You’ve had a voice counting down in your head ever since you were born, it would repeat the number and go on to the next only after certain events, you were never able to make sense of it until you reached 1
so is the epilogue of on the run where the gems get to find out that spinel was made to be a toy?
Considering On The Run is a season 1 episode it wouldn't be revealed there. I tend to write the AU as if we don't know what Spinel's secret is, imagining how it might play out if it was the show's canon. So humor me there lol.
Besides Amethyst just told her to stop making it about her on the previous page. I think she'd be a bit wary of that now.