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This was the first and only meme I ever made... I peaked

“I’m gonna fast for the rest of this year! I’m gonna be a skinny queen”

*Me @ 2am

*me watching my self destruction

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Her body urgghh

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Me doing my body check

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it’s not even about looking skinny for me, it’s about feeling skinny.

fat feels dirty, grimey, greasy, heavy and constricting

skinny feels fraigile, magical, pretty and clean

i want to be clean

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your future self hopes that you choke on that fucking piece of cake you fatass

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ED memes (prev.)

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It’s hard at first

But everyday it will get easier. Your stomach will shrink a little more, your thighs will get a little slimmer, and your bones will stick out a little more. Everyday that you maintain self control, it gets easier

- Ana

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when ur aware that the only reason ur fat is because you keep eating

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Unless you’ve experienced an eating disorder first hand, you have no freaking clue the amount of torture that is endured. It’s not chic messy buns, trendy black coffee, and politely saying “no” to a slice of pizza. It’s shaking hands from malnourishment, crying at the thought of eating a meal in front of another human being, and watching your hair fall out in clumps because bulimia has stripped you of everything from your nutrients to the long locks everyone once adored and complimented you on. You start seeing the world through fuzzy, hollowed eyes and nothing makes sense anymore. You completely lose who you are and you’re fighting a war against yourself where losing is winning and being sick feels like an accomplishment. 

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before and after

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