doperunawaystarfish

[doperunawaystarfish]

My guts feel like soup

[doperunawaystarfish]

cute bpd things!!

paranoia

*small inconvenience* BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP

yeah im fine lol look at this meme :D

paranoia

mood depending on them

every text hurts or feels way too good

intrusive thought yeouch okay ouch thats another one yeOOUCH

the 50000+ articles on how youre abusive

paranoia

fp is bad for me but its ok i love them<3

"if i hurt someone its gonna be myself"

becoming completely obsessed with someone the moment they give you the slightest attention

never being able to cut anyone off ever. immediately go running back

cry because theyre talking to someone that IS NOT ME

oh my fp isnt here. okay. oh im dissociating okay i dont have any purpose to continue living without them okay my life literally revolves around them i want to die where are they are they safe i dont know what to do with myself

"just leave. everyone does anyways"

5 minutes later theyre the worst person ever

*looking for an identity* hmmm, where could it be?

dependent on fp like theyre a parental figure you never had

paranoia

[doperunawaystarfish]

CHHHHHHEEEESE

[doperunawaystarfish]

They will never understand the sadness that you can physically feel in your chest

[doperunawaystarfish]

Take care of yourself ozzy, take care of yourself Sean.

I love you two and I'm rooting for ya

[doperunawaystarfish]

i lose everyone because i can't keep myself in check. i want to be okay, i'd do anything to get rid of this anger but i feel like a walking time bomb that hurts everyone i love.

[doperunawaystarfish]

Stay hydrated while the lights change

[doperunawaystarfish]

the feeling when you just wanna be alone and push everyone away so you could quietly kill yourself vrs the feeling of never wanting to be alone and just wanting to be held and told itll be okay even when it wont.

[doperunawaystarfish]

feeling unwanted ruins my whole fucking day

[doperunawaystarfish]

love when my bpd makes me feel the deepest and worst pains i've ever felt in my entire life because i got a little sad

[doperunawaystarfish]

bpd is distancing yourself because their tone slightly changed and then running back crying to them begging them to love you

i’m so tired

[doperunawaystarfish]

Tumblr is not a social media, it's an online psych ward.

[doperunawaystarfish]

Girls who will do disgusting things just to hear the words "good girl" have a special place in my heart. 🖤

[doperunawaystarfish]

[doperunawaystarfish]

I saw Sean today. Maybe there's hope. And Kanye dropped vultures 2 today 😭👑🙏🐙💜

All the feels. I needed this today. Thanks Ye.

[doperunawaystarfish]

You do not need other people's validation to validate your own experience

[doperunawaystarfish]

I'm sorry love you so.u much

I wish you.o

Knew that...

Oh I been waiting

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