doomstarmagician

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Blind owl noises.

“Uh huh, I concur. Speak on it.”

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What Cycle Do You Keep Repeating?

The Caretaker Loop

You build homes in other people.

You notice the unspoken needs in a room and instinctively try to fill them - emotionally, practically, spiritually. You're the one they lean on when things fall apart. But somewhere along the line, your own needs became negotiable.

You learned (maybe too young) that being useful was how you earned love. Now, even when you're exhausted, you keep showing up. You listen until your ears ring, offer softness until you go numb, smile through the ache.

And part of you resents it. But then you feel guilty for that, too.

The trap: You give to feel needed, but being needed keeps you from feeling truly seen. The truth: You don't have to earn your place in someone's heart by tending to their wounds. To break it? Learn the difference between care and self-erasure. you matter too.

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ALIAS: Jenny / Gil

AGE: 31

ZODIAC: Leo

HEIGHT: 5’3

HOBBIES: Reading, gaming, writing, studying analog horror and world building around it

FAVORITE COLOR: Sky blue, purple

FAVORITE BOOKS: Uzumaki and Remina by Junji Ito

LAST SONG: Devil Trigger, Nero’s Battle Theme

LAST MOVIE: Tremors

LAST SHOW: Kaiju No. 8

RECENT READ: Fourth Wing

FUN FACT: My eyes have earned me a nickname at my optometrist because I’m far sided in one, and near sided in the other, so anytime I walk in they go “oh hey, the special case is here.” 💀

tagged by: No one, I saw it on the dash. c:

tagging: You.

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Of course he’s friendly with Roy. There was never any cause for concern with that one. Even if they’ve only met in passing a couple of times.

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“Why, I haven’t summoned one single tendril in… I can’t even remember! I’ve been such a good star, you see. On my very best behavior. So don’t go looking at me like I’ve caused any trouble. That would be rather insulting and I very well may sulk.”

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Oh? You indulged him.

Color him impressed — he didn’t think you’d have the heart to be so generous.

He’s not here for a fight, nor is he here to reopen any old wounds. But, he thanks you for the… hospitality all the same.

Just... makes a glass, sets it down, and scoots away.

He does not have the energy to be fearful or petty right now.

Just... please don't hurt him.

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//Ugh I keep looking for some liminal aesthetic things for Doomstar’s dreamscape but everything is ai generated bullshit smh FREE ME FROM THIS BOX FFS

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the harrowing screech that echoed throughout the bottom of the well was a rather fair response from him at the violent act . he's left disoriented for just the right amount of time for someone previously in his multiple grasp to escape him .

recollecting himself , dead hand managed to locate the bastard now running away in a frightful panic .

perhaps it wasn't worth it to chase him at all - he seemed scared enough already . zenji knows fear , and a little too well . . . that level of desperation and need to crawl out of the well he decided to make his home for the night - old times sake and all that .

should he pursue ?

why , only out of sheer pettiness .

he gathered enough of his leftover magic from that evening to move faster than his usual - emphasis on being petty . limbs crawl throughout the well in a nightmarish display for @doomstarmagician to witness - that's a sight worth multiple nightmares at the least , followed by another piercing screech .

for why on earth would anyone bring along a brick and throw it at him ?

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Whewie I’m sorta kinda around, but I’m very tired and probably going to be playing FGO right now. My job had me out in this 100° heat helping customers all afternoon so I’m WIPED. I am always available on discord though. c:

Discord: fellstar (mutuals only please)

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" i got my Eye on you , twink . " / from BB @shadowtemplc

@shadowtemplc heheeee

He felt it long before he saw it. A suffocating, sickening form of dark magic that made contact with his own latent power. Though both crafts were dark in nature, they could not have been more different. The sudden stirring of the cosmos that lie within him made him bristle, not because he was caught off guard, but because the battering of his magic against this level of malevolence made him feel so cold, so filthy.

It wasn’t the first time he’d made contact with this evil; unfortunately, their last encounter was just as vivid in his mind as the day he was helplessly ragdolled across the surface of the large bongo drum. An adventurer to the core, Doomstar did what the curiosity in his heart beckoned — he’d found himself in a place that perhaps was better left untouched.

And he’d paid for it, dearly.

