmurs, crossing the room calmly and handing it off to you, his fingers brushing yours. He settles into the armchair across from the couch, his long legs folding beneath him.
You take it from him gratefully, bringing it to your lips. The coolness of it against your parched throat is a relief. You take a sip, and as the water slides down, the haze in your head clears just a fraction.
Sirius’s voice, now a little quieter, takes on that same careful, almost protective tone. “Let me hold it for you.”
Without a word, you pass the glass over to him. His fingers wrap around it securely, holding it in place as you rest against his side again. It’s the smallest of gestures, but it’s kind and sweet and entirely unnecessary.
James returns with a plate, steam still rising from the banana bread. The smell – rich and sweet with a hint of chocolate – hits you before you even see it. You sit up just enough to take in the sight of the loaf, golden and slightly uneven, with just the right amount of gooey chocolate chips poking through.
“There you go, love,” James says softly, his smile wide and boyish, as he holds the plate out to you. “Fresh out of the oven.”
You take a small piece, breaking off a chunk and bringing it to your mouth. The texture is perfect, soft yet just a little crumbly. It’s comforting.
“It’s really good, Jamie,” you say, the words slipping out before you can think to second-guess them.
James’ face lights up at the compliment, and you can’t help but notice the way his shoulders seem to relax a little, like your approval matters to him more than you even realized.
“I’m glad you like it,” he replies, a grin tugging at the corners of his mouth.
You laugh softly, the sound light and quiet in the stillness of the room. You feel a flutter of warmth in your chest at the ease with which they all care for you.
You take another bite of the banana bread, letting the sweetness melt on your tongue, and let yourself be. You know you’ll likely retreat again, but it’s nice to know they’ll be here no matter what.
masterlist <3
#flo'sfics#marauders au#marauders fics#marauders era#marauders fanfiction#poly!marauders x reader#poly!marauders x self insert#poly!marauders x you#poly!marauders x y/n#poly!marauders x fem!reader#poly!marauders#poly!marauders imagine#poly!marauders drabble#poly!marauders fic#sirius black x reader#remus lupin x reader#james potter x reader
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i have to take ziggy (my cat) to the vet tomorrow (for his annual vaccinations, he's fine) so i'm mentally preparing myself to feel so sorry for him because 1 he hates the car and 2 last time he screamed down the vets and he doesn't know it's all for his own good
#maybe he just hate my driving and not the car#we may never know#he's gonna get so many treats and so much love tomorrow#flo's thoughts
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gorgeous new theme baby!!
ah! thank you, my love!!
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love the new theme, it’s so pretty!
when can we await a new fic? And which one if you want to tell
thank you, lovely!! <3
a new fic should be tomorrow! i have a few things that are nearly finished/just need editing, but i think it'll be a poly!marauders x fem!reader drabble i get done first
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THE NEW THEME IS GORGEOUSSS
AHH THANK YOU THANK YOU
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new theme???? IT'S EATING, FLO🔥🔥
AHHH! thank you, babe!! <3
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flooo
could you pretty please tell us for which kind of story the question about series or one shot is?
okay okay!
so i got a request for a summer camp au with sirius and reader as camp counselors and the vibe is frenemies to lovers, they're very irritated by each other because they're total opposites and all that fun stuff
and i got very inspired because it's been so warm where i live so my outlined plan for the fic has like a million things i'd like to include
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quick question:
would you prefer a (probably) 3 part series with each part 3-5k words or a 10k+ word one shot.
#help me please I can't decide#i'm like 4k words into writing a sirius fic#and i feel like it could be more detailed if it's a mini series#but i want to know what you prefer#flo's thoughts
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may i request a poly!wolfstar x reader where the reader adopts a cat without telling them? fluff please
thanks for requesting, love! <3
poly!wolfstar x reader who adopts a kitten ✩ 1.5k words
"You can’t be angry with me."
You catch both of your boyfriends just as they’re stepping into the flat. The door stands wide open behind them, letting a gentle breeze curl through the too-small entryway.
Remus’ shoulders rise, almost imperceptibly, as tension begins to gather between his brows. He sets his shopping bag down slowly, eyes scanning your face cautiously.
“Dove,” he starts, voice soft. “Why would we be–”
“I just need you to promise you won’t be miffed before I tell you,” you cut in quickly, holding up your hands.
Behind him, Sirius makes a sound that’s halfway between a click of the tongue and a sigh. He shakes his head in faux disappointment, and a few strands of hair tumble free from the bun he’s scraped it into. It curls around his cheekbones and he doesn’t bother brushing them away.
