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PM: And I can bet you he would protest if he felt he was receiving too much, saying something like he doesn't deserve it, which is the biggest silly there is. That's a great idea, baby! Maybe we could arrange an appointment for him on his birthday, say, in the afternoon, before he comes to dinner. Or would that be too much in a single day? Hm-

PM: Just like you do to us too, Teddy. Like you do to me.

PM: Right? And he doesn't get it nearly enough with how he's always thinking about everything else. Maybe we should arrange a spa day for him, Sir.

PM: Basically. He's like a lighthouse, guiding everyone to safe harbor.

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PM: Good! I'll look forward to your answer then. Thanks, man.

PM from Ivan: Hey Jughead! I'd like to invite both you and Matt to have dinner with Charlie, Teddy and me on Wednesday June 12th l, to celebrate Charlie's birthday. It'd makes us happy that you two can attend.

PM: Hello, Ivan. My schedule is normally open, but I would imagine Matt would want to spend time with Charlie for his birthday. I'll talk to him and one of us will get back to you.

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PM: It would make it to be a perfect world.

PM: That's good, baby! Of course, only if you do like it, though. You don't have to do anything to impress me, but only because you genuinally like it. I think most Doms around this place are way too proud to say they need a support group, heh.

PM: I'm glad you're happy for them. I think that must have been the case. Now that I've met your father, I wouldn't be surprised if he did. Yes, of course you can. I've already asked Jughead, and he told me he would ask Matt and they would come if he's available.

PM: Well, I would definitely much rather not have the difficult ones. I would do pretty much anything to protect you both from the difficult moments. But I guess that's not very realistic.

PM: I think you have more faith in me that I do in myself. I'd be willing to do that I guess if you thought I should. I go to Dexter's sub group sometimes. It's a good time actually. I've learned a lot there. Support groups are great. Do they have a Dominant support group here? If not they should have one. PM: Oh, yes Sir. I'm talking with Austin right now. Just found out that he's already got plans with Miss Gwen. I'm mostly really relieved that she's turned out to be someone who he actually likes a lot. She's not nearly the person my father made her out to be. I think that might have been to scare us. And of course he succeeded again. We're still kind of working out details. Is it alright if I have breakfast with him in the morning? Twin time? Can Matt still come over for dinner if he's free?

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Yeah, it's all the rules. Like I said, I don't know much about Switches' rules, so you need to look into that. You can order him to stay over, and that way you can have the night all to yourselves. You mean camping outside? Um... I'm not sure. Again, check it out. That's a good way to think about it. Try everything before you make up your mind, yeah...

I just remembered something. I never read the rulebook. Let me go do that now. Does that mean I won't be able to do faux-camping with Evan? Oh, you were/are interested in trying both sides? That makes sense. Even if I don't know which side I lean, I do get a little curious about both. I've always believed it's good to try something at least once just to know if you'll like it.

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PM: We both know he loves being pampered in any way, especially from us, but I'm sure he will be delighted to get someone else to serve him things for a night.

PM: Our very own beautiful beacon.

PM: That still sounds like a very good time, Sir. I'm sure Charlie will love it, especially being pampered with a chef and a waiter.

PM: That's true. He always has an inner light that never dims.

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To keep a good programming of things sounds good then! Charlie Fabray, my submissive. I know- You crave it so much, that when you finally have it it's so awesome! Thanks, man. I'll look forward to that if you do.

I'm just trying to get to know everyone and made a lot of plans. I will need my own, time so a schedule is needed. Charlie? Who’s that? Either way, it sounds good! I'm excited. Ah, I get that. That makes the food all the better when you can finally have it. You know? Hahaha, I have to be careful with the heartburn. Will definitely keep you in mind when I make some. I'll bring you a plate for sure.

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I think they do, but don't quote me on that. You can have them all the same, as long as by the time of curfew no one is walking around, and stays put in your room. I don't know- I guess, maybe giving up control, everyone once in a while? I wonder what that be like.

Do switches get roommates too? I mean, either way, I'm all for having sleep overs. That way I get different mini roommates. lol. I just love hearing about people's passions. Yeah, I think that makes sense in a way. But what is it about the Switch designation that you felt a connection to?

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PM: We'll have it happening some other time then, no worries.

PM: Well, Austin mentioned wanting to have lunch with Charlie for their birthday and I wouldn't presume to interrupt their brother time together. The invitation is appreciated but I think Austin and I will have to decline.

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PM: I don't know anything about it being official, but she's with him. And I need to tell you they won't be coming to our dinner. She already has plans for him on that day. So it'll be us three, and Matt with Jones.

PM: His face is constanty light up, but when he gets surprised it's even cuter, especially if it comes from you.

PM: That certainly makes it a special occasion, Sir, I understand. I'm happy to hear that about Matt. But I didn't know Miss Gwen and Austin were officially a thing?

PM: I hope he does. I love seeing his face light up when he's surprised by something.

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PM: I know it is, Charlie, and you do a very good job too. Even if this one in particulary wasn't what I had in mind for you to deal with, but life isn't always made out of moments, right? The difficult ones are also important.

PM: The love you and Teddy have is something most people often dream of, baby. Maybe not the whole teaching thing, but maybe one day you can form a group with other submissives, or Switches and share your point of view. I mean, who knows? You might end up liking it. Your plants and us. I like that. Our own little world, right? Good boy. I know you'll do your best, and what you feel is best.

PM: I have some news though- I'm afraid Gwen has declined the invite for our dinner party. She told me they already had plans for that day, which makes sense, and she also told me that Austin was looking forward to have breakfast or something like that with you? Did you know about this?

