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Snowbaz Social Media AU

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“I’m so full of power, I feel like I can see without opening my eyes. Like I could go nova if I wanted to and have my own galaxy. Is this what it’s like to be Simon Snow?”

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if any of you lovely people have snowbaz fic recs please send some my way! heck send yours if you want i just need more snowbaz u feel

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wormhole for the ask meme thing!

Wormhole: What’s something you wish would happen, but know won’t?Dude I wish I could go back to my freshman year in uni. Make better choices ask meme thing!

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Send a space thing for questions

Planets: Life

Mercury: What’s your full name? 

Venus: What’s your first language? 

Earth: Where’s your home? 

Mars: What’s your sexuality? 

Jupiter: Do you have any siblings? 

Saturn: Any pets? 

Uranus: What’s your hobby? 

Neptune: When’s your birthday? 

Pluto: What time is it right now where you are? 

Moon: What are you currently studying/hope to study? 

Stars: Experiences

Sun: Have you ever had alcohol? 

Sirius: Have you ever failed a class? 

Rigel: Have you ever gone on a rollercoaster? 

Deneb: Have you ever been out of your home country? 

Arcturus: Have you cried out of something other than sadness? 

Betelgeuse: What’s something you can never forget about? 

Aldebaran: What’s something you care desperately about? 

Canopus: Have you ever broken a bone? 

Bellatrix: Have you ever been forced to lie/keep a secret? 

Alphard: Have you ever lost a friend?

Vega: What’s something you’ve done that you wish you hadn’t? 

Constellations: Favourites

Centaurus: Favourite holiday?

Orion: Favourite month?

Cassiopeia: Favourite book?

Delphinus: Favourite study?

Hercules: Favourite instrument?

Gemini: Favourite song?

Pegasus: Favourite place to be?

Libra: Favourite colour? 

Phoenix: Favourite thing to wear?

Aries: Favourite movie? 

Cygnus: Favourite weather? 

Hydra: Favourite sound? 

Galaxies: Love/Friends  

Milky Way: Who’s your oldest friend?  

Andromeda: Do you consider yourself social? 

Black Eye Galaxy: Do you believe in love at first sight? 

Cartwheel Galaxy: When was your first kiss? 

Cigar Galaxy: How’s your flirting skills? 

Comet Galaxy: Have you ever had to leave a relationship because someone changed too much? 

Pinwheel Galaxy: Would you date the last person you talked to? 

Sombrero Galaxy: Do you have a crush right now? 

Bode’s Galaxy: Have you ever had a secret admirer? 

Sunflower Galaxy: Would you date/make friends with someone out of pity? 

Tadpole Galaxy: Would you deny a relationship/friendship? 

Whirlpool Galaxy: Have you ever cried over a breakup? 

Other stuff: Wishes 

Comet: What’s your big dream? 

Asteroid: What does your dream life look like? 

Meteor: What’s something you wish you could tell, but can’t? 

Nebula: If you could undo one thing in your life, what would it be? 

Shooting Star: If you could bring back one thing, what would it be? 

Pulsar: What do you hope to do in the next 10 years? 

Supernova: What’s one thing you want to do before you die? 

Quasar: If you could spend the rest of your life with only one person, who would it be? 

Wormhole: What’s something you wish would happen, but know won’t? 

Black Hole: What’s the last thing you want to see? 

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if ur sad do not fear friend i am sending puppies to help u

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Ahh I can't believe it's over! Feda was a great opportunity to start writing, and I'm so glad I participated. Granted I only posted like a week's worth of fics and then stopped lmao but I truly had a lot of fun :) Also, thank you to all the people who liked/reblogged them! As a newbie in fic writing, it meant the world to me. I will surely continue writing, but I'll take more time in them.

DAY 30 (!!!!)

FEDA IS OFFICIALLY OVER–i mean obviously not until you post –BUT IT’S OVER AND WE SURVIVED AND WROTE SO MUCH I’M SO PROUD OF Y’ALL

🎉🎉🎉 it doesn’t matter if you wrote 1 day or all 30 because you did it! 🎉🎉🎉

see you next april!!

