dontbeafraidtoshareyourthoughts

[dontbeafraidtoshareyourthoughts]

Feel free to share your pain ♡

!!! WARNINGS( anxiety, sadness, motivation) !!!

Have you ever felt empty? Sometimes, my thoughts get lost in many anxious holes. I wonder if something is wrong with me. I want to give up on things I accomplished, I feel like all my efforts went to nothing. Sometimes, I don’t find anymore my goal in life, why am I doing all of this? Is this truly for me? Do I feel happy? Am I being too weak? Sometimes, I’m losing myself in my thoughts wondering if I have tried enough. I always look at the past, blaming myself for not doing well. I keep blaming me when I know I should move on this. But I am too weak, too weak to focus on what matters. It’s hard sometimes too heaven describe what give me happiness. Surprisingly, I am really good at cheering people, motivating them. I always have high ambitions for myself and I am often disappointed when I do not reach my goals. On fact, is that I really truly enjoy helping others and seeing them grow stronger. In my studies, my goal is to become engineer but I am not really good at this. When I understand a notion, I am always here to explain this notion to someone else, I enjoy this feeling of someone saying that thanks to me, he understood something new. I would say that I feel pretty happy to have an impact (even a really small one) in somebody’s else life. It shows that my presence matters.  

That’s why, you should find what motivates you, it could be something really simple like your cat next to you every morning. You should find small reasons, that make life worth living. Keep telling yourself there is a reason for you to live. You may not be aware of this but your presence could be a reason to someone else to live. For instance, for myself, seeing someone truly happy reminds me of what I should keep trying ; finding pleasure in everyday life. A big smile is still recomforting, remind yourself that we are able to show our happiness by a simple gesture, is it not beautiful? Moreover, there are billions of people on this earth, do you really thing that you’re alone? Do you really think that you’re the only one facing this pain? We all go through different obstacles, however, I want to believe that obstacles are made to be defeated.

Finally, if someone read this text, first, I would like to apologize for my English (it’s not my first language). Then, if you ever feel frustrated and don’t know how to express your anger, writing you thoughts, could be helpful, it is for me, even though, it’s a bit scary at first to be aware of our own sadness. If I could give you an advice, I want to believe in the good of this world and that there will always be someone that will understand you somewhere.

Especially nowadays, a lot of people are struggling, don’t you think that sharing your pain and joining everybody’s pain would lead to an indestructible force ?

(feel free to comment :))