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Keep yourself bottled up and I'll keep myself dangling from the last thread of a will to live

The longer you harm yourself the more I start to slip

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.....went down the drain huh....

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Don't mind me trying not to scream and have a meltdown while heavily breathing

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Everything just has to crumble down doesn't it

I'm gonna fucking lose my shit, scream my head off, and fucking bash my head in. Fuck all this stress. Fuck people. Just I'm fucking done with all this bullshit that had happened.........

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I feel depressed but sometimes not even text support will do so

Lonely stubborn little me =D

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"Distract yourself"

I can't

"Shut up"

Gee go ahead and make me feel worse

"You're not as bad"

Implying im a bad person

A pathetic excuse of a person

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She's here

She has been for a while

I should feel happier

More optimistic

The mind has other plans

Reminiscing childhood

A paradox indeed

She was gone once

The fake happiness took her from me

Explicit happiness sold in secrecy

Believed to reveal the gates of eternal joy

A mighty feeling amongst the crowds

The cure of apathy

And now im dragged back to hell by my own self......

Reminiscing paradoxically

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The longer I ponder of life

The longer in exposed to the mechanisms of the cycle of apathy we all live in

The machine of indifference we all operate

We have become inhumane

To the world

To each other

Only a few ponder the mechanism

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I made someone feel worse

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Teach me to isolate myself again

I am cracking

The people around me are rejoicing

Watching devilishly

As my shell breaks open

And I will fall

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I can hear the rythmatic pulsing of my head

It hurts

And it makes me want to whack something until it goes away

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When i was in depression.....so much that i wanted to kill myself

My friends were there to stop me

To make me feel better......

To support me....

To keep me sane in this nightmare....

But nowadays with things worsening......

Where are they now?

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....im always the one to be thrown out huh?

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It's my time to decompose, isnt it nature?

You've already started haven't you?

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I hope she's doing ok.........

I miss her......

I miss her to the point of heartache

I miss her to the point of not controlling my silent sobbing

I miss her to the point of having to take a lot longer to calm down just because i cant handle it when thoughts of her come bringing up the sentence

"SHE'S GONE. GONE AWAY FROM YOUR LIFE. GONE AWAY WITHOUT CHOICE"

I miss her so badly

So badly.........

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Loneliness

A cold, painful feeling

A feeling that deprives someone of being happy.

I hate the feeling

But it never goes away

People say just to be social

But no matter what

It always comes back and stays.

It's tight grip on you once it gets to you

Suppressing you

Suffocating

Dark, cold, empty, lonely

Is there a way out?

"No, for one fragile speck can't break loose on its own..."