You glance at him, your usual partner in crime – the one who folds under a pout and melts under a well-timed smile.
But not today.
The second your eyes meet his, he groans and tilts his head back toward the ceiling, as if trying to avoid being lured in by you.
“Oh my god,” he drawls, voice thick with mock exasperation. “What have you done this time?”
“Nothing bad!” you reassure him, maybe a bit too quickly.
Remus exhales through his nose and steps forward, calm and deliberate. “Can we please have this conversation inside?” he murmurs, gently placing a guiding hand on the small of your back as he nudges everyone away from the cold and toward the warmth of the flat.
The three of you drift into the living room. Remus moves with you, all soft hands and gentle touches. Sirius hangs back, arms crossed now, the tilt of his head saying I’m watching you.
You angle your body towards the hallway, intent on slipping off towards the spare room. Maybe it’d be easier to just show them, you think.
But you don’t make it two steps before Sirius catches on.
His hand clamps gently but firmly down on your shoulder. Not rough, not angry, but there’s no mistaking the intention behind it.
You're turned around before you can say a word, and Sirius plants himself right in front of you, eyes narrowed with mock authority and a little too much amusement for your liking.
“Start talking, trouble.”
You open your mouth, then close it again. Sirius’s expectant stare makes the words feel heavier, like they’re all tangled inside your throat. You start, haltingly at first.
“Well, it’s just–um–okay, so, you know how I said I wanted to get a pet? And we’ve been talking about it on and off for ages, but I wasn’t sure if you would be–”
“Dove,” Remus interrupts gently, his hand reaching out to still your restless fingers trying to calm the panic that's spilled into your voice, “just breathe. We’re not angry. We just want to know what's going on.”
You nod quickly, swallowing hard, the words still darting away from you. “It’s not what you think. I mean, it is, but it’s not like I–” You trail off, exhaling nervously.
Sirius sighs, running a hand over his hair. “You’re killing me here, doll. Can you just say whatever it is? Please?”
You feel yourself flush and without another word, you turn on your heel and start walking down the hallway, shoulders slightly hunched.
“Baby, where are you going?” Sirius calls out, voice soft but laced with exasperation.
You don’t answer Sirius and just lift your hand in a vague “wait” motion as you shuffle down the hallway, heart hammering away in your chest.
You hear the soft creak of the sofa as Remus sinks down into it and the familiar thudding of Sirius pacing across the rug. There's some low murmuring that for the most part sounds light and teasing. The sound releases some of the worry gripping your chest.
You disappear into the spare room for a moment. There’s a beat of silence.
Then the softest sound, a muffled mrrp.
And another, louder this time, Mrrrrow!
You return a moment later, carefully cradling a tiny black and white kitten against your chest. The cat is all oversized ears and twitchy little whiskers, with a splotch of ink-dark fur right over one eye and the kind of round, sleepy face that could melt even the coldest heart.
Not that your boyfriends are particularly known for their coldness. Thankfully.
Sirius stops pacing mid-step. His whole body sort of freezes as he takes in the image of you holding this tiny kitten. You watch the way he softens, as his eyes sweep over you.
“What the fuck?” he breathes, eyes wide and unguarded. He’s already walking towards you before he even realises it. “You didn’t say it was cute.”
You press your lips together in a barely restrained smile as the cat blinks up at him, completely unbothered, then noses into your arm like she’s settling in for a nap.
“I did say it wasn’t bad,” you offer meekly, while trying to see around Sirius to gauge Remus’ reaction. His silence is concerning.
Sirius gives a delighted little huff as he gently scratches under the kitten’s chin. “Hello, darling,” he coos, his voice turned embarrassingly soft. “Aren’t you just–bloody hell, look at you. Rem, look at her.”
You glance over at Remus, who is still seated on the couch, his expression unreadable. He’s got that pinched, thoughtful line between his brows that’s usually a telltale sign his thoughts are running at a mile a minute.
“She’s small,” he says at last, which is neither a compliment nor a complaint.
He’s still sitting on the couch, long fingers laced together between his knees, watching everything unfold with an expression that's far too neutral.
“She’s really small,” he says again, when you don't respond.
You raise an eyebrow at him, slowly lowering the kitten to the floor. She gives a soft, confused chirp at the movement, but doesn’t protest much.
“She’s healthy. Just little,” you say, tone gentle, coaxing. “She was the runt. The rescue said nobody else wanted her.”
Remus’s mouth tightens minutely, and you can see the way that gets under his skin. Predictably. Of course it does. He’s always been softest for the ones no one else picks.
