Hello, I'm Eris! I’m a computer programmer whose spending time drawing here when I should be programming. This blog is a mix of SCP stuff and robot positivity. I draw a lot of SCP 079 and sometimes write and draw human versions of him too. If I ever get too active on here feel free to yell at me to get back to coding. I talk about programming here, and I write some SCP 079 stories here!
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Dead by Daylight OC I have for a fic I'm writing
#oc#blood#tw: bruises#tw: blood#sorry i had to post it somewhere lmao#i'm literally writing a dbd Pyramid Head x OC fic shush#eris gets to have self-indulgent OCs... as a treat#eris shouldn't draw
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Anyone have open art commissions and can draw a night sky? I absolutely suck at scenery art and I’m writing a game program for my final in my programming class and it needs a night sky for the background :,c
#pleaseee#I am of course paying#labor isn’t free lol#I just need a sky artist#I tried like twice and both times it was horrible#so now I’m just focusing on the program and outsourcing
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I must interrupt the usual SCP stuff for some Dead By Dalight content. I’ve been playing the game a lot and I love Jane in this outfit so much 💕
In game outfit below, it’s a combination of 3 different outfits to make the closest thing to pajamas the game has
#eris shouldn't draw#dead by daylight#dbd#dbd survivor#dbd jane#jane romero#love this girl and pyramid head so much#the two hottest characters in game
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I’m officially out of the hospital!!! Kept my finger AND avoided surgery since I sought treatment so fast, lucky me!
Had to spend my birthday on Saturday in the hospital though, which kinda sucks. My parents are hosting a makeup birthday party this coming weekend instead.
At ER for a cat bite that was looking kinda bad. Now I need emergency surgery for infectious flexor Tenosynovitis.
I don’t know who needs to hear this but listen to all the websites online that say you need to see a doctor for cat bites that break skin. I know it seems silly and excessive (it’s exactly what I thought last night when deciding if it was urgent enough to warrant the ER) but not doing anything might just cost your fingers or hand one day.
2020 just is not a good year for my personal health...
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Update: so the surgeon is in surgery so I haven’t been able to go back yet (only one hand surgeon here), but on the bright side they gave me some morphine to help with the pain, and set me up on my 4th round of IV antibiotics.
I really hope I can get the surgery today and not have to wait for tomorrow because tomorrow is my birthday and my mom promised me cheesecake :c
At ER for a cat bite that was looking kinda bad. Now I need emergency surgery for infectious flexor Tenosynovitis.
I don’t know who needs to hear this but listen to all the websites online that say you need to see a doctor for cat bites that break skin. I know it seems silly and excessive (it’s exactly what I thought last night when deciding if it was urgent enough to warrant the ER) but not doing anything might just cost your fingers or hand one day.
2020 just is not a good year for my personal health...
#family isnt allowed in room bc covid#so its just been lonely and painful waiting for the doc#feels like im losing my goddamn mind
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Thank god it’s my non dominant hand. Pray for my swollen sausage index finger to not have to be amputated, y’all
At ER for a cat bite that was looking kinda bad. Now I need emergency surgery for infectious flexor Tenosynovitis.
I don’t know who needs to hear this but listen to all the websites online that say you need to see a doctor for cat bites that break skin. I know it seems silly and excessive (it’s exactly what I thought last night when deciding if it was urgent enough to warrant the ER) but not doing anything might just cost your fingers or hand one day.
2020 just is not a good year for my personal health...
#tw body injury#i cant move it so thats why its in the same position in both pics#also dont mind the smeared ‘felt pin styrofoam?’ written on my hand#it was a craft idea i had and wrote it down on my hand so i wouldnt forget#it was just the idea to make a plushie sewing pattern by cutting and pinning felt to a crude carved stryofoam model#im sorry im talking too much but this hospital is so boring#im not even allowed breakfast because i am anticipated to go into surgery today :(
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At ER for a cat bite that was looking kinda bad. Now I need emergency surgery for infectious flexor Tenosynovitis.
I don’t know who needs to hear this but listen to all the websites online that say you need to see a doctor for cat bites that break skin. I know it seems silly and excessive (it’s exactly what I thought last night when deciding if it was urgent enough to warrant the ER) but not doing anything might just cost your fingers or hand one day.
2020 just is not a good year for my personal health...
