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Ugh

I hate when guys don't pull up their pants. They wear a belt but it does nothing to hold their pants up. I don't want to see your ass crack. I am at that point where the guy I have been seeing just irritates me. I am not physically attracted to him, I am not big on guys with mustaches or facial hair in general or long hair, the way he talks or doesn't shut up and just shares everything, or the sight of seeing him without a shirt is a turn off, In my mind, we are not dating but I don't know how to officially break it off. Plus he is nosy with whatever I do on my phone. Quit looking over my shoulder or getting close to me. I just want a guy who is thin-athletic, over 6'2", clean shaven, short but fluffy hair, broad shoulders, likes anime/comics, going to conventions, and lives close. The biggest reason why I am done is the fact he put a kitten out of its misery to ease its suffering. I don't believe in that. And I mean by his own hands, not by medical means. If it is struggling, I say it is trying to survive. Help it if you can but don't play God by killing it. This reason alone was a red flag and I just couldn't. He also took a selfie with me just so he could show me off to his twitch discord. That to me is an invasion of my privacy. I am not comfortable posting pics of myself online. I don't want to kiss him. I never had sex with him. At this point, I only see him as a friend. My mood has been withdrawn and quiet around him and I hope he takes the hints to just leave me alone and maybe break it off once and for all.

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It has been a while since I have been on here. After the whole clean-up Tumblr did of any mature content on here, I was prepared to never log on again. However, I couldn’t think of a website where I could create an outlet to just blog and talk about updates I don’t want exposed on any of my other websites. So without further ado, here are a few updates.

Update 1:

As of April 19th, I have been on a diet to try and lose weight. I have lost 14lbs since then and I am still going on strong. I have cut out all soda from my life except the occasional Cream Soda, but have found alternative soda equivalents to satiate my thirst. My diet now consists of low carbs, exercising, watching calories, and doing a little weight training. I am working mostly on core exercises to tone down my stomach and my arms, as well as walking on a daily basis.

I am working on losing a total of 60lbs in total. That would put me at 148 max from where I started. I have learn to cut back on what I eat, avoid certain fast food locations unless on a cheat day. I avoid soda and try to avoid sweet tea but that shit is yummy. I have yet to drop down in a size but I am in that middle range where my current size is still baggy on me but going down one is too tight. Soon, though. Soon...

It has been highly noticeable in my face and waist on how much I have lost and I feel amazing. I have more flexibility and more ambition than ever before to lose weight. My biggest thing so far is gaining toned muscle and having a more athletic body. Hopefully one day, I can go Super Saiyan.