You’re already padding across the room toward him, ready to reach for him as if your touch can do all the convincing for you. Sirius just watches on, but it’s obvious he’s already convinced by this new addition by the way he keeps looking down at the cat, eyes full of affection.
“I didn’t do it just to be impulsive,” you say. “I saw her when I was walking by and when I went in she came straight to me and I just–Remus, I couldn’t just leave her. She picked me.”
One of his eyebrows arches with the barest hint of skepticism. “Did she?”
You’re almost in front of him now. Your hand is halfway out, about to reach for his, when there’s a sudden, high-pitched mew at his feet.
Remus blinks down.
The kitten has followed you, trotted right up to where he’s sitting and is now circling his legs with a soft purr and a flick of her tiny tail. She mews again, louder this time, and then rises slightly on her hind legs, placing one little paw on the denim of his knee.
Your breath catches, and you can feel Sirius trying not to laugh behind you.
Remus’s brows draw together, not in frustration but puzzlement. He hesitates for a second, then reaches down – slow and careful – and curls one large hand under the kitten’s belly.
She makes a triumphant little chirp as he lifts her into his lap.
And Remus softens.
His shoulders relax, mouth easing out of its tight line as he carefully adjusts the tiny body, letting her settle against the crease of his arm. She stretches, gives a tiny sigh, and begins to purr loudly.
He looks down at her, then up at you, and something in his face shifts. All of his features become warmer and softer.
“Oh,” he says, barely more than a breath as he looks back down. “You are very sweet.”
Before you can say anything, a rough arm slings around your shoulders, and Sirius is suddenly there, pulling you close against his side.
“You’re such a little shit,” he says cheerfully, voice full of admiration disguised as complaint. And then he presses a big, obnoxious kiss to your cheek, loud and messy.
You laugh, trying and failing to squirm away. “Sirius!”
“Don’t Sirius me. You knew this would happen,” he says, nuzzling your temple with affection. “You walked in here with that face and a sob story about being ‘the runt,’ and you knew he’d fold like a wet paper towel.”
“I didn’t know,” you protest – but you’re smiling, warmth blooming in your chest. “I just had my suspicions.”
masterlist <3
#flo'sfics#marauders au#marauders fics#marauders era#marauders fanfiction#poly!wolfstar x reader#poly!wolfstar x y/n#poly!wolfstar x you#poly!wolfstar#poly!wolfstar imagine#poly!wolfstar fluff#poly!wolfstar drabble#poly!wolfstar fic#sirius black x reader#remus lupin x reader
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my laptop thinks tumble isn't a word i would use anymore
tumblr infects everything ig
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i'm not accepting any new requests for a little bit!
I have quite a few to catch up with in my inbox, but i imagine in a week or so i should be caught up again and happy to receive new ones! <3
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hi I’m the anon with the Malfoy thing! I guess that makes sense, dismal. I’m not English, so that’s why I didn’t get it because I didn’t know dismal is a word haha. I read it as dis (as in this) malfoy (just with the last letters mixed)
haha! that's so understandable, i haven't been able to stop reading it as dis malfoy since and i find it really amusing that i just hadn't noticed it before
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i'm probably gonna be a bit slower with posting any work for the next week or so
the good news is that i'm thinking about barista!remus today so
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hi love! How are you doing? Just wondering if I could ask for a tip. Okay so, there’s this boy in my class, and we’re friends. Like close friends, even now, during summer break, we stay up all night talking about anything, really. He’s kind of the perfect guy? Considerate, sensible, funny, smart… and even if he’s not exactly my type, I find myself enjoying his company a lot. All of our friends say we should date already (literally placed bets on when it’s gonna happen) and I’m pretty sure he has some kind of feelings for me. I’ve been denying for the past two years that we were ever gonna end up together, but lately as we interact more and more often I can’t help but think “what if we were in a relationship now?” And I find myself not really minding the idea. What do you think I should do??
(Also, sorry if there’s some mistake but English is not my first language 😗)
omg hi alex!! in my opinion, i think the best thing to do would be to talk to him about how you're feeling. i know that can be super scary but it sounds as though you guys are pretty good friends and i think for the most part a friend should never hold that kind of thing against you. in my personal experience, my ex and i were friends before we got together and i don't think anything would've happened between us if i didn't build up the courage to talk to them about it. I also think that most of the time it's pretty obvious when someone fancies someone else, so you're probably right about that. i think its also important that you evaluate your own feelings and figure out if it's something you truly want!
also remember that this is just how i see it from the limited information i have but thats what i would do in your situation <3
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