#i know im not suppose to touch stray cats but come on#surgery??? from cat bite that reached my tendon???#unbelievable#i didnt even know that could happen#online isnt lying treat cat bites seriously
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Started going back to work this week, me and my partner are now officially negative for covid! 🎉🥳
Since I’m a universal plasma donor (AB neg), I’m gonna look into donating my plasma and antibodies. Wish me luck because I haven’t donated plasma and platelets in like a year because my platelet counts weren’t recovering high enough between donations and the blood bank I frequently ended up telling me I had to either gave a lot of weight fast (to increase my platelet count) or chill it on donating for a while.
I’ve still been writing a ton (jumping between three different stories at the moment, two SCP related) so those all might be coming out in the coming weeks. I’m turning the Transformation AU idea into a fic and already have a chapter finished, but wanted to finish the second chapter I’m working on before I post anything since my first chapters always tend to be short.
Anyways just thought I’ll give you all an update so y’all know I didn’t die from covid. Stay safe out there, seriously. It may’ve just felt like a very fatigue-heavy flu to me, but my partner had to go to the ER at one point and couldn’t keep food down for like 4 or 5 days. You never know how it’s gonna hit someone, so please wear your mask and do your part in slowing the spread!
#even im still wearing a mask out in public just in solidarity#even though i technically can no longer catch or spread covid anymore#the masks are really just meant to stop the transmission from an infected person (usually before they show symptoms) to a non-infected one#but i cant infect others anymore#but still gonna keep wearing my mask because i dont want to encourage the idea that its socially acceptable to not wear them#covid 19#covid19#covid2020#covid virus#coronavirus
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Should I work on writing the next chapter of Exception on Line 129 or start writing a transformation AU fic? It seems like the interest in Exception on Line 129 has been dying a bit
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Exception On Line 129
Chapter 6: Ephialtes Interlude
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A Human AU SCP-079 x SCP-682 Fanfic
Warnings: Violence, Alcoholism, Brain damage/trauma, Police brutality, Sexual content
Description: Zero is a reclusive computer science major, floating by in college with the help of vodka by his side. His only human interaction seems to be from his distant father, who abandoned him as a child but now is trying to make a bit of effort to be back in his life. And after a failed virus he sends to a Cray supercomputer gets exposed, he is forced to pay for the consequences of his cyber crimes in more ways than one.
During an unnecessarily violent arrest, he suffers a brain injury and anterograde amnesia, damaging his short-term memory. But during his time detained, he meets a violent man with an infamous short-temper, who takes a surprising interest in him.
(Read it here on Ao3 or continue below)
Exception On Line 129: Ephialtes Interlude
Most people know their body and sleep patterns well enough, that they can predict certain things. Maybe they know what will make them sleepwalk, or give them nightmares. Maybe they know how to wake themselves up from a bad dream, or fall asleep within minutes of deciding it’s time for bed.
Zero never understood people who were really in tune to their sleep like that. Although he was broadly categorized as an insomniac, he learned that he could sometimes invite sleep sooner with a few shots of vodka. Or, it would keep him up later by encouraging him to have another round, but it wasn’t consistent which way the night would swing when he went to pour one out. However, if there was one thing Zero could guarantee about his sleep, it was that he got wet dreams when he was stressed.
Embarrassing, but true. Maybe it was his subconscious way of coping with stress. Makes sense why when he has a bad day nothing takes the edge off more than a night of drinks and going home with a stranger.
But, somehow, tonight’s dream was way more vivid than the usual.
The first part of the dream that really started being memorable was Numin pushing him aggressively up against a wall.
The room was dim and cold, and so was the wall behind him, but Zero’s lips were locked with Numin’s, and their bodies pressed up against each other provided a sweltering heat that kept him warm.
The place was familiar, and the second Zero spared a thought about it he realized they were in his apartment. Or maybe their apartment? It felt like they lived together in this dream.
Broad, strong hands slid over his slender waist, teasing him as they stopped at his hip bones, and with a yearning whine Zero pressed his pelvis forward to invite those wandering hands behind him. With a dark chuckle, Numin pulled his tongue out of Zero’s mouth for a split moment, so he could watch his face as he aggressively grabbed his ass with both hands.
With a delight groan, Zero arched back into his grip, throwing his head back ever-so-slightly to ravish the feeling.
The hands underneath kept a firm cup under his bottom, and in a sudden motion Zero felt himself hoisted up, which he greeted with a short gasp of pleasant surprise. Almost naturally, his legs came up to wrap around Numin’s waist, steadying himself by a needy grasp encircling the larger man’s neck for support. Upon looking up, he saw some of the glint of light barely filtering into the room hit the bright canines of Numin’s devious smirk.
Something about the way his teeth glistened threateningly felt as if Zero couldn’t tell if Numin was going to kiss into his neck or rip out his jugular between his incisors.
