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I moved!

I'm actually running a more active blog and here's the link: http://thepetiteninja.tumblr.com

If you're still interested about me, then you can go and follow my new blog. I'll be posting there more often. I had it since the start of this year so it's up quite awhile already. Anyways thank you so much if you will follow. :)

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Truth hurts, but it also sets you free.

Finally I was able to talk about what I was feeling. And when the answers were given I understood them all. It was something that will never be, and as much as I enjoyed what it was, I have to take the hard truths in and slowly move and change for the better. What I'm proud about tho is now I know I have matured. Because I learned how to face my problems and for once in my life something is finally clear and I can now close this chapter without the what if's and the might have beens. 

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Mind Boggling Thoughts

I am known for thinking a lot. Even beyond of what's necessary. People think I'm sulking already or ranting whenever I speak out my thoughts, but in truth I'm just pondering about them. 

One of the things I think about the most are my fears. Those things that I don't want to happen because I know that if it did I'd cry or crumble or just be in despair. I try my best to fight it off, to push those thoughts out of my head but I just simply can't escape the possibilities. So I often think and ask myself, "What if it did happen?" "How will I be able to cope up with it?" "What will I do?" "How can I get pass it?". And then when I imagine the answers to all my questions I just sigh and curl up into a ball because I don't want to be like that, I don't want to find myself crying in the corner so helpless and sad.

Maybe the solution to this dilemma is to stop thinking about it. But don't you think it's better to know what I will do and think even before it happens? I mean at least when that moment comes I'd be prepared for it.

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Teen? You should definitely check out this blog!

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Bonding with my niece erich ♡

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So relatable blog :)

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brain overload by tigerlily ✩ on Flickr.

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Aspirations

I learned a lot of things today. And because of all that I started to think about my future again. I admire the success of those prominent people who shared their experiences to us this morning and I really wanna be like them someday. 

There's never an easy way. However they had the initiative to take that  step on the rocky road and move forward. They never gave up that's why look where they are now. And I promise to myself that someday I'm gonna be like them. I'm gonna do the things I love doing. I'm gonna work because I  like my work. It is my passion.

I really want to have a career in singing and performing in musicals. If that will be my job someday I'm gonna pat myself in the back and say "I am so proud of you, self." And to meet people who actually did that, who are in that dream I want to live someday, it's very inspiring. It simply means that if they were able to be there, I can too. I just have to find a way. I have to excel, I have to be seen, I have to lose all these doubts and step up my game. I have to stop waiting for chances to come and start looking for opportunities.

However I can't simply excel for there are many great performers out there. But what I can do now is to work hard on the work that's in front of me, give my best on that, exceed my best if I must, and wait for that moment to come. I should believe that it will come, and should never stop hoping.

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Eh ipeg ko daw si Emma Watson sa Perks edi nagheadband ako lol #feeling #nagmamaganda #headband #shorthair

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Working on this thing right now. Will continue when the dog stops barking. :)) #katyperrymedley #tryagain