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I wouldn’t consider dating a transgirl the same as any other. Only issue is I am that transgirl lol hard to be judgemental towards trans girls if I am one . That being said I am married to a woman who is supporting me in this journey and is very much into her new wife . She asks for MJ all the time

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This is awesome . As a newly self accepting trans girl I love seeing folks stand up for us. Still very new on my journey but so far I love who I am when I’m my female self. I never understood what loving yourself really meant . But now I think I get it now , I truly truly love myself when I am my female self , I has made me happier , and it was right then when I realized that I could in fact love myself it was just my female self that I needed to see before I was able to give that love , now that I have there is no question in my mind at all about becoming the woman I am inside . Even my wife who is very supportive agrees that I am much happier as a woman and thinks I should make the change permanent if only for the ability to love myself. Now that I get it I see not loving one’s self as a potentially serious issue. My wife is all about my becoming a woman, having implants , maybe HRT which besides feminizing your face and body I guess breast will grow too (I love that idea a lot) she is very supportive about me living my life as a woman only asked one thing which is to not go thru with the bottom surgery but she did say if she could tell that me not being complete was making me depressed in a scary way that she would support my need to have the bottom surgery too. I think she would even push me to do it even if I swore I was t ready or didn’t want to , pretty sure she would push it at that point . I did say to her I can’t close the door on anything , I honestly do feel like I should have been born female and would have been and still am willing to go thru all the same womanly problems a “cis” gendered woman would go thru . Even the ones that suck like having a monthly period , or giving birth. Even the over emotional thing where as a girl I cry all the time I have to carry a spare makeup kit lol. I would if offered take all that right this second to be poofed into a real deal natural born woman. I have told my wife that so she figures one day I will most likely go all the way, and to be honest it’s ok if it takes time but I do know I have to go all the way . Anyway I’m going to bed, gonna dream of being the pretty girl in diapers I was meant to be . Lots of love again any transgender girls out there that wants to make friends and help me wrap my head around this whole process toward becoming my true self.

real homies respect trans people!

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Getting better at doing my make up and becoming the girl I was meant to be

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Honestly what I would do is try and make a friend . I am just just accepting who I am and transitioning to the girl I am inside . I have one person in my circle (my wife) who is semi supportive , she loves when I’m living as a woman and having some fun. However sometimes she makes me feel so horrible about being a Transgender female . It’s really strange she really does love it but also loves to make me feel guilty as sin over every little thing in life. I was starting to get in touch with people in order to take the next steps but the way my wife treated me this morning was down right horrible , made me feel like I was a piece of trash who shouldn’t bother to live . Anyway I could really use a friend who has gone thru the journey who might be willing to talk to me about how I’m feeling and possibly give me some advice . It really sucks when in living as a woman it completely blew my mind but for the first time in my 39 years on this planet I looked into the mirror and actually loved me . Anytime I’m in girl mode I’ve noticed that I really really do love myself , my thought are much nicer to me too. Shit I’m much much nicer as a Girl than as a boy but that is probably just how it goes. Oh well listen anyone who might spend a little time with me online is ready to reach out please do. Let me know your responding to my Trans-Journey post . Hope to hear from you .

If you had an opportunity with a trans girl, what would you do 🍆🍑…?

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Hot and sexy tranny🥵🥵🔥💦🥶❤️

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Damn man, I didn’t really know where else I could go to vent this out, I know no one here knows me or what I go thru but man oh man can my life be such a nightmare . My wife convinced me to feel safe enough to tell her things I would never tell a soul (maybe I still didn’t lol she can be very cold ) but some how she got that I like diapers out of me, that was the first thing and went mostly ok. She started out supportive but the first chance she felt she needed to use it against me . Then I told her I was Bi-sexual after she pushed and pushed and pushed and told me what I was never accepting my answer of “I’m not sure “ which is the gods honest truth . And then somehow she convinced me to come out to her as a trans-girl . Which I was terrified to do. Yup so glad I did that. She made me feel safe even told me she loved it only to turn around and throw that at me too. She had me living life at homes anyway as a female , and for the first time in my life I actually loved myself . 39 years and I got maybe 2 weeks of loving who I saw in the mirror . But I got to tell you after that emotional ass whopping I’m not dressed as a woman at all right now. Took all the make up off, and went back to not loving me and she just wants to be on the attack so I guess today is about to get so so so so much worse. I actually thought and believed that I was going to be brave enough to start the transition process . But now I’m on my 3rd floor bedroom sitting alone balling me eyes out and climbing back into my shell . I’m really very disappointed in the world for making us folks who live life a little differently ashamed of who we are . I was seeing myself in the mirror as a girl too, even when not in makeup or girls clothing and again loved who I saw. But now I’m crying , having a non stop panic attack and feel like the only safe thing to do is go back within myself and just pretend my way thru life til one day when I die and then maybe the world will read my story of how the world can bully a good soul into loosing their minds and being so emotionally distraught that they are numb all the way over and feel weak , out of energy . I got nothing left to give when it comes to me trying to have friends and family , they all leave me after a while there really must be something wrong with me. Anyway thanks for letting me vent .

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I do for sure for sure. Can’t wait to start my journey to becoming the woman I was meant to be. Then I’ll be the cute girl in diapers. I would still very much love to chat with other trans girls as I’m very new to being ok with always knowing I was a girl inside and always wanting to make that right. Still very scary and I have no idea where to start. I would love a friend or two who have gone thru this that could offer advice and support .

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Hey Everyone, sorry no pictures . I just wanted to touch base . I’m still very much continuing my journey towards becoming the Girl/Woman I was meant to be …… It’s very exciting and extremely scary . I’ve started taking the first steps (or what I think is the first steps based off what I’ve read) which is finding a good LGBTQ/TransGender Counslor , pictures will come at some point . I know for sure two things . 1 I should have been born female and two I should have been born female that is completely diaper dependent. The diaper dependent thing I am much more sure of than anything else. Anyway, off to work at a damn man , hehe lol lots of love , no diaper for work today hopefully I’ll stay dry , not much hope for that. Lots of love again. Kisses lol also I would love to chat with other trans girls , I would love their advise and support. Hope to hear from you. With love Emjay

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Wow huge fan I just became ……

Night night💕

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Very very soon this girl will be out way more often. Working on getting implants and transitioning…. I was made for this

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Uh oh, I got brave yesterday and decided to not wear my pull-ups to work and just go ahead and wear a diaper instead and see what happens. After all I doubt anyone would ever notice, have you ever really noticed anyone in public wearing diapers? Maybe once or twice in the diaper aisle at the local drug store but other than that it’s a pretty rare thing to actually notice yet thousands of people everyday maybe millions either have to wear diapers or choose to and no one can ever really tell. So I went for it , no one had a clue, plastic backed too. Even changed middle of the day. So bang just like that the only time of day I didn’t wear diapers was at work, I wore pull-ups for a while but now that I know I can just stay wearing diapers that’s it no more pull-ups or boxers , 24/7 diaper dependent . Stoked right now !!!!!