And before he could predict which one it would be, the beast rushed forward to devour his prey, and Zero couldn’t help the little noises escaping his throat as he felt those dangerous teeth leave a certainly inhibited bite on the skin between his neck and shoulder.
The idea of wearing a scarf of delicious bruises and hickeys from Numin’s mouth made his hip buck forward, grinding down on the man he was wrapped around. Almost as a reward, he felt himself rub over something firm and prominent, albeit muted from the barriers of fabric between them.
Eager to make his own excitement be known as well, Zero gave a rolling arch of his back, allowing his own erection to rub up against Numin‘s. And almost as if rewarding him, Numin gave a fervent suck of the stolen flesh between his teeth, not ceding until it tinged with a reddish hue. The tangible formation of that hickey made Zero whine needily under his mouth, only encouraging Numin’s ego.
Upon drawing back to admire his own work, he saw Zero’s mouth agape in carnal delight, and pale face flushed into a rouge hue. Heaving, still enraptured by the fresh bruises blessing his neck, Zero licked his bottom lip at him, carefully pushing the ring around it suggestively.
Entertaining him, the larger man tightened his grip around Zero, before pulling his hips down against his own to grind up into them. It earned a desperate cry from the smaller man, but he was in the mood to hear more from him than just incomprehensible noises.
“Say my name.” He commanded, voice husky and laced with an obvious note of his own enrapturement. The way that voice commanded the air sent a wave of goosebumps sailing over Zero’s skin, intoxicated by his deep and velvety tones.
Eager to comply, Zero’s mouth opened on a moan, ready to put his name on his lips-- until, he realized, he didn’t know his name.
A sudden embarrassed panic dropped in his chest, and he hoped it was too dark for the man to make out the obvious perturbation in his face. How could he forget the name of a man like this?
“Zero. My name, say my name.” The voice commanded again, although less commanding and more… monotone, this time. Like the texture of his vocal cords was getting lost in Zero’s fragmented memory.
“I-I don’t know, it doesn’t matter…” huffing, feeling the spike of adrenaline in his blood, he tried to wave it off and continue on with the more sexy details.
Until those details weren’t there anymore. The hands on him stopped feeling hot, or even warm. It was getting too dark to even distinguish anything but a silhouette of the man before him.
What happened to the details?
“What’s my name? What’s my name, Zero?” This time the voice wasn’t just monotone, it was borderline inhuman. Like a bird spitting out sounds that it didn’t understand, mimicking words in pseudo-speech that treaded into the uncanny valley.
Regretting his position against the wall, Zero had no room to distance himself and he meekly unhooked his legs from the strange figure, stumbling a bit on his feet as he squeak back, “I-I’m sorry, I don’t know--”
The place where those hands made contact with him had noticeably lost its warmth; the man’s skin felt like ice, almost as if he had become a corpse. The creature holding onto him wasn’t even human at this point. The noises out its mouth were merging words like one big stream of sound, spitting out gibberish that was only vaguely understandable.
“My name, what’s my name? What’s my name, name, name? Zero, what’s my name? Name? What’s my name?”
Like a horrible interlude, it began just making noisy lip smacks and pops, like the mouth around those words were melting as it spoke, and it needed practice with it to accommodate. It babbled like its tongue was sticking to the roof of its mouth, like it was speaking with a gloopy mouth full of peanut butter. The outline of the figure got fuzzy, alike to the blurry details in a dark black-and-white photo or an out-of-focus polaroid, walking the line between being something to being nothing. Staring at the supposed edge of the silhouette didn’t help either, as it continuously yet slowly distorted beneath the gaze, at a rate slow enough that the perception felt more like vertigo than a sincere deformation of the figure. The growing pit at the bottom of Zero’s stomach twisted in nausea the longer he tried to discern its shape, dread swelling up in his chest and settling in all the wrong places.
He didn’t just forget the name; Zero couldn’t even remember the face of who that creature was supposed to represent, and that failure of his memory reflected back to him through this eldritch simulacrum. Before him was the culmination of every vague and forgotten information lost from the individual it once represented. The silhouette was ever-changing, yet remaining a looming dark mass. The details of color, shape, or likeness had melted into the backdrop of darkness around it, and its only dimensional consistency was its lack thereof.
Worse yet, the simulacrum continued its mockery of speech once it had adjusted to its malformed mouth.
