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Still happening

Self-reflection

It’s been a while that I’m always alone. It felt great! It’s an opportunity to know myself better. I have time to read my books which I bought a long time ago; I have the time again to write free verse poems and haikus; I have a lot of opportunity to explore my deepest thoughts and my plans in life. It’s really good.

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You could fill three lifetimes with the things people say about you when you are not there.

Stewart Stafford

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I read all my previous posts and it's all about loneliness. Well, I'm better and wiser. I'm enjoying my life and my career. Yay!

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I’m numb. I don’t know what I’m feeling. Maybe, I just got used to it.

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I’m a decent woman; taking masters, no kids, not married, and especially have financial capability...but why do you still choose to stay with a woman who’s a total opposite of me?

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I always kill myself i pain while still clinging to someone who I know who can’t be mine. I can’t help it but hope.

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Coz food is life

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why is it so damn difficult to remember

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Everything about me changed after a 180 degree turn from my past.

I have achievements in life.

I became stronger and very independent woman.

I became a fighter; logical in everything based on the lessons I’ve learned in the past.

I was able to make my world wider; more connections and improved social life, but continuously being loyal and faithful.

I realized that everything is not a mistake; a change in perspective that this is just battleground of going through a learning process that will make you a better person.

I might be clinically depressed and undergone a series of therapy sessions, but that doesn’t define me who I am. I continue to fight and make myself better everyday. I don’t justify that I may have a different attitude and personality because of my depression but I share my past for you to understand and accept me.

I will continuously fight and improve myself everyday because this is the only way I can tell to myself that “I have achieved a lot.”

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People always leave me, I guess it’s time to leave.

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Reposting this because I have to

When you’re starting to feel very comfortable to someone but you know to yourself that it is impossible for you to be together. I’ll be just your best friend you can count on in times of need. 🙂

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Unsure of things

Unsure of every thing

Unsure of my feelings

Unsure of letting my whole self to someone

Unsure of getting that job

But one thing’s for sure,

I’M GOING TO PASS MY COMPREHENSIVE EXAM AND GRADUATE ON 2021!

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This happened to me that I watch “Bangkok Traffic Love Story” everyday in one week 😂😂😂

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Yes actually. Most of the time.

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“You have never loved me. You have only thought it pleasant to be in love with me.”

— Henrik Ibsen, A Doll’s House (via books-n-quotes)

Book Recommendation: No One Ever Asked by Katie Ganshert