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Some Food Clutter

Hi guys! Here is a small set of food clutter to spice your sims’ kitchens! I’ll be making more food clutter like this in the future 🥰

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Grapes In Bowl, Grapes, Chopping Board With Cheese, Bread Roll

1 Swatch Per Mesh

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God I Wish That You Had Thought This Through Sirius Black x Reader

A/N: hi hello i haven’t posted any fanfiction in years and this is the first time i’ve posted any on tumblr so plz ik it’s short and bad but if someone wants a part 2💪😩

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Summary: Sirius Black x Reader, based on Traitor by Olivia Rodrigo.

Warnings: angst, mentions of cheating, Sirius being an asshole <3

“Sirius please i just want you stay for a little while. please?” You pleaded with him with big eyes hoping just this once he’d cancel his plans with her for you instead of the other way around.

“Y/N you know I can’t i’ve got plans, we’ve been over this.” he sighed while shoveling his paper and books into his satchel.

You hated how he dismissed your want to be with him like it didn’t matter, he hadn’t been available much lately after he and Marlene decided they liked helping Professor Sprout with extra Herboligy care. You mumbled from your position at the foot of the bed, “Keeping your plans never seems to matter when they have to do with me.”

He hardly stopped at this just scoffed “You know that’s not true.” He spoke as he finished packing up his belongings.

“Why do you have to make everything a fight.”

You tried, really, you know him and Marlene weren’t just friends even if nothing had happened it wasn’t something to just be brushed under a rug.

You hated the idea of confronting him about it, you wanted him, you liked that you had him that he loved you. And so you kept quiet. “You’re right i’m sorry.”

Sirius gave you one last look knowing what he was about to go do, knowing what he did hurt you. He wanted to scream at you, wanted you to know he was doing it for you. Of course Marlene was attractive and funny but he loved you he wanted you to care that he was with her. He felt guilty knowing he was hurting you but a small part of him wanted the attention knowing he could do anything and you wouldn’t leave.

As he walked through the door you lowered your head to your hands. You wished it were different, that he’d stay.

-

Once again the two of you sat quietly in his dorm. You knew you needed to say something if you wanted to make it work, still you were anxious. what if you were wrong? What if he wasn’t lying and it was all in your head?

Still you spoke, “Sirius?”

It had been a week since your ‘fight’ you’ve tiptoed around the subject the past couple of days hoping he’d say something first but still nothing. “Yes love?” he said, hardly paying you any mind.

“Are you and Marlene just friends.” Your words came out fast, barley above a whisper.

Sirius sighed he looked almost relieved, “Y/N, Your paranoid of course we’re just friends. I love you, no one else.” He moved closer to you gently taking the side of your face with his hand, “Promise.”

As you looked him in the eyes you knew he was lying, you knew Sirius. He fidgeted his other hand with the hem of his sleeve. You knew what you had to do but it killed you to do it.

“Sirius please don’t lie to me.” your eyes started to sting as you looked at him.

“Y/N I-.“ He breathed out, this couldn’t be fixed, he knew that.

You pushed a sob down before quietly grabbing your bag and heading to the door. When you looked back Sirius had tears on his face his eyes pleading with you to stay.

you gave him one last look before shutting the door.

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Ben Barnes as Sirius Black + a bit more of the fancast!

(I found these on Pinterest. So Credit to the creators/Owners)

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“And now you’ll give it to me.”

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i’ll love you forever

fem!reader x r.b.

summary: regulus tries to save you from him.

warnings: death, breakup, fighting, mention of cheating, sirius & regulus argument, y/n being hopelessly in love.

word count: 1.5k

italics+sectioned: past scenes

italics+small: letters

a/n: i’m sorry if this is bad i’ve been very unmotivated and insecure ab my writing lately.