-katie

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something just like this

for day 24 of @snowbaz-feda!!

length: 488

genre(s): fluff

triggers/warnings: none

simon proposes during a random walk in the park

Baz

Snow sees them first.

He tugs on my sleeve, and I slap his hand away. (The suit is new, and I don’t need him getting it dirty.) He tugs again, more insistently this time, and I finally give him my full attention.

I look up, and there’s an old couple standing next to a tree, snogging furiously. Simon sniggers and I flush. “Why are you watching them?” I hiss, “you’re being a bloody pervert!”

“Do you reckon they’ve been together a while?” he asks, sounding wistful.

I angle my body away from the couple and snort. “Why are you so obsessed with them? Do you think that’s going to be us someday?”

Simon

I bend down, and wait for Baz to turn around. The box is still back at the flat–I hadn’t planned to do this tonight–but I think the whole “down on one knee” thing will get the message across.

“Snow, what the fuck are you doing?”

“I want that,” I say, “I want to be your terrible husband.” For a moment Baz looks like he might cry, and then like he wants to attack. Or kiss me. I still haven’t quite figured out the difference between those two. But he’s definitely sneering now, only it seems gentler somehow. Like he’s trying not to giggle at the same time.

“I can’t believe you actually proposed like that,” Baz says, and he sounds exasperated and his voice is shaking and it’s making me nervous.

I shrug, and that seems to do something to Baz because he’s got tears running down his cheeks and he’s looking at me like I’m the sun.

Baz

If my 15-year-old self could see what was happening to me at 25, he’d probably think it was a trick. Some sort of spell to play with his mind, make him see his deepest fantasies. Because truthfully, I wanted this almost as much as the kisses and blood; those were just easier to imagine.

I crouch down in front of Simon, and take his face in my hands. My face is so close to his that he starts to go cross-eyed, like he’s refusing to shut them for even a second. I press my lips to his softly, trying to convey everything I’m feeling in this moment into one kiss.

He kisses me back and it’s so good, just like always. I’m vaguely aware of the fact that the couple from earlier is probably still doing the same thing not too far away, but then Simon does that thing with his chin, and I melt.

He breaks the kiss. “So, is that a yes?”

“Crowley, you really are thick,” I laugh. Snow frowns and shoves my arm. I use his moment of distraction as an opportunity to catch his chin with my finger and kiss him again, trying–and probably failing–to show him how I feel.

“Yes, Simon,” I say, “ Yes, I’ll be your terrible husband.”

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My Silent Pleas - Chapter 1 (3.1k)

It’s HERE! Chapter 1! Thank you all for the amazing comments and support on my PROLOGUE!

So now I present you with Chapter 1! Enjoy (:

Preview:

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It had been a week into the semester of Simon’s seventh year at Watford, and he had already been dozing off in the middle of class. Miss Possibelf had tasked the class with reading through an old textbook on the basics of communication spells and taking notes over the process. But Simon had not slept properly the night before. Baz had stayed out of the room for most of the night, and Simon couldn’t let himself fall asleep until Baz had come back. He felt vulnerable whenever he fell asleep first, like Baz could attack him in his sleep at any moment. And finally at 3am, when Baz had come back to the room and Simon made sure he had fallen asleep, he let himself sleep as well. Only for his alarm to wake him up three hours later.

“Psst, Simon,” Penny whispered next to him. She nudged him in the side, and he opened his eyes. “Wake up.”

“Wha? I’m not sleeping,” he whispered back, but his voice was groggy, and there were dark circles forming under his eyes.

“You can’t fool me. You have got to start sleeping at night, Simon.”

Simon frowned at her and rested his chin on his elbow. “I can’t sleep, Penny. And you know why.”

Penny tsk’d him. “Baz is not plotting to kill you, Simon. If he was, he would have done so already.”

