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Chapter 2.

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taglist: @sunooqvrlsx @gvmttkk

TW:Self H*rm, Su*c*dal thoughts, being Dr*gg*d

Authors Note: I do not condone any if these things and if you or a loved one is experiencing these things then please contact help from the authorities and ask for help.

Sunoos POV

Ugh- My head…

Pain courses through my legs and arms and a ringing sensation echos through my ears.

I open my eyes and the light blinds me. The smell of the salty waters around me fills my nostrils and the suns harsh heat tingles my skin.

I sit up and notice that I’m not on the plane no more. I am stranded on a broken piece of the private plane in the middle of an ocean now, with no food, no drinkable water, no supplies, nothing…

‘How the hell did I get here?’

The events of yesterday suddenly come back into my mind, and now I can hear my heartbeat in my ears. My breath hitches and I can manage to croak out a cry from my dry throat.

flashback

I open my eyes after it went black and suddenly the plane was slowly getting swallowed by the deep salty waters around. The power went out…

As I look into the front, I can barely make out what is water and sky from how scarce the light is.

‘Oh no- What should I do?’ My hands tremble and I remember that there is an exit and a floatie in the back. I run past and the members are still asleep. What was in those snacks and drinks? Did someone try to drug us?

I grab the floatie and open the top hatch of the plane. The cold wind whips me in the face, almost making me lose my balance.

Luckily the floatie was big enough for all of us since it was huge but there is only enough space for 5…

Heeseung is nowhere to be found but the least I can do for my members is save them. They have helped me through so much and they are like my brothers.

As the plane slowly sinks into the water, I drag each member onto the floatie and I push them off and I stay onto the plane as I watch them float away.

A tear slips through my eyes and my chest tightens as I try to accept the fact that this is my last time seeing them.

“Goodbye, I hope you guys make it home safely, everyone back home must be so worried for us but tell them that I will be okay” I choke out as I try not to let my sadness pour out watching them leave.

I know they are asleep but it feels like they understood what I said. The ocean waves get rough and the only thing left exposed from the merciless ocean waves is the plane wing and it seems like it was cracked so I climb onto it and lay down on my back.

The stars look so pretty, its sad how I’m just now noticing this. The rocking of the wing reminds me of when my mother rocked me to sleep as a child. I would always cry for her whenever I was in trouble or hurt, but now– I cant cry for her. I cant cry out for anyone. The isolation from everything I knew makes me realize how much home meant to me, and that I will never be able to get that feeling back.

I close my eyes and sigh, hopefully I wake up to see another day.

flashback end

The overwhelming feeling from yesterday also comes back and my eyes sting with tear’s threatening to come out again.

On the bright side, at least I am alive. I stand up, but my legs wobble a little but I regain balance.

As time passes by, I just stare off into the distance wondering if there are people looking for the members and me. Then I start to notice a dark figure start to cast off into the distance. The wing draws it self towards it, like its a magnet….

I notice something is off when the calm movement of plane wing picks up and I start to grip onto whatever I can so I wont fall. The water starts to splash in my eye and soon the wing hits something hard and I fly forwards. My arms and legs flail everywhere so I wont drown expecting to hit the cold water and a wretched sounds from my throat. But instead, I hit something hard.

Well thats gonna leave a mark..

Once the pain from impact subsided, my fingertips felt something grainy. Then I noticed how hot it was. I jolted up immediately from the burning sensation and realized I was on land.

The joy I felt knowing I finally got in land but I remember how Im stranded in the middle of nowhere and I almost died.

I take in my surroundings and notice how big the island is; the skinny rough looking trees loom over,intimidating me. The darkness beyond it threatening to swallow me whole yet I still feel something calling me into the darkness.

growl…

My adrenaline and the traumatic events from last night made me forget all about how hungry I was. Looking around, I spot a coconut hanging from a tree but it looks too far to reach.

‘Maybe I should try to shake the tree to make it fall.’

I wrap my hands around the tree, my arms can almost wrap around the tree twice if I tried. The rough bark presses deep into my skin as I try to grip the tree harder and I sway the tree with all the strength I have even though Im tired.

The stubborn coconut resists the force shaking it. Finally I hear the coconut start to separate from the tree. The coconut fell and rolled out towards the ocean.

‘Oh no you’re not going to roll from me after all of my hard work to get you’

I scurried towards the rolling coconut and grab it just as the tide began to roll it deeper into the ocean.

‘I wonder if its safe to eat this coconut—of course its safe to eat a coconut’

I mentally face palmed myself for that dumb question but I was either going to die full or scared with an empty stomach. I slammed the coconut on the rough tree in hopes it would crack open. Minutes stretched into hours until I finally opened the coconut.

The sun was setting yet the heat was stubborn. The beautiful hues of red, orange, and yellows swirling made me slouch. I let out a hoarse sigh and a tear drop slides down my face, the tear also mirroring the sky’s golden hues and firey embrace.

Flashback

I hear sniffling and the sound of something scraping against the sink in the bathroom across my room, the reverb from the scraping and clinking causing it to echo through the thin walls of the dorm.

“Hyung…” I rub my eyes as my eyes adjust to the brightness of the bathroom,” what are you doing?”

As my eyes refocus I notice Heeseung hunched over the bathtub, frozen ridged as if he got caught stealing something. I then look to my right at the sink and see a broken shaving razor missing the metal part of it. I flicker my eyes back over to Heeseung and notice the red in the bathtub and immediately run to him. I slap the razor out of his hand nicking my hand in the process and grab him by the hand.

“Why would you do this to yourself—what happened?” I started to tear up and I didnt give hyung a chance to answer my question because after one question I would immediately ask another.