“What is my name. What is my name. What is my name—“
To call it a voice was unfitting, the words lacked any nature in their cords that could lead Zero to believe a living creature was making them. Even trying to imagine it was a creature producing them tinged the presence of metal in Zero’s mouth. The simulacrum, this vile ephialtes invading his consciousness, spoke so uncanny that its words were stuck echoing in his ears, as if the garbled voice was ricocheting inside his own head.
“I don’t know! Just stop, please just stop…” Voice straining against the thick suffocating air, they sounded almost mute compared to the insistent repetition of the simulacrum.
Then, as if the world was pulled out from under him, he felt a sudden drop out of this horrific rendition of reality, snapping back into the real world with such a speed that it felt like conscious whiplash.
Startled, he jumped, and in that moment he recognized the departure out of dreamland and into his body. Even though the sheets around him were light and airy, his skin felt hot and damp, and the first thing he became aware of was his sweat mending his back to the fabric beneath him.
The lights were dimmed. It was the middle of the night according to the plain white clock ticking softly above the door, contesting with his heart rate monitor between being the only noises in the room. Yet, their off-sync tempos almost made it seem as though they were complementary, somehow adding calmness to the room. Or, perhaps anything compared to that nightmare seemed like the epitome of tranquility.
Confused, he checked his hand, and surely enough noticed his IV line was taped back upon the poor vein it has been yanked from one too many times. And next to the IV printed in neat lettering was a name: Numin.
A sigh of relief escaped at the recognition of that name.
He was so certain he had forgotten. Actually, even now, he can’t remember the last interaction he had with Numin. After freeing himself from his medical shackles and shuffling over with a grace that rivals a toddler learning to walk, Zero didn’t remember much besides kissing his roommate.
A sudden color tinged his pale cheeks.
They kissed. That much, Zero is certain of-- even though his memory after said kiss got very butchered afterwards. On top of that, beside the certainty of said kiss existing, he was also positive that it was Numin who had grasped his hospital gown and pulled him down into it.
The color on his face intensified, waxing with every second he spent dwelling on that memory.
They hadn’t just kissed; Numin instigated the kiss.
However, like a dismal cliffhanger at the end of a fantastic season finale, Zero drew a blank on what exactly happened next. Hell, he couldn’t even remember returning to bed and falling asleep. Did they spend the time fondly cuddling and sharing intimate thoughts on hushed, quiet breaths between themselves? Did they continue making out, before not really feeling into it and learning they didn’t have as much of a spark as once thought? Did they just flat out have sex last night?
Anything was on the table at this point, and Zero was prepared to play this scavenger hunt with his own memories. After all, it would be quite embarrassing to wake Numin-- whom Zero could tell was fast asleep from his sporadic snoring across the room-- and ask him what happened. Not only would it be embarrassing on Zero’s part, but what if his lack of recall of a potentially fond and intimate moment was a red flag to Numin that’ll make him recede his interest in a fresh amnesiac?
Sitting up, slow enough in case Numin was a light sleeper, Zero brought his hand up to the faint glow of the heart rate monitor to examine the IV line.
Despite the darkness of the room, the dim monitor light was just enough illumination to realize he didn’t even have the IV line in. Rather, it looked as if the medical tape was just tape back over the vein to hold the line in place, leading Zero to the relieving conclusion that a nurse hadn’t come in and interrupted them. Instead, it appears Zero himself probably taped the line down and planned on pretending to a nurse in the morning that it had fallen out of the vein during the night. After all, he didn’t have the original needle to insert the IV tube, and probably wouldn’t have the best idea on doing it both safely and believably.
Even though it was the plan of a forgotten consciousness, a soft smirk of pride ghosted his lips at the idea of taping the IV line down. Or perhaps, maybe he was just retrospectively grateful his former self even put an effort to hide the freed IV line at all, for Zero could completely see himself having a steamy night with an interesting man and going to bed without a care how conspicuous he appeared the following morning, consequences be damned. Said consequences would without doubt be sharing Numin’s state of handcuffed confinement, although unlike him Zero would sooner break his own wrist before successfully breaking out any cuffs.
Disrupting the line of thought to continue his own self-detective work, Zero carried on.
It only took an exploring hand snaking into his gown to tell that the stickers holding the heart sensors were also inexpertly returned to his chest. So more or less, he was checking all the boxes to at least appear at a glance like he had spent the whole night in his bed.
Now that he had confirmed his former consciousness had already established his alibi, his efforts redirected to figuring out what exactly happened after their kiss. Lucky for him-- although not as lucky for his liver-- Zero has had plenty of experiences deciphering a night he doesn’t remember from all the countless times he’s gotten blackout drunk.
If there was anyone who would probably make a good amnesiac detective, it was Zero. That or every morning-after hangover investigation he had ever done would have all been in vain.