⊱ ──── ˗ˏˋ✧*♡*✧´ˎ˗ ────⊰

you never thought it was possible to love someone as much as you loved regulus. he wasn’t perfect, he had his flaw like one does, but he was yours; and he’d always be.

regulus adored his brother, despite the different views. regulus grew up watching his brother get punished and abused for being different, so regulus did what his parents said. he believed in the same morals as them and his life was easier.

when he was sixteen, he got the dark mark. you remember him crying in your arms, repeatedly apologizing to you.

—

“i’m sorry y/n” his head buried in your chest and his arms clutching onto your body “they wanted me too, i couldn’t disappoint them! sirius’ is already gone, i didn’t know what else to do!” he cried out.

when he said sirius’ name, it must’ve sparked something. his grip on your body became right her and his sobs louder, despite being muffled in your chest.

“sirius. oh my— sirius! he’s going to hate me” he sobbed at the thought of his brother resenting him.

—

it had been 2 years since that night and it had only gotten worse; he had gotten worse.

he was temperamental and he had the tendency to lash out at you now more than ever. you understood how difficult his life was and the expectations his parents had given him. the last thing he wanted to do was not excede his parents expectations.

he asked you dozens of times why you were still with him, how could you be with him. the answer was simple; you love him. you never could have broken up with him, this was just a rough patch in the path to your happily ever after— at least that’s what you told yourself.

you recalled the times that he’d sneak into your dorm in the middle of the nights and come up with crazy plans of running away together and escaping all of life’s problems; no more abusive parents, no more responsibilities, just the two of you. somewhere warm in the summer for picnics dates and cold in the winter to stay by the fireplace.

but those plans were just dreams. the more you thought about it, it was heartbreaking. no sixteen year old should fantasize about escaping life but that was what came with being regulus black’s girlfriend.

you remembered you had once walked in on regulus having a heated argument with his older brother about their family. sirius seemed as if he had gone mad, the only way you could describe it was pure rage, his eyes were full of bitterness and resentment. regulus could see the disappointment in his brothers face.

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“i can’t believe you! how could you possibly do this! how stupid are you?” sirius screamed out, his face a bright shade of crimson red.

“how could i? are you kidding me? you left and i didn’t know what to do! some bloody brother!” regulus shouted back. you had been standing at the door way, neither of them noticing you until you began to walk away.

“oi! and who’s this, hmm? death eater girlfriend? i bet she’s just as bad as you” sirius ridiculed, his arms flaying towards you.

“don’t you dare talk about her like that!” regulus stepped in front of sirius.

without another word sirius walked out, his shoulder grazing yours as he left. regulus sat on the edge of his bed, aggressively running his hands through his hair. you slowly walked over to him, you were met with dark hazed eyes— he was so tired of everything. you just wanted to hold him and tell him everything was okay, but you couldn’t possibly lie to him.

—

everything that has happened with him led you to where you are now.

you sat atop his bed, patiently waiting for him to come back from class. you looked around his dorm, at his wall where photos and articles of the dark lord were previously plastered. you weren’t sure what happened but he suddenly wasn’t a big fan of him after he came home from holiday.

“oh, hello darling, i didn’t know you were here” regulus walked in, interrupting your thoughts.

“I‘m sorry, do want me to—” you pointed to the door.

“no, stay, i actually needed to talk to you” regulus replied as he took of his robe and loosened his tie. you could tell it was serious, he sat in front of you and looked at you, lovingly. he gently grabbed the side of your face, admiring you.

in spite of his sweet actions, there was an unsettling feeling bubbling in your stomach.

“you’re so pretty” he mumbled under his breath before shaking his head, bringing himself back to the topic of importance. “there’s something i need to tell you but you need to know that i love you...” he breathed out and shifted uncomfortably.

you noticed an expression of sorrow painted across his face. his eyes were dull and sunken, as they were most of these days. you took his hand in yours “i love you too.” you squeezed his hand gently “what is it reggie? is everything alright? i know you’ve been stressed but it’s all going to be okay—”

“i slept with someone else”.

the worrisome bubble that was previously forming in your stomach exploded, only it turned into a fulminate of agony.

