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REN'S PARENTS (Soraya, Hiroto, and Haname)

The Departed Mother, Absent Father, and Wicked Stepmother.

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MOMOSE KUROKAWA (2017 & 2018)

"I love you, Hoshikan. 'Til the stars burn out."

Countless dandelion wishes, in time, fulfilled.

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MOMOSE KUROKAWA (2007)

"I love you, Ren. Be good for your Mom and Dad."

Time will pass, and you will miss her. She will miss you too.

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ARSENE (Regressed ver.)

"Call upon my name, and with my power, choose the world that makes you happy."

The revival of Rebellion.

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COGNITIVE JOKER (Den of Desires ver. & Den of Distortion ver.)

"It's Showtime!" / "It's all up to me."

Pay no attention to the fool behind the mask. Everything is fine.

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SHADOW REN (Boss ver.) "CYGNUS ABYSS"

"FALL INTO THE EVENT HORIZON."

The point of no return.

(Inmate ver.) ✭ (Core ver.)

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SHADOW REN (Inmate ver.)

"Before I met you, I lived my life in this aimless darkness. A starless prison."

And they thought your heart was free. (Something, something, so afraid of opening up, you’re holding yourself prisoner.)

(Core ver.) ✭ (Boss ver.)

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SHADOW REN (Core ver.)

"You planned to quietly exit my life just like everyone else."

The Abandoned Child never forgets.

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Will the memories of our morals fade? Staying true To your own convictions in this haze Is harder to do than say

So choose a color to live by

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【P5: APOTELESMA】

Den of Desires, World of Wishes. Den of Distortion, Labyrinth of Laments.

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revealing dark. i think i'm finally settling on a concept for my ren's "palace" after like three years of being the most indecisive bitch alive. i'm just really vibing with the ideas ive come up with lately. so here. take an angry little guy

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【P5: APOTELESMA】

" Enkidu. Enkidu. Gilgamesh called out: Help me. They do not know you As I know you. "

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boyf... boiyfe dn.... boyfriens...

edit 4/8 i forgoT that yusuke had this dance outfit and now they're ALL starry

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Ren returns to his hometown, Morgana meets the family (upon first impression, he's decided he hates them!) and Maruki helps out one last time. After forwarding some official looking medical documents that declares Morgana an emotional support animal, Ren's parents allow the cat to stay. Their step Mother gives Ren a hard time about the whole situation, but their Dad doesn't actually seem to mind all that much.

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Renren... from Tism Creecher to Depression Era

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it's been really nice coming onto this blog again and seeing others enjoying my art seeing comments in the tags.

i think it might actually be helping me to just open MS-freaking-Paint and doodle simple, silly things. a lot of the time these days ill open sai and start trying to draw but then ill get frustrated or straight up bored in the middle of it and stop.

it really sucks. idk where the artist who used to be able to draw little comics or full body, fully rendered pieces went... the audhd burnout never really seems to end. bitches got no healthcare but need to get back on their meds (its me im bitches.)

i tend to put a lot of pressure on myself for things to be perfect and i dont even really realize im doing it. like, girl, why you got performance anxiety so bad? why does everything you put online have to be neat and perfect why cant it just be good enough?

theres a lot i draw that i just never show cause it just isnt to my standards... last year was a terrible art year for me. its not like i wasnt drawing, or that im not satisfied with at least of some of what i did but.

man.

maybe one of the reasons creating has gotten harder is cause i havent been sharing as much as i used to? perhaps not... but regardless, i think i want to change that this year...

and to all the new followers... hi. thank u. i love u

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more "joker's journal doodles" since yall are loving the other post! ❤️

ann taking ren shopping

ren trying to win makoto a crane prize

ren gardening with haru

morgana nuzzling the side of rens face

ryuji and ren going running

ren and yusuke at the planetarium

goro after ren helped disguise him

sumire doing a little hop to high five ren

ren and futaba lighting fireworks