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y'all know what is the biggest tragedy in my life?

the fact that my best friend is team ronmione 😭 she hates draco and im going insaneeeee 😭😭😭😭

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ive said it, and ill say it again. the zutara to dramione pipeline is so real 😭

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i am now after flashbacks... pain

i lied. i pushed through. sigh. 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

now going back to ch 1 cuz im doing this chronologically and yep, y'all are right, it is more painful. But in a way it's more painful the second time around because as you're reading it, you know the horrors going forward and it will be much much more longer.

i am not okay.

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the joys of discovering a fanartist of your favourite ship :3

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i lied. i pushed through. sigh. 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

now going back to ch 1 cuz im doing this chronologically and yep, y'all are right, it is more painful. But in a way it's more painful the second time around because as you're reading it, you know the horrors going forward and it will be much much more longer.

i am not okay.

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i dont think i can continue

im in flashback 32 and knowing what is coming

im

it is too painful 😭

i dont know

you left and you never said goodbye 😭😮‍💨

i left you a note, i love you 😭😮‍💨

😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

you didnt save me, you just put us through hell for 2 years 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

gRANGER IM TIRED 😮‍💨

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the fact that both narcissa and hermion would get seizures and spasms and panic attacks too 😭😭😭😭😭😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

another manacled rant because

just noticed that future hermione was probably tortured the same way narcissa was 😭 when draco told hermione that voldy's favourite torture was legilimency and he did that to narcissa

and 2 years later to witness the woman he loves also tortured the same way 😭 but unable to do anything or risk the death of both of them 😭😭😭

fuck

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another manacled rant because

just noticed that future hermione was probably tortured the same way narcissa was 😭 when draco told hermione that voldy's favourite torture was legilimency and he did that to narcissa

and 2 years later to witness the woman he loves also tortured the same way 😭 but unable to do anything or risk the death of both of them 😭😭😭

fuck

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honestly tho? one of my favourite aspects of manacled is the healing! how senlinyu explains it is just so interesting to read?

like the science behind it is just chefs kiss

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i have a (not so secret) booktok acc! go checkout @joanddora at tiktok

(posting as if i have audience here is hilarious but alas 😂)

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scrolling thru this blog but how the fuck have i not talked abt love, theoretically. because it's one of my favs! i shall promptly work on it!

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i have to rant about manacled. like we do know and admit that i guess hermione and draco's relationship is mostly toxic and obsessive towards each other but in a way, they both needed it??? they are so lonely and to be wanted by the other just HITS fuck. i also want to be obsessed abt someone??? like yes yes i geeettt it

like in the narrative, it was repeated how she made him like this. she made him obsessed. that she was "manipulative" but imo she also needed it. she needed to be wanted. he needed to want. he needed to be cared too. she needed to be cared too.

like as much as hermione is all, im gonna sacrifice myself for the world and the greater good but deep down, she also needs to be wanted and put first. so yes. they are perfect for each other 😮‍💨😭😭😭😭😭

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like i didnt realise st first that the prisoner jn shell cottage was graham motherfucking montague AUGHHH youu when i catch youuuu ugh

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rereading manacled because i want to feel pain and forgot how good it is damn

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in a meeting right now and thinking about dramione 😭

(( decided to reread manacled 😭 forgot how good it actually is like damn. yes now that ive reread manacled, it hurts more than secrets and masks. also BSP's draco's bloody diamond crusted ring ugh))

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i am trying so desperately hard to convince my 2 besties to read dramione. wish me luck

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listening to olivia rodrigo's sour album reminded me of the good ol days, like deep jnto covid and dramione fanfics (wait&hope)