“reg... how could— w-why?” you said lowly. you subconsciously moved away from him, you hands letting go of his. honestly, you didn’t even realize that you were still holding his hand.

“i’m sorry, y/n” he muttered, looking down at his fingernails.

you gently grabbed his face in your hands so that he was looking at you and brushed the hairs out of his face “h-how could you?” tears brimmed your eyes and your voice was small and shaky.

he slept with someone else. the worst part was that is that despite this, you’d still love him. even if part of you was telling you that you should hate him, you don’t think you ever could.

he kept silent, looking at you with tiresome eyes— it seemed impossible that those lifeless eyes were once filled with happiness, not despair.

“it’s okay” you mumbled, a single tear falling down your face. you hummed as you stroked his soft skin, following the curve of his cheekbones. his eyes were puffy and red, resembling yours. you leaned into his shoulder because for once, you wanted him to hold you. you wanted him to tell you everything was going to be okay— even if it wasn’t.

regulus cradled your head as you sobbed in his shoulder. as much as you didn’t want to cry to him about him. you had no one else. all of your friends left you shortly after you began dating regulus because they didn’t see the sweet boy that you did— or the sweet boy that you saw.

“how c-could you? i gave you everything. three years, reggie, three years! of your bullshit. i stayed with you through everything, how could you do this to me? i was with you during everything and you just threw it all away!” you mumbled in his shoulder as you gripped onto his white shirt.

“i hate you” you whispered, but loud enough for him to hear. regulus sobbed quietly as you vociferated into his shoulder. you two stayed like that for what felt like hours, holding onto one another for what you didn’t know would be the last time.

it had been months since you last heard from him. you had both graduated from hogwarts never having spoken again. to be completely honest, you still hadn’t gotten over him. it seemed impossible, as many times as you stated that you hated him. deep down, you knew that you never could because he was your true love.

it was late at night, nearly midnight, when an owl had knocked on your window with a letter. an unfamiliar owl, but very familiar hand writing. the envelope read:

‘to: y/n y/l/n’

‘from: regulus black’

every thought of happiness quickly disappeared as you opened the letter and read the first line. you never thought you could possibly feel this excruciating.

the boy that you vowed to love forever was gone.

you had no idea what to do, you’re vision was blurry and tears filled your eyes, uncontrollably falling down your face. you ran outside and you would have looked mad to other people but you didn’t care, not in the slightest. you screamed, yelled, begged at the moon and stars. how could they have taken him away.

“bring him back, please. bring him back. i need him, my love” you pleaded, you collapsed on your knees and sobbed— wishing that he could hold you like he did that last time.

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dear y/n,

by the time you’re reading this, i’m probably already dead. you see, i’ve found out why lord voldemort is immortal and i’m planning on destroying it. i hope you understand that, everything i’ve ever done was for you. i want you know that i never cheated on you, there’s wasn’t nor is there anybody in this world who could’ve loved me the way you did. it’s been difficult, living without my true love. but i’ve managed, as will you. goodbye y/n. i’ll love you forever.

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just some talks about brooms, house-elf rights and bill’s hairstyle as if everything is alright

chapter nine: the woes of mrs weasley

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same energy.

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I have one question. The line where I’m saying “that’s a defensive weapon”, is that me basically asking him not to hit me with it?

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Remus Lupin ending up in detention after James and Sirius accidentally blow up the astronomy tower:

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AARON TAYLOR-JOHNSON

— Nowhere Boy, 2009

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Harry for the Gucci Mémoire d'une Odeur campaign

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ALSO THIS IS NOT A SAFE PLACE FOR TRUMPIES, RACISTS, HOMOPHOBES, TRANSPHOBES, AND JUST PEOPLE WHO ARE OVERALL HORRIBLE

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i close the tumblr app. i reopen it immediately. mental illness

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i close the tumblr app. i reopen it immediately. mental illness

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Slytherin Sister

Slytherin Sister

https://open.spotify.com/track/1PInWkBARsxLyouDqa2GtF?si=g5PThT3VQ0ukKYhv-3yNNA

Summery; Y/n Black is the oldest Black Sibling & will go any length to keep her younger brothers safe.

a/n; so, this is the first time i’ve actually written a story (even if it is short) in about five years, so please be kind, although constructive criticism is welcomed. Anyway might make a pt.2 but I’m not sure also I strongly suggest listening to the song above. 