PM: You don't have to apologize to me Sir. It's my job as your submissive to understand and help in all of your struggles wherever, whenever I can. Your struggles are mine. So are Teddy's. I'll do whatever you both need to make sure there are more ups than downs.

PM: I love that too. I love everything about him. Every nook and cranny. He does. I mean we rarely scene with each other, outside of shared scenes with you Sir. I guess what we do is just make love. But even so I know how much of himself he puts into the scenes he does. He's also so hard on himself. Oh no. Teaching is too big of a responsibility for me. Besides I'm content being your submissive. Just give me a garden and my loves and I'll be happy. Yes Sir. I promise. I think that I'm a bit of an outsider in this though. You'll both know before I do. I do promise to share how I'm feeling though.

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Is that your way of saying you're already filling up your agenda? Sounds good to me! I'll let Charlie know, and after we come with a day, I'll tell you. The food there is something that definitely sticks with you, yeah. I wish I could have it more often, but there are no good Brazilian food places around, and making it with the ingredients they have here- I don't know. It doesn't taste the same, you know? Ifyou rule out the heartburns, I'm sure that's true, haha! Hm, that sounds good. Make sure to let me know when you do, because I'd definitely be wanting a plate of that!

You had me at Japanese Gourmet. I'll be sure to add it to my things to do this week. I look forward to it. Take my number and we can pick a day. We stayed in São Paulo for a bit. Not going to lie, I do not remember much but the food will stay with me forever. That is the fun of cooking, even if it comes out bad it was the experience, right? Cooking fails sometimes turn into some amazing dishes. I want to try and make jollof rice. It's a West African dish made with tomatoes, chilies, onions, and some spices.

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PM: That's maybe because he didn't know yet. I actually just told Charlie yesterday, and maybe he forgot to mention it to him. I'd understand if you had alread made plans, or have reservations for that same day. Maybe we could have lunch instead? What do you think?

PM from Ivan: Good evening, ms. Gwen. I don't think we've ever spoken before. My name is Ivan Carvalho, Charlie's Dom, and I want to invite you and Austin to come to our place on the night of the boys' birthday, June 12th, for a family dinner party.

PM: Good evening, Ivan. Huh. Austin didn't mention anything to me about that. We just made plans to go out for his birthday.

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PM: It feels special this year. Not less important than the ones we have celebrated together before, but now it'll be the first one since we got our claim accepted. Also, Matt has someone important in his life, who will prevent him from ending at the slaves house, and Austin has Ms. Gwen too. That's a lot of stuff all together, worthy of a proper celebration.

PM: Besides, I wasn't going to have either of you serving that night, when you're suppose to have a good time together. You do? That's good. I know he will love it.

PM: Wow, you're going all out, Sir! I've already got something picked out for him, I hope he likes it.

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PM: I had already hired a chef and one waiter some weeks ago to serve us all that night because I didn't want neither of you to do any work that night, but only to enjoy the company and the food. But if you feel like bringing something for our birthday boy, I know he will treasure it.

PM: Sounds good, Sir. I'm happy to do that.

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PM: You can come the day before and help Charlie to clean and order everything up at our place, so that it's all nice and ready for the next day, how about that?

PM: That sounds great, Sir. I’m sure we will. Is there anything I can do to help set things up?

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PM: I know, I know... I'm sorry, baby. My brain is all over the place at this moment. I know I'm not perfect, none of of us. But I do want our life together, the three of us to be so. There will always be ups and downs, but that's how life is, right?

PM: I told him when we talked right now, that one of the things I love the most about him is how mysterious he is, how complex. How you can never fully tell what's going through his head. So yeah, I suppose he works through his scenes with a different approach than others do. It's normal to get nervous when you're that close to achieve something, even if it's a good thing you're aiming to. Every new aspect in life creates some leves of uncertainty, of expectation. The unknown does that. I think you just described what is like to be a Switch in the most perfect and cute way, my love. You should consider teaching in your future. I bet you'd make a great teacher. So yes, I understand. I see how giving up in any way that duality that makes you feel so good can be a matter of doubt. You're perfect, baby, for the both of us. I promise, yes. Can I ask you to promise the same thing to me?

PM: We know, my angel.

PM: Sounds perfect.

PM: I didn't say that Sir. And I think it even less. And I know Teddy doesn't either. He's too generous for any thoughts like that. We don't ever want you to be perfect or shut down or anything even close to that. Please don't think we'd ever want that from you. Please.

PM: It's true Sir. I consider myself as pan and poly to some extent, but Teddy exemplifies poly honestly. His heart is so so big. He has love enough for all of us. He talked to me a bit about how he was feeling and I don't think that he is uncertain about our claim. I really don't. He gets points slower because his scenes are more emotional and deep. It takes more out of him and is slower going. I can understand you might take that as being uncertainty, but I promise you Sir it isn't. That being said, I've heard him talk about worrying about messing up a lot too. He feels like he can't measure up to the kind of submissive that I am, but that's just his insecurities flaring just like yours are. I'm no better than any submissive. I just happen to be a round peg that fits neatly into a round hole. Some people might actually say that makes me a bit boring as a submissive. Where Teddy is exciting and adventurous. He's certainly more giving and empathetic in his role than I will ever be. But I also get why he might feel the pressure to live up to the round peg. Does that make sense Sir. It's not about doubts about your claim. It's about doubts he's having in himself. Alright. I think I understand and I will try my best to be patient and supportive for you both. You'll tell me if anything else happens right?

PM: I know that. And I love you both so much.

PM: Ice cream and a spoon to share.