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doublesidedgemini · 6 months ago

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I want to crawl into a hole and die

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doublesidedgemini · 8 months ago

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I’m having an absolutely terrible day btw

#and no one to talk toooo we love self inflicted isolation

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doublesidedgemini · 8 months ago

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I forgot that restricting makes me a total bitch :)

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doublesidedgemini · 8 months ago

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im a 2014 tumblr user in a 2024 tumblr user world

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doublesidedgemini · 8 months ago

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bored at work and just wanna munch

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doublesidedgemini · 9 months ago

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me coming back to tumblr after a break and furiously scrolling through my dash checking if all my fave blogs are active

#I don’t have any friends irl and I’m not consistently online enough for internet friends and tbh a fair bit older than some #others in this online space so maybe I should just bite the bulllet and give up the ghost here too #lone woof forever

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doublesidedgemini · 9 months ago

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oh we are back baybeeeeeee

#and currently sobbing our mascara off and feeling terrible #body image in the NEGATIVES #depression UP #happiness DOWN #number on the scale up :(#life is rough #and for the past two days now I’ve cried in bed after coming home from hanging out with my bf so that’s great #can someone please love me please I beg #I am so close to breaking up with him and swearing off love and being single forever #like bye

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doublesidedgemini · 10 months ago

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recognising your parent's mannerisms in yourself and physically feeling psychic damage occur

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doublesidedgemini · 11 months ago

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doublesidedgemini · 11 months ago

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There's no reason for any character to be a cop like was Nancy Drew a cop? Naur she was just nosy as hell and I respect that

#NAUR SHE WAS JUST NOSY AS HELL AND I RESPECT THAT LANDNFJSNDNFJFHS #I read the books and played all the games when I was younger I love Nancy Drew this made me howl

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doublesidedgemini · 11 months ago

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I'm proud of you for making it this far.

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doublesidedgemini · 11 months ago

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the thing is i dont say shit unless i know for a fact that what im saying is CORRECT therefore i am always RIGHT so arguing with me is POINTLESS and STUPID

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doublesidedgemini · 11 months ago

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tw body checks

And I repeat — been eating but 👏 still 👏 looking 👏 cute 👏

#gem posts pics of herself #tw body check

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doublesidedgemini · 11 months ago

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Also it’s fucking cold outside and it’s really pissing me off

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doublesidedgemini · 11 months ago

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Doctor was like “lemme know if these increase your suicidal thots :)”

Me today: hey it would be a great fucking day to kill myself I feel nothing I experience no sense of enjoyment or wonder about the world and I don’t want to do my fucking job and everything else is hard to do too and also fucking sucks and everyone is stupid and getting on my nerves

Um I took my first dose of psych meds today and homies I am fucked up

#cried at dinner with my bf #bc he asked why I don’t think I’m good at my job and I explained all the things I’m failing at #and he’s like well why don’t you just do xyz to do it #and I just wanted to SCREAM!!!!!!!!!#no one is giving me new advice I just can’t fucking do it I can’t fucking do it Jesus #and then he dropped the subject and I’m like ok well I’m still upset but I guess I can put it away and be fucking normal at dinner #but now I’m like ok well I liked that he tried to talk to me about it but I’m also just #terrible annoyed and bothered that THATS how the conversation went #and I’m upset #and he’s at home working more #and he kept saying why don’t you just go to the barn #fuck you I don’t want to #I don’t want to do anything #fuck you fuck yoi #but I’m at the barn anyway and GUESS WHAT not having a good time #so what fucking ever

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doublesidedgemini · 11 months ago

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Um I took my first dose of psych meds today and homies I am fucked up

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doublesidedgemini · 11 months ago

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I thoroughly enjoyed the dune movies even though I fell asleep during the second one both times I tried to watch it and I liked them so much I got the book which was a 10/10 decision the book is way better

Don’t get me wrong the movies are good BUT there’s just so much more in the book that’s not in the movie and it’s like… ya it’s not in the movie because the movie was already convoluted asf. You really can tell a whole different kind of story in the novel it’s so good

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