He clamped the hand he didnt cut over my mouth and shushed me with a quiet rushed tone.

“Please don’t tell anyone Sunoo, go back to bed, you are just dreaming.” He pleaded in a hushed tone to me. His eyes bloodshot red and nose runny. The look of defeat was overpowered by a look a desperation, Heeseung feared I would tell the others.

He led me back to my bedroom, lit a lavender scented candle and left shutting the door behind him slowly. Heeseung came back with a small glass of water and some bandages. I sat back up and opened the curtains to be met with the beautiful stars above. I stare out the window and wonder if what I just saw was just a figment of my imagination or real. How could hyung do this to himself, he seems like one of the most capable people in the group. The crimson liquid flowing in drain of bathtub looked real, the broken razor looked real, Heeseung clamping his hand over my mouth was real…

But why does it feel unreal?

“Here, drink this to help you sleep” He guided the glass of lukewarm water to my mouth and I drank it. I glance down at the glass and I notice it looks cloudy but I’m too tired to stop him from pouring the water in my mouth.

Once I downed the while glass, he left without a word.

My eyes become heavier and I give in to slumber. I hear my door slowly creak open again but I was too tired for care.

Flashback end

Maybe I should’ve done more back then, even if Heeseung looked fine after that incident. I never spoke up of it again but it lingered in my mind like a hushed cry for help. And the glass—he could never—but he could—it wasn’t regular water.

I need to look for a place to sleep. I thought.

I glance back at the dark trees behind me. Threatening to swallow me whole if I dare to step foot into its fortress. It looked more as if it were guarding something precious.

I break a branch off a tree and head into the woods, taking one last glance at the ocean mocking the sky.

The further I venture into the unknown, a familiar scent hits my nose.

What could this smell be?

tbc…

I’m sooo sorry for not updating for 2+ years. I have been busy with dancing, piano practice, college work, and high school work all at the same time. I will try to update chapters more since school is almost over.. Sorry if the chapter is a little boring, I had cut it short so you guys could have something to read, there will be a Part 2 to this chapter soon.

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doyoungzwrld · 2 years ago

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Chapter 1.

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“Hyung, where are we going?” Sunoo asked Heeseung as the others boarded the private plane.

Heeseung kept quiet, that was unusual of him as he was usually nagged the younger ones. But today–today he felt off…

“Listen here you little piece of- oh hey Heeseung, aren’t you excited for the surprise?” Jay paused before he hit niki to smile at his older member, excited for what lays in store for them when they make it to their surprise.

After the members boarded the plane, everyone were still finding their seats. Heeseung, Jake, and Jay sat on the left of the plane, while Niki, Jungwon, Sunoo, and Sunghoon sat on the right. All doing what they usually do. Be chaotic, bully each other and what-not.

“Hey guys, is it just me or all this playing around has gotten me hungry” Niki yawned while throwing himself onto the soft chair.

The other members collectively agreed with him while Heeseung stayed silent, keeping his eyes outside staring at the shimmering ocean.

Niki went to the back of the plane and brought back some snacks and a couple drinks and gave each member their own food.

“Hey hyung, you don’t look too well, do you want some snacks too?” Niki held the bag of chips up at Heeseungs face but he declines. “What about you Sunoo, are you hungry?”

“Nah, I don’t really have an appetite right now but thanks” Sunoo flashes a smile kind of scared to ride a plane over such a big ocean for a long time.

“Hahaha- Sunoo’s just scared because he’s on a plane” Jungwon teased.

“Hey–that’s not funny!” Sunoo frowned and turned his head back to his own corner.

Two hours later, almost everyone was sound asleep, the sun just now setting and the only one awake, Sunoo was doodling in his small journal. He felt restless for some reason, something didn’t feel right about today. Like they weren’t meant to be here…

“Hey (pilots name), are we almost there yet?” Sunoo asks the pilot but to his surprise, the pilot doesn’t answer.

His eyes squint, glaring at the pilot. “Okay… I’ll take that as a no” and he goes back to his journal.

Suddenly the plane jerks back, making everyone’s body lift out of their seats just by an inch.

“Woah, guys I feel a little scared now…” Sunoo whines to look back his members but everyone is still asleep. Nobody seems to move, or even react to commotion. The silence is loud but the shaking plane turns Sunoo’s attention to the pilot’s seat.

“Hey, (pilots name), are you okay?”

No answer…

Sunoo walks up to the pilot, “Hey, whats your prob–“ His feet stopped, his body is paralyzed with fear as he stares at the pale corpse infront of him. “W–What, oh no, the pilot…” Sunoo trips over his words in a panicked state, his stomach does backflips and he breaks into a cold sweat, hands clammy.

The pilot is dead…

Soon, the plane looses its balance in the air and starts to head downwards into the ocean.

Sunoo’s POV

There has to be an autopilot button somewhere like in the movies, right? I touch everybutton I see on the dashboard, hoping it’ll get this plane up again.

Urgh- Slam!

What is wrong with me? I have never flown a plane before so how will me pressing every button solve this deadly situation…

I sprint towards my sleeping members, hoping they’ll be able to help.

“Guys- wake up,”I shake their bodies but to no avail, they don’t wake up, “Wait– wheres Heeseung Hyung?” I run around the plane looking for him but its like he disappeared…

I don’t have time to be looking for him, I run back up to the pilots corpse and I push his dead body out of the seat and I sit down.

Chills run down my spine, I feel disgusted and contaminated after touching his body but I have to find a way stabilize this plane again.

I look at the handles of the wheel and I try to move it up and then suddenly …

black…

TBC

(sorry for any mistakes in the story)

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