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I’m bitches

bitches are like 'all bodies are beautiful' and then starve themselves because they're not skinny enough

i'm bitches

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a special and big thank you to an4 tumblr for being my safe place

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Cal intake for the past 2 days

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Back on my ana sh!t

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I just realised I have over 100 followers 👀

Love u all sm ❤️

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I used to be so skinny 🫠 my 2015-2016 era (don’t have any other pics until recent now haha)

Want this body back so much! 🥰

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Didn’t make it under 80kg cause my binge eating got me ☠️

BUT IM DOWN TO 83kg! Goal is to get to 75kg be the end of April

I’m down to 85kg! I’m so happy 🎉

Just gotta keep it up, if I’m not under 80kg by April I’m gonna permanently sleep

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I spent last week binging and not tracking my cals 😭

At least I maintained my weight though

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I’m down to 85kg! I’m so happy 🎉

Just gotta keep it up, if I’m not under 80kg by April I’m gonna permanently sleep

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24 hr fast!

So happy I did it!

I did have to snack on some cucumber tho earlier because I was literally about to pass out (thanks period 🩸)

But it was only 10 cals so it doesn’t count as breaking my fast! 😊😊

Made the best roast dinner tho, only 345 calories! If only I could distract myself until bed time so I don’t eat anything else 😒

Hopefully I’ll lose 4 stone in no time! ❤️

Happy Sunday everyone! 🖤

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Omg maybe that’s why the last time I had edibles they didn’t really do anything 👀

Even more reason to lose weight now

So I learned in my drugs and poisons class that when you’re overweight and taking any drugs (drug = any medicine or street drug), the drugs will get stored in your fat. (Look it up if you don’t believe me) But anyways, when you lose weight, the drugs can all get released from your fat at once which can be very bad obviously. And if you’re overweight and taking a drug you prob won’t get the full effect than if you were at a healthy weight.

I don’t really know what to do with this information, but I thought it might be helpful to people who are overweight (including myself). If you’re on any medications and are losing weight after being overweight, be aware that you might feel all the effects from a drugs you’ve been taking more intensely.

Okay that’s it byeee

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The girls that get it, get it

Weed strains are like "smells of banana with a slightly nutty note" my brother in christ it smells like weed

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Jumped on the scales today even tho I’m bloated af.

Down to 87kg tho 😊 bloat included!

Can’t wait to see how much I weigh after my period ❤️

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I binged today at my lil cousins birthday.

And I’m on my period.

I don’t know if I’m so bloated because I’ve stuffed my face so much or because I’m shedding my uterus 🩸

I must’ve had >2000 cals today. But idk maybe less 🤔 I tend to overestimate the calories in what I eat 🤷🏼‍♀️

Either way I feel like shit tho.

How do you cope if you binge? I haven’t eaten anything else today plus somehow achieved over 30 active minutes according to my Fitbit 👀

Feel like a failure.

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I’ve just been called out by Fabulous 👀 like I have an ed I certainly don’t want to be making breakfast 😅

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Anyone have any tips for successfully completing a 24 hr fast?

I used to be able to do it but now I can’t stop eating 😭

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How do I stop obsessing over someone who’s clearly not interested in me?