Find the rest on AO3. -Read the Prologue.

Shoutout to my lovelies:

@baz-n-simon for being my amazing beta! @dancingwdinosaurs for reasons (:

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Is this real?

Simon gets the surprise of his life when his roommate, Baz, asks him to pretend to be his boyfriend. Everything is going according to plan until the line of what’s real and what isn’t starts to blur, and they both have to make a decision.

For @snowbaz-feda

Also many thanks to @eroticgropefest for the beta!!

[Part 1] [Part 2] [Part 3] [Part 4] [Part 5] [Part 6] [Part 7]

Part 1 - We have a deal

Simon

It’s late, and I’m trying to do my homework when Baz starts staring at me from his bed. I try to ignore it, but after a full minute I look up at him.

“Look Snow…” he starts the moment our eyes meet “I need to ask you something.” The way he’s looking at me, like he’s nervous, makes me start fidgeting in my seat. I don’t think I’ve ever seen him like this.

“I need you to date me” he says with a more determined expression now, ”I’ll give you whatever you want, money is not a problem, I’m desperate, Snow.”

I drop my pencil. Has he been smoking? ”Uh…what?” I give him a strange look. ”Are you feeling alright Baz?”

He takes a deep breath before saying, “For Crowley’s sake, I’m serious.”

He’s serious. I can see it in his face, so I start laughing because this is ridiculous. What could possibly make him ask me this? He really must be desperate.

“Stop laughing.” Baz says, looking really annoyed.

“You can’t possibly think that I’m gonna fall for that.” He’s serious, but he’s probably plotting something against me. If he just needed someone to date I know he could find someone more than happy to do it.

“Look…I have my reasons. Will you do it or not?”

“You hate me, how could anyone believe this?”

“Oh, they will, not everyone is as thick as you are. Besides, you keep crying about how broke you are, so I’m offering you a way to get money for college.”

He’s an ass, why does he always have to talk like he’s insulting me? The thing is, I do need the money. I want to go to college and share a flat with Penny, but to be able to afford it, I would need to find one, or even two, jobs.

“Say we do this…how much will you give me?”

He looks at me like we’re playing a game and he’s calculating his next move. “I’ll pay you a whole year of college.“

What he’s offering is quite a lot of money, but at the same time, he’s loaded. How desperate is he for me to accept this? “Two years of college.”

“Don’t push it, Snow.”

“Then, no. I don’t accept it” I say simply, and start to stand up.

“Wait. Sit down.” He tells me, so I sit down in my own bed, staring at him “Final offer then. I will pay your whole college if you pretend to be my boyfriend for our remaining year at Watford.”

I know that I’m about to make a deal with the devil, but this is too good to say no. “Fine, we have a deal.”

“No one, including Penny, can know that this isn’t real, got it?” He adds.

“Got it.” I tell him, and he fucking smirks, the bastard. I’m so going to regret this.

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Simon: Baz, why didn't you tell me in first year that you were a vampire?

Baz: Simon, I literally told you when we met that I was a very sharp guy.

Simon: ...Shit, you're right.

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did you stop with the Every heartbeat, every exhale? q.q

Hi friend! Actually, I'm in the process of rewriting it (I couldn't stand the way I wrote lol) so don't worry :)

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“I want to be your terrible boyfriend,”  he says. “If you want to.” I kiss him until our lips are sore, silently sounding a “yes”. He holds himself up on all fours and makes me reach for him. And I do. And I would again. I’d cross every line for him. Because I love him. (x)

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Chapter 61 Simon POV

If Baz thinks I’m ever letting him go, he’s wrong. I like him like this. Under my thumb. Under my hands. Not off plotting and scheming and talking to vampires. I’ve got you now, I think. I’ve finally got you where I want you.