There was a bathroom door in the room, on the far side closer to Numin’s bed. If he could make it there, he could check if maybe he had a hickey or two that’ll allude to what he and Numin was up to a few hours prior.
Zero couldn’t help a little smirk at the thought. After all, maybe Numin finally put those dangerous teeth to use.
Aside from a sly bite of his lip, exciting himself at his own thoughts, he made an effort to try and not let himself get carried away by his suggestive imagination.
Once again, he undid the taping on his hand to detach himself from the IV, and peeled off the sensors from his chest with a bit more care than his haphazard yank earlier. After pushing back the sheets that freely crinkled noisily amidst his stealth, Zero stole another glance up towards Numin, confirming he was still deep in sleep whilst he pushed smoothly off the bed.
Or at least, as smooth as he could over his still unadjusted feet. There were a few patters as he calibrated himself, the balls of his feet meeting the floor and dancing his weight back and forth between the two as if they just weren't landed on the floor quite right, before the muscles of his legs finally all synced together and kept him steady without feeling the need to constantly shift his weight. The sensation of jelly in his legs didn’t go away, but at this point it wouldn’t be a shocker if his head injury was compounding with his lack of coordination. Nevertheless, feet ready to be walking or not, Zero made his way towards the bathroom door as softly as he could to remain quiet.
Embarrassingly enough, the lack of adjustment showed in his gait, as it swayed unsteady and borderline on a stumble at points before evening out as best Zero could manage. Perhaps, what with his lack of an audience it was only embarrassing for himself, but it still brought a sensation of heat to his cheeks that made him that much more cautious to not wake Numin.
But somehow his feet still found it’s way guiding him to the bathroom door, even if he walked with about as much confidence as a newborn deer. There was an auditable sigh of relief upon reaching the door, and completely ignoring the loud creak it made on its hinges, he hurried inside and flicked on the light.
The sudden brightness made him recoil, hands reflexively coming up to shield his unprepared eyes. After a series of squints and blinks, the room became perceivable, albeit a lackluster view what with the bland setup. The walls were a simple powered blue, and the sink and toilet the same porcelain white. Adjacent to the mirror above the sink was an automatic soap dispenser, the kind Zero remembers seeing at shops or restaurants bathrooms, generic for commercial use.
When his eyes laid on his own reflection, he gave a meek whimper at his face.
Adorning one side were the dark blots of bruises, discolored with greenish hues to suggest they were days old, trailing over the cheek of the side the cop had kicked mercilessly, and fading off slightly over his brow. Zero often had bags with his chaotic sleep schedule, but the dark puffiness beneath the eye on the more abused side looked much different than under-eye circles, instead it was more rounded and shiny in appearance. Never having a black eye before in his life, it almost turned his stomach to see one on his own face, even if one so minor in comparison to ones he’s seen on people before.
The gauze around his head was wrapped expertly and tight, with particularly thick padding above that sore spot on his head that wouldn’t stop throbbing. Worst yet, perhaps exacerbated by his recent activity, there was a tinge of bleed-through coloring the thick padding over his head injury, suggesting he had reopened the wound.
Lastly, and probably just as disheartening as the rest of his appearance, he bore no hickeys or bite marks over his neck. But after taking in his own reflection Zero almost doesn’t even blame Numin; he looked so battered and frail that it was no wonder the nurse was surprised he had woken from his coma so soon; it almost looked as if he had no right waking from his coma at all.
A dark, dismal drop sank deep into his hollow chest. He wasn’t in any state that even remotely screamed desirable. And while that was a silly thing to be worrying about at the moment, it was a major clue that things probably didn’t go anywhere exciting last night with Numin.
In all honesty, Zero was surprised he was even interested in him enough to kiss him.
Dejected, and a bit over this whole detective game, he shuffled out of the bathroom pitifully, hunched over and over wishing he hadn’t gotten out of his bed to begin with. Yet, to his even sadder surprise, Numin appeared roused awake upon his exit from the bathroom.
Even though the half-lidded look upon his face suggested the lingering presence of sleep, Numin still offered a single raised brow at Zero, a silent question to what he was up to in the dead of night.
“Ah, I didn’t mean to wake you.” He offered sheepishly, almost phrased like an apology. Compared to only hours before, his demeanor had noticeably repressed, not even offering eye contact as he kept his downcast gaze locked on the powered blue vinyl lining the floor below.
“Doesn’t take much to stir me.” With a casual stretch, Numin replied with a cloudy tone, sleep still overtly overcasting his newfound wakefulness. “Can’t sleep very well? You don’t look rested.”
