djaa2468

[djaa2468]

misshaped puzzle piece

I know i’ve never really been the most social person but I also believe I don't know the right people. I have never truly experienced a high school party and Ive only been to one college party. I have been good at making friends its just that I don't know what to talk about with them. I honestly feel left out when I always see pictures and snap stories of people having a good time at a party and Im sitting at home late at night sitting on my ass doing absolutely nothing. I really want to be included and have some of the best times of my life and make great and fun memories. Hell I try texting this girl I've known for years, I don't get a response until a day and a half later. One solid day and a half. I’m pretty sure people know a thing about me that I don't know about myself and I hate that. I really feel like I’m an outcast and no one wants to get to know me personally. I feel like somethings wrong with me and I don't know what it is.....granite I didnt know how to correctly act in elementary and middle school but that’s the past and I just was trying to get people to like me/find me fun to be around. I feel like a misshaped puzzle piece that doesn't fit correctly with everyone else. I feel like I did something really wrong but I don't know what it is

[djaa2468]

sure why not.

Incase you’re wondering if I'm star stuck and I got my head in the clouds and I'm reaching too high, you are right. I already know that i might not be the next big thing or the most popular electronic dance music artist. It doesn't mean i can't dream, right? I like being creative. I like doing my own thing and having my own touch. My songs may not even be the best but it’s something. Music production has become a fun little hobby for me to experiment and see what the experience is like. I have been learning and discovering how to manipulate the software I use to create songs every other day. Things take time. Look at some of the popular artists nowadays. They weren't famous from their beginnings. They had to work their way up and show what they can do best. Thats what I know....my material might not even take me anywhere but it doesn't hurt to try. I may not even have that many supporters of my material or the genre itself. Sometimes you just have to go “sure why not” and see where it leads you. I know a good chunk of people see me creating music as a big joke and “lol he’ll never make it”, trust me. I have seen it in their eyes and heard it in their gossip. Everyone has their own little spark to discover and see what it can do. I’m just seeing what is the best mine can do. 

[djaa2468]

Sup

incase anyone didn't notice yet, I'm new here on tumblr. basically, I'm just a dude who's trying to get noticed in the edm world. if you could give me some support on my soundcloud that would be awesome http://soundcloud.com/djaa3234