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getting my yearning surgically removed tomorrow

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Marina in Forget (2014) // Marina in Everybody Knows I’m Sad (2025)

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more people with the same first name should date. i want to study the linguistical influence

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✨SPIN THE WHEEL TO GET YOUR CHARACTER✨

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a lot of things get on my nerves. im constantly annoyed. and i also have a deep love of humanity and the world but everything is really annoying

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honestly what the hell are you supposed to do. is my question

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I spent months with back pain and I blamed my boobs, so I decided to get a reduction. Like, I already wanted it but that pain cemented my decision. I researched doctors and clinics and prices.

And then I start taking vitamin d and the pain vanishes.

So it wasn’t my chest, it was just my terrible diet and aversion to the sun. Amazing. (I still want a breast reduction though).

Insane how I don’t realize how much better I feel until I start feeling worse again

After about 1 month of 4000iu vitamin d, I halved it for a week and my bone/joint pain returned immediately in the same intensity as before. Fatigue and dizziness too but it was less severe.

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Insane how I don’t realize how much better I feel until I start feeling worse again

After about 1 month of 4000iu vitamin d, I halved it for a week and my bone/joint pain returned immediately in the same intensity as before. Fatigue and dizziness too but it was less severe.

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I feel like Spotify is trying to tell me something

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THE LOVE WITCH (2016) dir. Anna Biller

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Donate!!!!!! Boost!!!!!

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This paralogue was old but I only played it about two months ago, and now we got more mother-daughter content from them.

I’m really happy about the direction they took. Tharja was a well developed character in Awakening, but for the most part of Heroes she became almost a caricature of herself with her personality only revolving around Robin (and yes, that’s part of her personality but not all of it). So for them to finally include her relationship with her daughter, not centring on Robin at all, is amazing.

Besides, the forging bonds convos kinda put an end to those comments about her being a terrible mother (grouping her with Sonia or Garon) by reminding everybody that her future self was the one who wasn’t too good (and yet the one who gave her life for Noire during the war), and that the one we know isn’t the same/tries to be better.

Maybe she’ll forever be considered a fanservice character (and I mean just look how many alts she has), but at least she’s getting some more development about 12 years after her first appearance. (Also I love Noire a lot so I’ll never complain about her).

(There were so many good instances but I liked this convo the most). Anyway I love how Tharja is covering with her tome like in Awakening’s portraits (because every other alt of her is kind of too revealing and you can see it in here ninja alt in this same post which imo I think it’s the worst one), and I love they made her outfit to match Noire’s rather than the opposite. I love them <3

Why don’t you kill me instead?

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It’s been ages since I wrote a review of an album I liked (I don’t think I did this to adiaml) but since P.o.P hasn’t stopped playing in my house since it came out, I’ll rank the songs and write my thoughts. Then I’ll come back in a few months to see if I think the same <3

🥇Adult Girl: It became my favourite the moment I listened to it (much like Flowers in the last album). It gave me an indescribable feeling that left me numb for a moment, and then I shed some tears. It’s visceral and poignant, and I love the throwbacks to Elect Heart. The music being basically only piano makes it feel more vulnerable.

🥈Hello Kitty: It’s cringe and it’s beautiful. The melody contrasts with the lyrics, but I love it when that happens (Sanhora taught me well). It’s fun and camp, and I’ll never not like Marina whispering “but you must like cats.” I know it’s very polarizing, but I’m in the camp that says it’s a great song.

🥉Metallic Stallion: By the title alone I didn’t think I was going to like this one, but it resonated with me. It’s melancholic and strong and gives you that feeling of ‘why not me?’ and I’ve always been drawn to those kinds of songs. It’s hits too close to home in some instances and that’s why I can’t say much about this one. I feel this one is very Froot-y so that may be another reason why I like it a lot.

🏅Cuntissimo: I loved it from the moment I first listened to it (and the MV was an extra). I don’t have much to say about this one other than it’s amazing (and I still say Yolo as a joke btw).

Everybody Knows I’m Sad: Together with Adult girl, it feels too personal; and as a huge enjoyer of ‘Happy Loner’ it makes me have mixed feelings. I guess it’s sort of eye-opening too. I love the upbeat melody and the contrast too. The only reason it isn’t before Cuntissimo is because there’s a sound in the song (a clatter) that I thought was in my house and drove me crazy for like half a day.

Princess of Power: This one needed a few listens for me to enjoy it as much as I do now, but since the beginning, I appreciated how nice the lyrics were. Marina’s voice here is lovely (probably one of the songs in which I appreciate it the most).

Digital Fantasy: This one reminded me of TQG by Shakira (lyrics only), and certain parts of the song were also very relatable (and they made their way to my blog). The melody reminds me of some of her past works. Overall it feels a bit generic though.

Je ne sais quoi: It’s very catchy (probably the one I’ve been singing the most), but I really don’t have much to say about this one other than the music is kind of sexy. I may need to listen to it a few more times.

I <3 you: It grew on me after many listens and after the MV. I thought it’d be one of my favourites because of the name (this happened with JNSQ too), but unfortunately, I couldn’t connect with it a lot. However, since it’s been growing on me slowly, I think it may go up.

Butterfly: I believe I got tired of this one and Cupid’s girl because I listened to them too much before the album dropped, so I may need to give them some time. I did however like it a lot when it first came out. The lyrics reveal what the whole album is about, so it was a wise choice to have it as the first single (even if many people don’t like it).

Cupid’s Girl: Out of the three singles it’s my least favourite, but I also like how catchy it is. I love the bridge, but that’s true of most of Marina’s songs so it’s nothing new.

Final Boss: It’s a nice ending to the album but I’ll admit I never pay much attention to it because it comes after Adult Girl. Perhaps once I start shuffling the songs I may like it more.

Rollercoaster: It’s truly my New America—I simply cannot get to like it. From other people’s opinions, it’s a fan favourite, but I find it kind of meh. I honestly don’t think I’ll ever love it, but this may go two ways: I never like it and I skip it always (like New America) or I become neutral to it in a way I don’t think much about it and won’t skip it but also won’t add it to any of my lists (like Superstar or Obsessions).

Overall, this album feels like it brings back the best of all her past works (not only of the first 3) but it mixes it with 70’s vibes, and I don’t know if I like it more than Froot, but it’s definitely in my top 3 for now.

I’ve liked Marina for a while now (I believe I started listening to her religiously until 2016) and I’m surprised how much I connect with her music no matter what kind of songs she makes. It’s as if she always has the right words for what I feel. Now let’s pray I can go see her one day 🫶🏻