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Cale: This is tough. Something very serious had happened to me. Still, I thought I could make it all work out.

prologue, lcf vol. 1

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in response to are you attracted to foreigners?

yeah I find foreigners attractive if the locals aren't faithful

top comment on Chapter 20, by _Insomn

"this is not a debt that needs to be repaid." Navier

"No, it means a lot to me that you are helping me in my hour of need." Duchess Tuania

Remarried Empress, Webtoon

Episode 34

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Deacon: "You think it's easy for me? i just wanted a chance to do something fun this time. You know how lousy being the sidekick is? Maybe just once, I wanted to be the hero."

Buddy: Really? And how did that work out for you?

Exactly. A real hero wouldn't have left his friend to wander around sick , while he ran off to fulfill his own selfish wishes.

A real hero takes on his role because he has to do so. Not because it's fun.

I'll only say this once. There will be many times in our lives that we must be the hero...

And many times we must be the helper.

If you can't accept having to be both, then you don't deserve to be either.

Cinderella Boy, Webtoon

Episode 38

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it’s okay to have some things that are just for you. some memories, some moments, some achievements… no one else needs to know or understand it’s just for you and that’s enough

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Feels like too many people have forgotten that everyone on earth also has feelings and interior lives and experiences and are themselves entire universes that exist beyond the current and fleeting moment…

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it’s okay to say ‘this isn’t for me’ or ‘I’m not happy here’ and leave… you don’t have to wait for things to be really bad

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The older I get the less I can comprehend grown-ass adults being mean to kids, people in customer service, and especially teenagers in customer jobs. Saw some kid in a fast food place in an uniform that clearly stated "work training" and how I feel is almost exactly the same as seeing a little puppy in a harness that says "guide dog in training, do not disturb".

Like oh my god little baby has a job! Good job small baby!

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Through has got to be my least favorite way out

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i kno its not rly a popular statement and it sounds dismissive but you'll be miserable for as long as u deny ur own agency in ur own happiness

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this, especially at work

i must not take it personal. taking it personal is the mind killer. taking it personal is the little death that brings total oblivion. i will face taking it personal. i will permit it to pass over and through me. and when it has gone past i will turn the inner eye to see its path. when the taking it personal has gone there will be nothing. only i will remain

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unemployment is fun for like 3 weeks but having your own money and not having to rely on anyone financially is so much better

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