Word Count: 750 (yikes)

“Where is he, you deranged psycho bitch?!”

 you  feel the silk fabric of her dress crease under your tight grasp. 

“For Merlins sake Bellatrix tell us where he took Regulus.” 

you  feel Sirius and the rest of the marauders stand behind you, the  group catching the attention of a handful of class mates dancing around you and the boys, trying to enjoy the yule ball being held

. “He has failed the dark lord and now he will pay with his life”

 Her lips curl up into a menacing grin. “Poor itty bitty black, all alone in his last few minutes of life.” 

Before Sirius can step forward you clench the top of her dress a little firmer bringing her closer to your face “Where the fuck is he?” you roughly slam her back against the wall

 “If you don’t tell me where he is I’ll drag you to the dark forest myself and use the cruciatus curse until your begging to tell me” 

you hiss in her ear, willing to go to any lengths to protect your baby brother, perhaps this is why you were placed in Slytherin. You would do the unforgivable to save your brother, the two of you grew closer after Sirius ranaway. Not that you blame him, he always had it harder then you or Reg , being the black sheep of the family. For the first time ever Siruis saw real panic in Bellatrix's eyes, him and the rest of the marauders would endlessly wonder what you had said that made lord voldemort's most faithful death eater tremble in fear.

 “He- he took him to the astronomy tower.”

 and that was enough for you to slide off your uncomfortable blue heels and take off running out of the great hall, Marauders trailing seconds after you. You can hear the yells of Dumbledore and Professor McGonagall, yelling at you to come back, Undoubtedly they knew you thought to yourself, Dumbledore had eyes and ears throughout the entire castel, He couldn’t not know the fate your brother was about to suffer. The thought Regulus dying  only made you push yourself to go faster, you feel your muscles begin to burn and ache but you can’t feel it, it’s like your numb. The walls of hogwarts are blurred as you rush to 

the astronomy tower, the sound of your heart slamming against your chest is the only sound you can hear, your long ball gown dragging behind you, yet somehow you were still faster than your brother and friends. “Stop!” your cries  echo against the cold stones walls of the tower.

 “Ah look who’s come to see the show.” Lucius Malfoy laughs watching the six of you surge up the stairway. 

“Let him go, if you want to kill someone kill me instead.”

 Voldemort stood at the edge of the tower clutching Regulus’s collar , restraining him from running to the safety of your arms

. “Oh look it’s your Slythrin sister” Voldemort sneers

“Please let him go” Sirius’s pleds are drowned out when you see the fear in your little brothers eyes

“Kill me, it was my fault.” you mumble out hastily 

“And why would I kill my only hire?” he viciously smiles at you, your brows wrinkle as your face falls into a grimace.

“Oh, He didn’t tell  you? Tell you how your mother was unable to conceive, how your parents pathetically begged for me to help them.” 

“And I did aid them, at the price that Walburgas first born would not be to Oirion, But to me” 

Noone could have predicted what would occur next, It was all a blur Y/n watched as Voldemort tossed Regulus off the balcony. Her deafening screams drowned out Voldemort's laughter. 

James, Sirius, Remus and Peter all watched as you ran after Regulus, not even pausing to delay, Y/n Merope Black jumped after her baby brother, Voldemort's laughs subsided, the three  marauders hold back Sirius, his pleads to let him go is a sound they don’t think they’ll ever forget.

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you must be a Weasley

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remus lupin

here, eat this. it’ll help. it’s all right. it’s chocolate

happy birthday sari ♥︎ @aredhels