-Carry on by Rainbow Rowell

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broken glass

for day 18 of @snowbaz-feda!!

length: 817

genre(s): angst+implied smut

triggers/warnings: none

baz comes back months after he and simon have broken up

a/n: thanks @cherryonsimon for the beta even tho u CALLED ME OUT 😂

Simon

The wood is cold on my bare feet as I stand on my porch. I pull my jacket tighter around me; it’s unseasonably warm for November, but there’s still enough of a chill to make me wish I was wearing shoes. I can’t make myself go back inside right now, not when Baz’s car is pulling up my drive for the first time in months.

I’ve thought about this moment every day since he’d left, but now it’s happening and I have no idea how to feel. My stomach drops as the door to the driver’s side opens and Baz climbs out. His hair is longer, loose around his shoulders, and I want to run to him, snog him senseless and tangle my fingers in his hair and tell him it’s okay, everything’s okay now because he’s back and we can–

But we can’t.

He’s never been to this place, this cabin I’d bought when we broke up. Penny’d thought I’d gone mad, but between her moving to America and Baz leaving me I couldn’t stand to stay in that flat any longer. To stay in the city. So I left.

The sight of Baz walking towards my front door makes me want to run away, but I just step aside and let him in.

It’s terrifying how much I want him to kiss me hello.

I look up at the stars, hoping they’ll give me some sort of answer; but then Baz clears his throat and I shut the door.

“Snow,” he says and I feel like I’ve disappointed him somehow. Even more so as he runs a fingertip across the mantle and raises one perfect eyebrow as it comes away covered in dust. He flicks it away and we both watch as it floats gently to the floor.

I don’t know which one of us moves first, but my back hits the wall and he’s kissing me, hard enough to bruise; his nails are digging into my arms and it hurts, but I don’t want him to stop because this makes it feel real.

Baz

I can see the bruises already starting to form on his skin and it fills me with a sick, twisted pleasure that would’ve terrified me six months ago.

Now I embrace it.

I shove my knee between his legs and I can feel him growing hard against my thigh. It’s so familiar, drawing up memories of steamy nights and lazy mornings; I almost have to stop because it’s too much, this is too much, but I don’t and he lets me turn him around. I yank his trackies down and he’s not wearing anything under, and I’m undoing my flies, and shoving my pants to my knees, and he spreads his legs, and my mouth goes dry.

I step back to kick my trousers off fully and my wand clatters to the floor. I snatch it up and whisper the spell I haven’t used on another person in months. With one hand I hold him against the wall and I guide the other to the small of his back, running it down until I’m cupping his arse. I slip two fingers inside, feeling him clench around me and it’s intoxicating.

His neck is tantalizingly close and it’s so tempting to just inch my head forward and bite.

I could do it. I could turn him right now and no one could stop me. Not Bunce, Not Wellbelove, and definitely not Snow, helpless underneath me as he is. Snow whimpers, and I make a decision.

I dip my head and kiss the twin scars on his shoulder blades. He shudders underneath me and I lick one, running my tongue along the ruined flesh. At the same time, I crook my fingers; he fucking whimpers and I swear the sound makes me harder. I want to ruin the rest of him.

I want to run away and never look back, and I want to fuck him so hard that the both of us forget the past few months, and I want to leave, and I don’t, and he’s gasping my name so I pull my fingers out and drag my other hand down his back, letting my nails scrape his skin and watching as red lines bloom underneath my fingertips.

* * *

“I’m not back,” I say afterwards, as I climb into his bed, and Snow just nods.

“I’m not back,” I repeat as I tug on his arm until it’s wrapped around me.

“I’m not back,” I insist as I let Simon pull me closer and even I’m not convinced by my own words this time.

“Goodnight, Baz,” he murmurs and I let him stroke my hair like he used to, because I owe him that much.

Because I mean it. Because I want to mean it. I’m just going to hurt him again, like I always have.

Like I always will.

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character posters: simon snow 

And sometimes holes want to get bigger, but Baz was wrong—sometimes they just want to be filled.

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Baz: making my way downtown, walking fast

Simon: who ate the last scone

Baz: walking faster