Still, he had managed to escape with his life intact. Even if that meant he was wary of wells and hidden, suspect temples. A lesson learned in the darker corners of Hyrule, one that he took to heart, if only for the sake of wanting to see yet another day. But now it seemed as if this… entity had it out for him. The raised bumps along his arms, the way his hair stood on the back of his neck, the chill that seemed to sweep over him even though the temperature outside was rather nice. To his dismay, it did indeed feel as if an eye were on him.

He’s instinctively summoning his scepter in one hand, and drawing his cape around him as if to help suppress the shudder rippling through him.

“It’s rude to stare,” he argued, glancing back over his shoulder as if to make eye contact with that thing, wherever it may be. “Go blind already!”

And the malediction towards twinks? Well, be that as it may, it was still rude.

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What do you mean you won’t race him across Rainbow Road?

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𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐗𝐍 . an independent dual oc rp blog featuring the twins airin and xavier. two retired mercenaries who've settled in nyc to work for the infamous supernatural bar– the gear shift. featuring aus: borderlands, legend of zelda, dc, fallout, dnd, and more!

edited in after effects by luri | blonde dynamite by caravan palace transcription under the cut

00:00 – Video begins. Blonde Dynamite by Caravan Palace begins to play. The background that is throughout the video is a city with white lights and a dark gray background. It fades into view.

00:02 – Text that reads "AIRXN - independent oc rp blog" pops onto the screen.

00:05 – Transition to text that reads "Featuring: Airin – shape-shifter, founder, lil' shit". Images of Airin as a felicid (golden canid creature with a mane) and as a human (a golden blond bitch) transition through the screen to the beat.

00:11 – Transition to text that reads "And his brother: Xavier – soul eater, anti-social bastard". Images of Xavier (very handsome man with long, black hair) transition across the screen.

00:15 – In the center of the screen an image of human Airin and Xavier together pops in. The text "wicked" and "wired" appear on the screen to the beat.

00:17 – Image of human Airin pops up on the left. The text "semi-selective" slides in from screen from the right.

00:19 – Image of a snarling felicid Airin pops into the center of the screen. On the left the text "canon friendly" pops in with the beat. The text "in love with ocs" pops on the right with the beat.

00:22 – Image of snarling felicid Airin pops forward to reveal his dullas (purple, frill-like appendages that shake rapidly). The image slides downward.

00:23 – Image of Xavier lounging slides down from the top of the screen. The text "multi-para" transitions onto the screen.

00:24 – The prior image flips to a monster-appearing Xavier. The text becomes "multi-para and whimsical".

00:26 – Image of luri (small, ginger gremlin with a red hoodie, black tights, and two leaves floating above her head) transitions into the center of the screen. In a circle around her, the text reads "loved by luri". The image and text fades out with by flickering out of view.

00: 28 – Text transitions in stating "Featuring alternate universes: legend of zelda, outlast trials, fallout, dnd/baldur's gate, borderlands, dc, owl house." Text transitions in below the prior text "ft. highly adaptable crossover verse".

00:36 – The text "you're going to find me probably weird" appears behind the prior text. The text transitions out with a pop.

00:40 – Animation of human Airin, Xavier, and Luri bop to the beat on the bottom of the screen. The text "Other info: drawn and irl icons, 18+, sporadic activity, favors light plotting, multi-ship, 10+ years of rp experience" transitions into the center of the screen. The scene transitions out with glitch effect.

00:50 – The text "airxn.tumblr.com" transitions into the center of the screen and fades away.

01:00 – Video ends.

this transcription isn't perfect so please let me know what corrections can be made, thank you!

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💋 Are you silly ooc? Casual? Chatty? Do you prefer or enjoy things like small talk, when not rping?

Meme | @electricea

Oh hell yeah! I’m a certified yapper. You break the ice with me and you’re so in for it. Granted, I’m super busy with work outside of here so I might go a while in radio silence. But once I hop online I could talk your ear off. On a slightly more serious note, I do actually enjoy chatting with my friends and mutuals. That’s how I’ve built up many of my friendships here and I’m pleased with that. Sometimes I talk more, sometimes less, but it’s really just dependent on how tired I am. I’m definitely not someone who sits by in silence all the time haha.