Offering a half-hearted shrug, Zero shifted to leaned against the closed door of the bathroom, having a bad feeling this wasn’t going to be a short conversation.
“I slept some, just had a bad dream,” with a nod towards the bathroom he came from, he elaborated, “I figured I haven’t seen myself in the mirror since the incident so I got up to check.”
The delivery was shallow, as if meant to hide the deeper disturbance Zero held underneath to seeing his reflection. Enough so that Numin could note it, knitting his brow at the smaller man slouching meekly against the bathroom door, looking like a deer caught in the headlights.
“Don’t like what you see?” Guessing, Numin straightened up, seemingly more alert at the notice of Zero’s perturbation.
Unintentionally confirming, he slouched in even more, wishing the darkness of the room was enough to hide his marred features.
“Nah, I’m absolutely thrilled with the bruised and bloody look.” Zero retorted, voice with a backbone of sarcasm, yet delivery surely missing a few vertebrae.
The corner of Numin’s lips just barely peaked, gauging the jest as a good sign. “You’re in the hospital for a traumatic brain injury and currently being detained for a felony cyber crime. But sure, your swollen eye is definitely your biggest problem right now.”
Reflexively at those words, Zero folded his arms around his chest tight, unintentionally emphasizing his thin, fragile-looking frame.
“I’m not saying it’s my biggest problem. It’s just, I’m not exactly the fighting type, so this look is just…” hissing, as if he was trapped into finishing the sentence now, Zero struggled to pin down the correct adjective,“...it is just unsettling, to me.”
His anxieties were only met by a deep, reverberating chuckle from the larger man, who only seemed amused. “Guess I’m just used to seeing people bruised and bloody.” Numin shrugged before looking up, but upon noticing the red glow of embarrassment adorning Zero’s face, a deep part of him stirred in discomfort.
Before he had even realized, his tone took on a much different tenor as new words suddenly found their way on his tongue, that deep part of him yearning to diminish that disheartened look on Zero.
“The black eye will fade in about a week and a half. And your bruising has already turned green so I’d give it another five days, seven tops.” Huffing out a sigh, feeling that deep part of himself settle, Numin offered another ever-so-slight peak of the corners of his lips before finishing. “You’re fine, Zero.”
Blinking thrice, Zero found himself taken aback.
“Th… thanks. That’s good to hear the worst of it should subside in a week.”
If Zero didn’t know any better, he would have guessed that was Numin’s best efforts at trying to comfort him. At least, it would seem that way in his delivery, but such an assumption would be a bit brash to make with a seemingly heartless individual like him. Or perhaps there was a heart in there, somewhere deep and hidden as to not invite harm, that Numin kept guarded ferociously lest he be taken advantage of.
Zero had to wonder if he was born so abrasive or if it was learned, like a defense mechanism. And he couldn’t lie; he also wondered what was so different in himself that Numin cared not to bare his teeth and intimidate him, like he seems to do to all others who dare interact with him.
Shrugging off the wall, Zero took a few idle steps forward.
“Or at least the worst appearance-wise should clear up, that is. I’m honestly not sure about my memory, though.” On finishing, he was just about at the foot of Numin’s bed, and he extended both hands down on the plastic baseboard to lean in a bit. “If I’m being honest… I can’t even remember what happened between us earlier tonight.”
Although his body language was noticeably less embarrassed, there was an obvious shame in Zero’s expression, and he bit absently at his lower lip as if his lip ring was still present to fidget with.
Numin’s brow peaked up.
“You don’t remember anything?” Stiffening up, Numin tried to ignore that deep part of him festering once more, sitting like a weight at the bottom of his throat. Swallowing didn’t help; it only made the heavy sensation more vivid. “Do you remember my name, Zero?”
He pretended that he didn’t notice Zero’s mouth twitch into a momentarily frown, before his jaw noticeably clenched to keep himself leveled.
“When… When I woke up, I didn’t.” Woefully, he raised his right hand, and gave a tap to the name still penned on the back of it. With what could only be described as a pitiful smile, he assured Numin, “I did remember where to find it, though.”
Releasing a controlled sigh, Numin accepted those words as enough for him.
“But a few hours ago? Nothing?” The inquiry held an awful weight in those words, one that Numin wasn’t bothering to hide.
Clicking his tongue, Zero’s gaze wandered up momentarily, as if testing his own recall.
“I remember what the nurse said, about you attacking your previous roommates. And that you offered a trust-fall exercise to show you weren’t a threat to me.” The pale color of his face reddened slightly, and Numin noticed his gaze was now more purposely avoiding his own as he continued, “I-I went over to your bed, and… w-we…”
“We kissed.” Numin finished for him. An uncharacteristically soft smile graced Numin’s features in response to how bashful Zero had become, knowing well it wasn’t the amnesia that was holding Zero back from completing his sentence.
Rewardingly so, he watched as Zero sighed in relief, as if he had been self-doubting if the memory was even real.
“Y-yes, we kissed. But, after that, I-I’m not all too sure what we did…” trailing off, Zero’s eyes kept low to avoid contact with Numin’s, but his diffidence wasn't about to be coddled and catered to by the other man.
“We didn’t fuck if that’s what you’re asking.” Numin supplemented, albeit delivered with a grin of jest. Part of it was just to take delight in watching Zero’s face immediately flush and redden, but a sliver of it was indeed meant to clarify.
And redden he did, almost instantaneously feeling the heat rush to his cheeks. Yet watching Numin subtly smirk at the rise he got out of him, Zero felt the need to justify himself.
“No, no of course not. After all, it’s not like I woke up sore or bleeding down there or anything--” Cutting himself off, Zero realized his insinuation exposed his typical role in the bedroom, and although it didn’t take a lot of detective work for Numin to figure that one out, Zero still found himself somehow even more embarrassed by the second. Which only served to widen Numin’s already entertained smirk.
“For shame, Zero! Give me more credit than that.” Brazen, but still maintaining an atmosphere of jest, Numin continued with a cocky grin, “I would never prepare a partner so half-heartedly that they bleed from being with me. Or hell, even feel sore.”
“I-I didn’t mean to insinuate, I-I’m just used to—“
“Used to tops that don’t know what they’re doing? Come on Zero, you don’t need to put up with that.”
Zero gave a meek shrug, before slouching into himself.
“I know, I-I know… but I’m used to it, it’s not a big deal.” He leaned off the baseboard, and stepped around it to sit at the foot of Numin’s bed before continuing. “Besides, it already comes with the territory that it’s gonna hurt a little bit each time.”
This time Numin scoffed a bit, seemingly a little less entertained and a bit more irritated at whoever convinced Zero that anal sex was doomed to always hurt a bit. Surely a former sex partner, to excuse their own laziness or inexperience; or at least, Numin guessed so.
“I’m telling you, it really doesn’t have to.” The slight irritation in his tone almost immediately waned upon seeing Zero’s worried gaze up at him, and instead Numin found himself forming his next words before a devilish smirk even had time to grow on his lips. “Still don’t believe me? Oh Zero, don’t make me prove it to you.”
Immediately, the lewd suggestion earned a flustered squeak of surprise from the very much embarrassed Zero.
The amount of blood rushing to his face looked enough to cause a faint, what with the bright vermillion glow his naturally pale skin bloomed with. So much, in fact, that Numin almost expected him to swoon— in the quite literal sense of fainting, that is. It wasn’t as if a man as thin and lithe as Zero exactly had so much blood to spare to bring with.
“P-prove what—?” Finally managing to stutter out a line, Zero looked as if he didn’t believe what Numin just suggested. Perhaps in his already sensitive and embarrassed state it wasn’t the right atmosphere to pose such an offer, but Numin couldn’t lie that it was quite cute to watch his sarcastic demeanor wither away into endearing bashfulness.
Numin caught himself thinking that word again. Cute.
It was surprising how much Zero drew that word into his head.
“So coy all of a sudden, hm? Do I need to be more direct?” Leaning in, confined by his shackled wrist from getting too close, his face still managed to be only a foot or two away from Zero’s. In his pause, he noticed that despite his blush, Zero leaned in towards him reciprocally, as if awaiting in bated breath for his continuation, sealing Numin’s confidence in what he planned to say next.
“Do you want to fuck me, Zero?”
Eyes immediately widening, Zero’s mouth parted momentarily as if the words got stuck in his throat. In those bright green irises pooled a storm of different emotions, all too intertwined to differentiate, but each playing a role in the dumbfounded look on his face.
No words. No reply. No nothing.
Numin, still smirking, was almost about to poke fun at his sudden stupor until Zero leaned in fast, crashing his lips onto his own hungerly.
And, pushing back into the kiss once he realized what was happening, Numin heard Zero’s non-verbal response. He heard it in the way Zero’s tongue slipped into his mouth, and in the way his slender hand found hold onto his shoulder. He heard it in the feel of Zero’s back arching slightly towards him, he heard it through the muffled groan released against his lips.
Zero’s whole body was practically screaming one word.
Yes, yes, yes.
#scp#SCP Foundation#SCP 682#scp 079#human au#human scp 079#human scp 682#scp fandom#scp fanfiction#scp fanfic#scp 079 x scp 682#079 x 682#human 079#Human 682#exception on line 129#i finally did it yall
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I’m trying to proofread the final draft of the next chapter of Exception on Line 129 but all the music I turn on to get into the mood of the scene is all way too distracting.
I’m contemplating turning off the music to just finish proofreading so I can have the chapter up tonight but its over 5000 words and my attention span is godawful right now.
Honestly just wanna draw right now but I’ve been sitting on this finished chapter for days now so wish me luck
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human transformation au stuff
#they're all in default sweats and tanks for the most part#kinda as if those were the only spare clothes on site#scp#SCP Foundation#SCP 682#scp 035#scp 049#scp 079#SCP Containment Breach#human au#eris shouldn't draw
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SCP Human Transformation AU idea:
A new SCP is brought to the facility. It’s a gaseous material that on contact turns humans into inanimate objects, as well as turning sentient non-human objects into humans. What with it being a gas, it easily gets loose in the facility and transmutes several sentient SCPs into humans.
I’ve been thinking of it as a fun idea for the SCPs within their own universe to experience human shenanigans.
Such shenanigans including:
• SCP-682 having to reluctantly adjust to being in a fairly fragile body (at least compared to his body before) and adapt to not having any of his anomalous abilities.
• SCP-079 learning to deal with having a body at all, and struggle with his newfound senses and mobility. Probably relying on 682 the whole time as his guide to adjusting to being a body owner.
• SCP-035 having a ball of a time in a body that isn’t constantly rotting around him, and living it up like it’s a party
• SCP-049 being very concerned he is now without his plague getup (since it’s part of his body and all) and blaming all this as a new symptom of the Plague, and hassling other SCPs to allow him to examine/treat them, much to everybody’s annoyance.
• SCP-096 spending the whole time screaming and freaking out, but no longer has any abilities to be considered dangerous and is really just a nuisance now.
• SCP-106 constantly walking into walls forgetting he can’t phase through material, ends up being super clumsy now that he’s human, breaks like 3 bones within an hour because he keeps forgetting the limits of human bodies.
I have a half-baked fic idea and a few doodles of the transformation idea, I just think it’ll be kinda neat for the SCPs to be in a human body meant to be theirs. Like this 682 and 079 look quite a bit different than my normal human AU, idk might post drawings later to show what I’m thinking of.
#transformation au#i was thinking of 682 as a trans male#my reasonung behind this is entirely based on an all-female lizard species#thus 682 would be biologically female but identifies with the human concept of masculinity#idk i have so many ideas#scp#scp foundation#scp containment breach#scp 682#scp 079#scp 035#scp 049#scp 106#scp 096#human au
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scp-079 human stuff because i’ve been stuck at home
#I swear I can't draw him the same in two pics#shhh its okay#scp#SCP Foundation#scp079#scp 079#human scp 079#human au#human 079#SCP Containment Breach#eris shouldn't draw
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@zero-79 Thank you, I’ve been feeling much better luckily. Today I actually got my sense of smell (kinda) back!
@pandoraarti He’s doing a lot better too! It was a rough few days, he got a lot of digestive symptoms and we were worried about him keeping water down, but I think he’ll be okay!
@littlcstar Thanks, we’ve been staying home and quarantining since we both found out, luckily nobody we known caught it.
@queer0penguin Luckily he was okay! I don’t know why or how but when they X-rayed his lungs they were okay and he had no pneumonia. Docs said they think the taste of blood in his mouth was actually coming from his stomach since he was throwing up a lot.
Thank you everyone for your kind words and support. I’ve been more awake lately so I actually might be a bit more active on this blog since I’m stuck at home. So let me know what you guys would like to see and I’ll probably have some time to do it!
Got results today
I’m positive for COVID :c
#sorry to bulk reply like this but this is a side blog#can't reply so this is the next best thing#also i've been basically asleep for the last few days i don't even know how#but i'm better now so yay!#still can't go to work tho
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Got results today
I’m positive for COVID :c
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human 682 + 079
just messin around in different styles
#SCP Foundation#SCP Containment Breach#scp fandom#scp 079#SCP 682#scp#human au#human 079#human scp 079#human 682#human scp 682#079 x 682#scp 079 x scp 682#eris shouldn't draw#its late but i've been working on this drawing everyday after work#happy friday everybody
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